Hello everyone. Please forgive me for edited the story without telling you first. Don't worry, the story don't really changed, I just tried to fix my grammar and other mistake. Yeah.... even though I still think there is many mistake in it. For the one that had read the part 1 before, you can skip this and read the part 2. Now then, please enjoy the story.
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Hello everyone, nice to meet you.
First, let me tell you all about myself in this story.
My name is Ren Kanzaki. In the story, I am 16 years old and live in Japan. I always assume myself as a kid, but I speak like an adult. I also not a handsome boy, you can even call my face below than average.
I am 176 cm tall, weight 78 kg, and have a short black hair with bangs that covers my eyes. My eyes are black and I am little fat. I know ‘little’ about boxing so I not your usual weak fat ass.
I have a family, even though they all live in other region.
I live alone in small apartment near my high school.
There are only six rooms available in my apartment. I and three other peoples had taken the rooms so is only have two more room available.
The room is not too expensive, and not too small. The room also has the entire basic thing that you need, like kitchen and bathroom.
I also a second year grade D student in my school.
Yeah, I think that’s all that I can say about myself for now.
Now then, even though I actually don’t want to tell it, I think I should tell you about my bitter past.
It is about my stupid bitter love story, and I have two of them.
Don’t worry, there is no one dead or anything. It is just…. Let’s say I am just a weak person who run from a problem and reality.
By the way, at that two time, I am not fat and I don’t know anything about boxing, my bang also not long.
Now then, let me tell you the first one. The first story is when I am a first year student in middle school.
There is a girl in the same class as me in my first year.
She don’t really pretty or anything, but I like her.
I slowly talk to her, and know that she is a good girl.
Like a person who sick of love, my heart always beat faster when I near her, I also always nervous when I tried to talk to her.
In second year, I often go to see her because our class is different.
Sometime, I had heard that the girl I like had someone else she likes, I even hear a few gossip about she and another boy.
I tried to not believe the gossip and keep approaching her with hope that I will have a courage to confess to her or she that’s will confess to me.
I even often saw her in my dream and sometime we are together like a couple.
But, near the end of second year, I found out that she had going out with a boy, and that boy is one of my good friend.
My heart hurt, and I had to keep smiling when I saw them talking and smiled together for one year in the third year.
I even still dream about her, and when I dream about her, I always wake up with a pain in my chest.
…... Yeah, that’s the first story.
Now then, let me tell you about my second story.
That’s when I am take a test to entry the high school.
At that time, I am become a lazy person who always play a game.
I still got in, but I got a grade E, the lowest grade in school.
In that grade, many peoples that make fun of you, so many peoples that tries to get out from that grade.
However, there is also person that’s too lazy to get out, or too stupid to get out.
I am in the lazy category, and my first friend that I know in my high school is in the stupid category.
Also, in that school, there is a one student, a girl who don’t care about the difference on grade in that school.
Beautiful girl, a second year grade S student, the highest grade in that school.
A girl, who idolized by everyone and many people love her, and nearly all the grade E student like her, include me.
When other peoples making fun or insult me, she is the only one that friendly and good to me.
I began to move into her, ignoring many peoples that insult me and speak behind me until her and I became a good friend.
I even often tell my friend about my dream and fantasy about her and me.
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Mid-exam and final exam, the time when students can change their grade.
In mid-exam, I was confused about to change my grade or not.
In the end, I don’t change my grade so I can always together with my friend.
…… Sigh~
Oh!? Please forgive me, let’s continue the story.
One day, in the holiday, I chose to take a stroll in the evening.
When I walk, I suddenly saw a girl that I like not far from me.
I quickly follow her. She looks at the nice cloth and cute thing in the store, and many peoples that also look at her beauty.
In the end, when the day becomes night, I saw her go the park that had little peoples in there.
Curious, I keep following her until I saw a lone man that sit on the bench.
The girl run and hug the man, I just stand with my jaw drop when I saw that scene.
Not finished with that, the girl began to kiss the man, a deep kiss.
I began to feel a pain that I had tried to forgot.
Because dark, I can’t see the man, so I try to move closer to them.
They spoke for a bit before began to walk together.
I keep following them until I finally realized that I had entered a red-light district.
I, who cannot believe what I saw began to pinches and punch myself.
That’s hurt, but not as hurt as the pain in my chest.
I continue to follow them until I saw them enter one of the hotels in there.
I waiting for a bit, then I enter the same building.
When I met the receptionist, I began to ask him if he saw a girl who had the same characteristics as the senior that I like.
At first, he don’t want to tell me, say that they had a privacy. But when I give him my whole money on my wallet, he speak nonstop.
He even tell me the place that I can use for my hide when they come out, and he even will show me the photo when I give him my watch that I got from my fifteen birthday.
In the end, my bad dream became a nightmare.
Not even the girl is a senior that I like, but the man is my first and best friend on my whole school.
When I take the photo from the receptionist, I quickly got out from that place and back to my apartment.
I got four photos. The first one is when they came to the hotel, and the rest is when they had a ‘exercise’? A ‘party’? Hahaha, of course sex, happily.
I unconsciously cried. The senior that I idolized and like so much and my best friend that always together with me.
Even though I always heard that is she do not have a boyfriend and always reject any man who confesses to her, sometime I think she must dating someone.
She is good, beautiful and smart. A perfect girl like her don’t have a boyfriend, I really doubt it.
But, that is my best friend, the funny and stupid man that don’t really interested in love. He don’t even had a handsome face like me.
I don’t know when and how they had become like that. Hell, I even don’t want to know it.
I burnt all the photos. I just rant, cry, and try to calm myself in my room. I even skip the school for two days.
By the way, I am still a sane person. I don’t want to became a sick and stupid person who threaten a person with photo because broken heart.
I know, they free to choose, that’s their life and I don’t any right to stop them.
Hell, even I don’t know how they can became like that, and I don’t want to know it.
You know, they free to choose, and I too.
Don’t you think is fun when a person speak about the date and kiss fantasy about girl to the person who had sex to her many time?
It is fun to the one that hear it, but is HURT to the one that experience it!?
…… Oh my, please forgive me for my rudeness.
However, if I can say one thing, you can laugh, criticism, taunt, or lecture me if you want. But, if you never taste it, just shut up and taste it yourself and speak to me again after that.
And I will really salute and respect you if you had taste it and still be a good person, because I can never be like that.
By the way, this is just a prolog but what a long story.
Now then, let’s stop the story for now.
If the time allow, I will keep tell you about my story.
So for now, see you again.