As sunlight touched his face, Wu Hai felt a warmth on his skin. He felt somewhat dizzy as he opened his eyes. He is blinded by the light, but soon recovers his sight.
Urghh...
He felt stinging pain all over his body. He tried to recollect his memories. It feels hazy. He remembered now what happened. Right... He was about to unleash his final attack, at the highest point of battle suddenly a figure stood in front of him and launched some ice waves on him.
And he passed out since then. He felt the chi inside him, and his quite damaged dantian and meridians. It's not too bad and he can recover over time fortunately.
Urghh...
He can't move. It felt like a lot of his bones were broken and his flesh, muscles, tendons and a part of nerves was damaged badly. He assumes an elder interrupted their fight at that time.
So... Was it a win or lose, or a draw?
At that moment when he went a out, using everything he had left to fight, it felt good. The adrenaline rush from such a battle can be said to be his peak. His opponent is really strong. Although he called his dragon flame a worm, but now he doesn't care about it anymore. He has a sense of respect for him; especially seeing Bai Xiaotong too had gone all out against himself seeing the flickering red flames.
He opened his eyes and stopped his thoughts. He is startled to see Shao Ai leaning back against the wall quietly sitting on the stool next to his bed.
Has he, been accompanying me all this time?
He has a complicated expression and feelings about him. He's not sure what to feel really. It's just, it felt like, he had the care he never felt in his life. He looks at Shao Ai's quiet figure. He looked tired, and even dark circles are visible.
Wu Hai frowned looking at him. Why he looks tired? He looked out the window and noticed it shouldn't even be afternoon yet. But he's already asleep like this, laying back on the cold wall.
Suddenly he noticed a twitching on his face. He pretends to be asleep and closed his eyes quickly.
Shao Ai noticed it's already morning. He circulates his chi and take note on his condition. Okay. It seems that I can keep going for another 2 or 3 hours after overnight rest.
Shao Ai look at Wu Hai figure, wrapped like a mummy quietly sleeping. He leaned closer, gently wrapping his hand on his.
Wu Hai felt the gentle touch on his hand, feeling Shao Ai's holding it.
He continued with the usual meditation and helped him recover. Wu Hai felt a stream of dense pure chi, along with another energy full of life entering his chi pathway from his hand.
Wu Hai opened his eyes to see him. Shao Ai didn't notice he's awake as he had closed his eyes and focused his mind to meditate.
Did he stay overnight, like this? He felt a sense of frustration in his heart looking at him.
He knows he didn't just circulate chi to him. But there's also vitality he exchanged. Even though he looks tired, why he keeps going?
He's afraid really. He doesn’t know how to handle this much care from someone.
Although, he had to admit he did harbour some feelings for him but he never thinks about it much. He just, had his own goals and dreams he wanted to pursue and his feelings for him wasn't on his mind as for him it's not that big of a deal. Just a little crush. And he prefers to stay friends with him.
He doesn’t want to be shackled by, too much feelings.
...
These heavy thoughts run inside his mind seeing Shao Ai tirelessly run his technique for him.
Do you care for me? He asked in his mind. But naturally Shao Ai didn't hear it.
Wu Hai closed his eyes, pretending to be asleep again. He doesn’t feel good enough to talk to him, or face him.
After an hour something, Wu Hai felt the chi flow stopped.
He hears Shao Ai finally stood up from the seat and walk away. Hearing the steps going farther he opened his eyes again to see Shao Ai walking slowly step by step, with his hand leaning on the walls seemingly needing to support himself.
He gives him so much vitality he's drained to this extent?
It's unnecessary... Why would you do that?
He asked in his heart. He can't ask him. He's afraid he would hear an answer that would shackle him, and burdens him.
Shao Ai felt tired. As if all of his muscles had gone weak.
Right... I haven't eaten yet since yesterday. He finally remembered. Shao Ai regained his composure and walk calmly to the nearest restaurant for a quick lunch. He felt weak. Maybe I drained too much...
