Do you regret, the same as I?
Do you feel fear, as time flies by?
Do you bemoan the lack of choice
Unable to speak without a voice?
Sometimes I look behind your eyes
Where wise men say the soul resides
And cannot help but think they lied
Or maybe, what once was has died?
Perhaps, I looked not soon enough
Where your diamond in the rough
Was swept away in spectral tides
As you wept, down deep inside?
Mayhap, you had no soul at all
Or was the window just too small?
And so, cut off from the outside
All that it knows to do is hide?
Is that why my tears now flow?
Could you have not been able to know
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How what you did injures me so?
If that is so, I must insist
You answer me with truthfulness
If for as long as we persisted
You never saw in me resistance
Why is it that you now despise
The me that has seen your disguise
Decries that which you have just done
To the ‘me’ I care about, for fun?
Did you think you’d have your way
When you forced me, without my say
Did you know not the consequence
Of depriving me my innocence?
Sometimes I wonder if you’re sane
If in your skull resides a brain
Considerate of what I know
It must have left some time ago.
I went from feeling wrong, askew
To terrified of what you’d do
To wondering how I could trust
After what happened with us
Because if it occurs again…
Then that will surely mark my end.