The tournament is still going on but he wants to return back to his hotel to rest properly. After he returned, he took out a ginseng essence pill and swallow it. And went on a deep sleep to rest properly.
Wu Hai had stopped his thoughts. He circulates his chi himself to recover faster. He sensed his injuries, although heavy, is very far from life threatening. His bones have fractures and cracks here and there but they are intact and healing properly. And his flesh felt like it has energy and is repairing itself. Even his dantian seems to be restoring.
Soon a physician come to check on him.
"Patient, you are awake! I will check on your vitals alright".
Wu Hai felt a wave of energy passing through him. The technique is like X ray.
"Amazing... You healed so fast...".
The physician rubs his chin, thinking about the extraordinary healing overnight.
"Can you move your limbs?". He asked.
Wu Hai moved his arms and slowly sat up. It's not that he can't, it's just that it hurts if he moves since his flesh are ruined from multiple burns and is still healing.
"Good. Okay lay down and rest. Cultivate slowly to repair your body. You could be discharged in 3 to 5 days at this rate".
The physician passed on a Healing Pill, Wu Hai swallows it without much question. He keeps on meditating and circulate his chi to nourish his vessels, muscles and organs. He can feel they are recovering at a good speed.
The next day, Shao Ai come to visit him again in the morning.
Wu Hai pretends to be asleep again. He feels a warm soft touch over his hand as streams of chi and life energy flowed into him.
...
He, really had a good friend doesn't he. He appreciates him really, but, he's afraid to be closer.
He looked at his figure, meditating quietly to help him recover. He sees his complexion is better than yesterday and feels glad.
Shao Ai suddenly opened his eyes, feeling a gaze on him.
Wu Hai is startled and caught off guard.
"Wu Hai... You awake?".
'H-hey...'.
Wu Hai spoke. He looked at the gold and violet eyes, each looking at him with a caring look. His eyes are really pretty. He has always thought so. But this time, he felt his touched.
He looked away, not sure where to put his eyes on now.
"You okay?".
'Yeah... I could be discharged in 3 or 4 days".
"I am glad...". Shao Ai looked downward. He feels glad really, knowing he is safe and fine now. He looks at Wu Hai. He is wrapped like a mummy. Now that he thinks about it. It's actually funny.
He smiled a little thinking about it.
Wu Hai is startled seeing him smile. He felt his heart tightening.
Don't... Don't smile like that for me... He's afraid his heart would fall for him for real. It's too scary.
"You know... You looked like a mummy". Shao Ai said in a sweet tone.
Wu Hai thought for a second but don't understand.
"What's a mummy?".
'Umm... It's...'. How should he explain a mummy is a preserved corpse wrapped in linens?
He realised he can't explain what's funny about it.
'Its nothing...'. he smiled a little. Maybe his sense of humour is broken he thought.
"Ah... Sorry...". Shao Ai realised he had been holding his hand and pulled it away quickly.
'It’s alright...'. Wu Hai replied quickly. He's not sure what to reply.
After seconds of silence, Wu Hai finally spoke again.
"Thank you". He needs to say his thanks.
Shao Ai looked sideways, seemingly embarrassed.
"It's nothing... I am glad you are fine really...".
"Emm...". Shao Ai reaches out to touch his hand again.
"Let me help you recover".
But suddenly Wu Hai pulled his hand away.
'I am fine really. I just need some time to recover'.
"I see...".
Seconds and minutes passed. Shao Ai is looking out the window, seeing the birds and the bright sky.
"Hey...". Wu Hai called out.
Shao Ai looked over him.
"You don't have to stay here. You should watch the tournament. It's going on right now, right?".
'Ah... Yeah...'. seeing Wu Hai is fine, he felt at ease to leave.
Before he went out, he turned to look at Wu Hai again with a soft gaze. He turned his gaze away and went out to the spectators’ seat to watch the fight going on.
Wu Hai felt guilty a little. It felt like he kicked him out of the room. It's just that, he felt burdened when Shao Ai is staying there just to accompany him.
He didn't ask for it. It sounds like he's a jerk but, he can't accept excessive care for him. It makes him feel uncomfortable. They are supposed to be just friends and he never thought of changing anything.
Okay. He will just keep treating him as a friend. There shouldn't be any changes. Wu Hai thought in his mind.
Shao Ai resumed to watch the fights that went on. After feeling relieved seeing Wu Hai is fine, he finally can focus on watching the battles and gets all excited and thrilled again seeing the various techniques.
He copied a lot of chi flows during technique casting until he can't anymore. He's quite excited about trying all of them out to recreate the techniques.
He doesn't really have an original offensive magic spells currently, like shooting some projectiles or something because the book he received doesn't mention it so far.
He did have dual weapon light and Dark technique and probably there are projectile spells in it but he didn't practice them. He's not fond of wielding weapons.
Well, no matter. It's not like he would fight anyone. And he is able to use flame dragon palm as good as Wu Hai does already.
After the last match, Shao Ai and the members of dragon flame sect visited Wu Hai again. Wu Hai felt good enough to sat up straight just fine and move his limbs with only minor pain. He could ignore them.
Sect master quickly send a wave of chi to scan Wu Hai top to bottom. He nods in relief and chatted with him for a while.
Suddenly an elder come in to visit him too. But he is not someone familiar. Everyone looked at him coming in. Wu Hai’s sect elders have an ugly expression on their faces as they sees the robe pattern worn by the person.
He ignored everyone and directly approached Wu Hai.
"Good evening Wu Hai. I am Elder Xiaowen, representing Vermillion Bird sect. I would go straight to the point".
The elders of dragon flame sect felt incredulous seeing this. They know what he's going for.
"You are really talented and our sect would be glad to accept you as a disciple".
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He looked at the elders of dragon flame sect and looked at Wu Hai.
"As you know, our sect is a high sect with deep inheritance for thousands of years. We can give you better resources and techniques as long as you join us. Given your talent, I am sure you can even be a direct disciple of a high elder in our sect. What do you think?".
Sect master of Dragon Flame Sect gritted his teeth. He wants to smack this guy so much. But he can't afford to offend him. He knows the sect is powerful, with thousands of disciples including outer and inner disciple. Tens of nascent soul elders and many immortals in the upper realm from their sect. It's crazy to offend them.
And it's not wrong to poach a disciple from a mid and low-grade sect.
So the elders can only grit their teeth.
"Elder. Thank you for your offer... But I had to refuse.".
'We can negotiate the terms. Low level spiritual weapon, access to a secret technique, that’s a few of our offer'. Elder Xiaowen tried to persuade.
Given the status of the sect, it's natural that anyone would be glad to enter. And to offer spiritual weapon, even if it's low grade, 99% of cultivators can never afford it!
But Wu Hai don't feel moved at all.
"Elder, I had to refuse. I am content with my masters and sect".
His elders and sect master feel touched. But the sect master had to persuade him after thinking about it.
"Wu Hai. We won't stop you from leaving. You are free to join them".
He said that with a heavy heart. No one would feel good about parting with the disciple they taught for years and sees them rise as a genius. Who would want to lose such a person? But at the same time, he wouldn't want to limit his disciple.
'Master. I will stay'.
The sect master felt touched again and nodded at him. Wuwu. He cried in his heart.
"Alright then. I hope you won't regret it". Elder Xiaowen looked at the fool who refused the invitation. It's obvious their sect would provide better for such a talent; but what a waste he has no brain. He only said it in disdain in his heart and just leaves.
Everyone leaves to give Wu Hai some rest, leaving only Shao Ai and him.
"Emm... I will leave first. Take care".
Shao Ai waved his hand and turned to leave.
Wu Hai looks at the petite figure leaving the room with slightly heavy feelings. He took a few deep breaths, erasing any other thoughts and going to cultivate.
...
The tournament comes to an end, and it just happens that Wu Hai is discharged and are able to walk around and jog just fine. But he did feel his movements are sluggish and it's like he's only at 90% health.
"Wu Hai. How about you stay with your friend for awhile? You need rest and recuperate. You have been working hard all this time after all".
The sect master suggested. He saw how his friend stayed with him overnight, keeping him company. He felt quite touched at the sincerity. Where can you find such a good friend in the cultivation world nowadays?
"Ah...". Wu Hai looked at his master. And then to Shao Ai.
"... You can stay with me for a while". Shao Ai fidgets his fingers, feeling a bit nervous.
Wu Hai hesitantly agreed.
Soon the bustling colosseum turned quiet as more and more people left. They returned to their hotels leaving Wu Hai and Shao Ai together.
As they walk along the street markets, they get some more food and stuff.
"Wu Hai, here!". He gave him a sausage coated with crispy breadcrumbs. It's a new delicacy introduced back in their place. Somehow it reached the capital city.
'Thanks'. Wu Hai smiled a little, stretching out his hand to ruffle his hair seeing the cute smile.
But he drew it back quickly, hesitating. He has always treated him like some cute little brother or something. But it felt inappropriate thinking about it.
"That store sells spiritual treasures...".
Shao Ai sees a huge store that sells various talismans, treasure and magic items and went into it.
Naturally the prices are so expensive. There's really variety of thing.
Oh. There's a video bead? It acts like a recorder and there's also prerecorded ones... But it only lasts minutes at most so for a movie or drama series it would be really expensive for someone to watch. It's usually used for more important stuffs.
Shao Ai browse the shop with Wu Hai but everything is too expensive.
Shao Ai noticed Wu Hai had been eyeing a crimson coloured sword, looking really fancy and powerful. He thought of buying a gift and went to see the price.
Gasp!
He needs 5x his current net worth to even buy it... Nevermind.
He sees a lot of talismans with different spells on it.
He is quite interested in the runes used in them. If he's not mistaken, the runes are the symbols of heaven representing the law. Basically a language of heaven.
Maybe... Maybe he should learn it? Maybe he can make something for him...
Shao Ai thought about it for a moment as they went out of the shop.
Shao Ai looks at Wu Hai's face. And then his hair. It looks uneven. Probably because he burns some hair on his head and when he takes healing medicines it heals and grows it back but now it's uneven.
But still... He's quite handsome. Although he's above average if one looks at him for the first time, but in Shao Ai's eyes he's becoming more handsome these days.
Wu Hai noticed the gaze and looked at Shao Ai back. Shao Ai immediately averted his gaze pretending he didn't stare just now.
Wu Hai wasn't stupid and noticed it. No. He already noticed that look a lot of times since meeting him. And now it's getting frequent.
"Is there anything on my face?". Wu Hai asked and wanted to see his reaction.
'U-uh? There's nothing!'. Shao Ai was visibly startled and went to walk forward as if running away after getting caught.
Seeing his reaction, he finds it quite adorable and funny. He let out a smirk seeing him running away.
He seems to like him doesn't he...
His heart is moved a little whenever Shao Ai acts like this, clearly, he wears his feelings on his sleeves.
He felt fond of him, and did want to be closer to him but...
It's complicated to explain.
He thought, it would be burdening to pursue it.
So he can just, stay friends with him and don't let his heart to see him as more.
...
Late night fell. They had a quick dinner in a nearby restaurant before going to the hotel Shao Ai stayed in.
"You can stay with me... My bed is big". Shao Ai fidgets his fingers. The idea that Wu Hai would sleep in the same room as he is makes him feel hot a little bit but he doesn't have other intentions. Okay maybe he did have a little bit of it.
"Sure". He can only say so. There's no reason to refuse. But after he entered Shao Ai's room he felt nervous all of a sudden.
Why is he feeling like this? It's not like they are...
He shook his head. Shao Ai's treatment towards him moved his heart over time. Even he can't help but thought of things. He shook the thoughts away again.
Just act normal. They are friends. They are just friends.
'I will take a bath first...'. Shao Ai nervously fetched his towel. But felt embarrassed to take off his cloth and went inside the bath with his clothes on and take it off inside.
Wu Hai noticed of course. It really, makes his feelings more complicated seeing how he treats him.
He acts like a maiden afraid to have his skin exposed to him, treating him like a ‘man’ in his eyes.
And because of this somehow even he felt intrigued and wanted to see what he was hiding behind his clothes.
He shook that thought. He felt seduced and tempted. Wu Hai quickly chants Pure Heart sutra to cleanse his mind from evil thoughts.
He hears the water splashing and falling in the bath. After minutes, the bath door opens. Waft of sweet flowery scents filled the entire room.
Wu Hai stole a glance, and saw the upper half of his body exposed revealing a flawless glistening skin. His tender arms, quite narrow shoulders, his clear bare chest with little to no hair along with a cute pink ornament on it. It would be a lie to say he wasn't tempted.
He quickly averted his gaze as his cheek flushed from seeing it. He's really going crazy, he thought. Has Shao Ai been this attractive to his eyes?
He felt his blood pressure rising. And he secretly wanted to gaze at him but held himself back.
Shao Ai was embarrassed and held the towel covering his lower half tightly afraid it would fall while carrying his clothes on one hand.
He nervously went to wear new pairs of clothes, avoiding looking at Wu Hai. He's just embarrassed.
Wu Hai secretly steal a few glances while Shao Ai is turning his back, wearing his clothes.
He looks at his firm back, and down to his waist. There’s no muscle but he looks healthy and fit. There are even dimples on his waist... And there's a bit of a clear line between those cute peaches just above the towel. Damn. He swallowed his saliva eyeing his body. A surge of desire filled him a little.
Something is rising and it's not the shield hero.
Wu Hai quickly sat up and averted his gaze. He held his pants, scolding himself.
Shao Ai was about to wear his underwear and Wu Hai locked his gaze on the walls. He's afraid he will see things.
Soon he finished wearing his clothes and went to look at Wu Hai, seemingly gazing at the walls.
"Wu Hai. Here's a towel". Shao Ai passed a dry new towel for him.
Wu Hai took it and turned his back before taking off his clothes.
Although he had chanted in his heart to see Shao Ai just as a friend but his heart moved beyond his control.
Not to mention his son is standing and he's afraid Shao Ai noticed.
Shao Ai looks at Wu Hai's back, with clear muscles here and there. His broad shoulders, wide back tapering down to a narrow waistline; a nice hot v shape.
He's in a daze seeing it. He had to turn his eyes away realising he's been looking for too long.
His heart is beating fast at this moment and he had to lay down in bed and just try to close his eyes. He can only call out to Wu Hai's name in his heart, and admits he likes him. He likes him a lot and realised he wants him more than just friends. But he can only say it in his heart.
He wonders what Wu Hai thinks of him. He doesn’t know... Although he didn't expect Wu Hai to like him back, but he wished he could. And if he doesn't, he wished they could remain friends.
But he's afraid.
What if... He reacts negatively?
But... Wu Hai is a nice person. He trusts that, even if Wu Hai rejects his feelings, it wouldn't be bad.
But still... he's not sure if it's okay to tell him.
Wu Hai wondered if Shao Ai was eyeing his body. He secretly wished he did. It does feel good to be admired by him particularly. But then...
His emotions are complicated. Half of it wants something else, and half wanting to remain friends at this moment.
He went to the bath shortly after contemplating on things.
As the water washed away the dirt on his body, he looked down and felt the urge to release it.
Gulp.
Remembering the petite body, the images flashed in his mind again. Especially the pink ornament. Oh no. He really can't do this.
...
He went out with embarrassment after he was done with his bath. He sees Shao Ai had already been in the bed under the cover, sleeping sideways. Wu Hai wore fresh clothes and nervously went into bed as well.
His heart moves faster thinking about Shao Ai sleeping right next to him. He looked at his delicate looking arm, and his cheek from there. He looked over his neck, with urges in him. And he can smell the flowery scent from him.
He looks more attractive in his eyes the more he looks. He had to turn his body sideways in the opposite direction. He's really being driven insane.
He is just a man. He has desires too...
But he tried to ignore it and just sleep. Shao Ai too, did the same to ignore his feelings.
Of course, they both fall asleep after trying.
The next morning comes. They went to wash their faces before getting breakfast.
"When will you return back home?". Wu Hai asked casually.
'Umm... Maybe tomorrow? I have another week of holiday'.
"I see".
Wu Hai remembered Shao Ai has a permanent job, unlike himself who's basically a freelancer.
'Want to, go to the theatre? There's a play going on and I heard it's really good...'. Shao Ai fidgets his fingers at suggesting it.
"Sure". Wu Hai doesn't have a reason to refuse.
In the afternoon they went to the theatre and bought tickets. The third quarter of it was filled with people and soon the performances began.
It's a sad heart wrenching love story between a commoner and a cultivator.
In which the male protagonist watched as his lover turned older and older, until she died out of old age.
The male protagonist regrets falling in love with a mortal, and soon he finds himself lonely even though he has reached the peak and is immortal. He still remembers her smile, her laughs, and felt his heart broken. He had been suppressing his feelings for thousands of years, using cultivation to the path of immortality as a distraction. But once he reached them, once he no longer had anything to distract him, he let out a scream of frustration feeling the pain inside his heart.
Realising his pain, he screamed at heaven, asking heaven to bring his lover back. Heaven punished him and directly killed him with no question.
But Heaven is fair. Although his life ended... but Heaven lets them meet again in their next reincarnation. This time, they have their happy endings together, and died together as mortals.
Many of the spectators cried seeing the splendid performance and emotional dialogues.
Shao Ai also had tears in his eyes, feeling touched. He glanced at Wu Hai. Because of the drama he becomes more emotional and his feelings for him increased by another notch.
He's not sure if he can say he loves him or anything. But he does care for him. And in his mind, he would be glad and happy to spend time with him, to be his company.
Wu Hai too had some emotions but he watched with a poker face as if he wasn’t touched.
They take a walk around in the market again after and visit various places until evening comes.
Wu Hai saw a bar nearby. He felt like his mind is filled with clouds over things. Shao Ai noticed the steps going slower and looked at the bar Wu Hai is looking over.
"Want to drink?". Shao Ai asked. He did try alcohol before but somehow it doesn't affect him at all.
'Ah. I...'. He thought about it. As cultivators they have high tolerance.
Maybe... A little would be fine.
"Let's go". He said without much worry.
They entered the fancy looking bar with nice decorations. They looked at the menu before ordering them respectively.
"I will take Dragon Pearl Wine". Shao Ai pointed at the menu saying it.
"I will get Fire Grass wine".
The bartender thought for a moment.
"Want to add spirit water to make it stronger? Just 20 yuan".
'Yes'.
Wu Hai said it as if it's automatic. But then he realised it might be a mistake. He is used to this when he is with his seniors hanging out but it's not a good time to be drunk now. He felt anxious in his heart but calmed down. Nothing bad would happen, he thought.
They drink their drinks. It seems the bar has food too so they ordered it while at it.
Shao Ai naturally doesn't feel drunk at all. It's like drinking fruit juice at best. Even if it’s 100% spirit wine he won’t feel anything. His constitutions are too special after all.
He thought Wu Hai would be fine too but he's surprised seeing Wu Hai's flushed face and unfocused eyes.
"Wu Hai? You good?".
He smiled a little, looking at his cute friend.
'I am good I am good'.
"You worried for me too much... I am fine alright?". He let out the complaint he had for him while ruffling his hair.
Shao Ai felt a bit happy feeling his hand rubbing his hair.
Wu Hai felt really tipsy. Why is the alcohol so strong? It usually wasn't like this.
After all, this is the capital city, and the wine naturally has higher quality and therefore the effect seems to be stronger than Wu Hai anticipated. But no matter, no matter.
Seeing Wu Hai is somewhat drunk already.
Shao Ai called the bartender and paid for everything.
Wu Hai walked with somewhat hints of irregularity, but he's still sober at least. In fact he feel, freer as he looks at Shao Ai. He don’t have much thoughts, except, he really feel fond of his friend.
When went to their room, Shao Ai went to take a bath first going inside with his cloths on again.
He's still shy huh...
When Shao Ai treats him like that, even his view of him changes.
He hears the shower turned on. He has a sense of anticipation welling up in him. Minutes passed. He read the newspaper placed on the desk next to him.
As the bath door opens, the sweet flowery scent enters his nose again. He can't help but look at his figure, standing there on the rug, drying his sole.
He looked at his still partly wet hair. The colours still intrigued him. He looked over his neck, his collarbone, his chest, that pink ornament. He wants to taste it.
He looked at everything. His desire is aroused a lot. Shao Ai was just drying his sole but noticed the stare. He turned to look.
He nervously gazed at Wu Hai, who was looking at him intently.
He noticed something rising, with a clear view of it. His mind went blank for a second. He had to avert his eyes at the scene.
His heart raced at this moment. Wu Hai is... Looking at him that way... and that…
Badump badump.
Wu Hai quickly covered that part and sat up, realising he lost his senses.
Fuck, he exclaimed in his heart. His heart is racing with desire filling him.
Shao Ai swallowed his saliva... He's not stupid. To think, Wu Hai eyed him that way... And that it stood...
He can only look at the floor, while slowly approach Wu Hai.
He felt nervous. Wu Hai too felt nervous seeing Shao Ai slowly approaching him step by step.
His mind is blank as he watched Shao Ai sit next to him on the bed. Wu Hai thoughts are blocked, and he just wants it badly, his desires are filling his head.
Badump badump.
Shao Ai swallowed his saliva again.
He avoided Wu Hai's eyes, and hesitantly placed his hand on Wu Hai’s thigh. His hand is shaking out of hesitation. And his eyes can only look at the walls. He's so nervous about this.
“Wu Hai…”. Shao Ai muttered his name very quietly. But hearing it, Wu Hai felt his emotions swelling up, his heart beats faster and faster.
When he felt the gentle hand touching his thigh, his desire welled up to the extreme. Something twitched, no longer hidable.
He has no more thoughts as his heart racing over this.
Seconds passed, but Shao Ai didn't dare to make any moves feeling too nervous.
Wu Hai can't wait anymore and place his hand over Shao Ai's hand. Feeling the softness of his skin, he drags his hand closer and place it on his son.
Both of them fell completely, indulged in carnal desires.
...
The light from the curtain shines on him.
He wakes up, feeling comfortable and nervous at the same time. And awkward as well.
He remembers everything naturally. He's sobered enough the entire time after all. It’s just that, he didn’t hesitate a little bit and really indulged in everything with zero shame.
Remembering the voices, even his own name called out, he's speechless thinking about it.
The soft lips kissing him. When he sees the eyes looking at him at times deeply, while averting itself at times out of embarrassment, he felt everything was unreal.
He feels the breath of air softly hitting his chest right now. Along with the warmth from the person hugging him at this moment.
He did a mistake didn't he..., he thought. He feels comfortable, and wanted to stay like this with him. But at the same time he felt it’s not what he wanted exactly. But he did like it and wanted to do him.
Right. Now that he thinks about it, he didn't even take a bath yesterday. He felt embarrassed that Shao Ai sniffed him here and there. He likes his smell?
He covered his face with one hand. It's so embarrassing to think about it. It's just embarrassing that he locks his head under his arm then. And he likes it a lot to be honest.
He opened his eyes again and looked at Shao Ai sleeping peacefully while hugging him. He eyed his sleeping face. He’s cute really. And feeling the bare skin-to-skin touch with him, he felt aroused again and if he's crazy enough he wants to do him again. But this can’t do… He felt bad that it felt good. The problem is he knows Shao Ai likes him, and cares for him. But he himself is unsure. This is the source of his hesitation. If its just casual sex its fine. But he is aware it involves deeper emotions.
What to do now? He felt anxious that they had done it, and at what Shao Ai would feel. He decides to just act normal and see what happens next.