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Chapter 18: Being a tool

As I settled into the reality of staying another night in the shelter, my mind couldn't help but swirl with sarcasm and irony. "Just another cozy night in Pacifica," I thought wryly, "where dreams and nightmares share the same pillow."

The next day dawned much like the previous one. The shelter was a carousel of the same faces, the same sense of false security hanging in the air. I decided to make a move. After grabbing some nondescript food, I approached Solange. "Hey, any chance there's a ripperdoc around who can check me up?" I asked, my tone laced with a hint of skepticism.

Solange, with her ever-composed demeanor, replied, "No ripperdocs here, but we can do a basic check-up for you." She led me to a separate building adjacent to the shelter.

Inside, a person awaited, ready to conduct the check-up. "So, how bad is it with me?" I asked casually, half expecting a sugar-coated response.

Solange offered a reassuring smile, "We can cure most things here. You'll be fine."

Her words, meant to comfort, rang hollow to me. I knew better. As I sat for the check-up, I opened myself up again to the swirl of codes around us. This time, my focus was on Solange. Her innocence, a facade I had questioned from the start, shattered in my perception. I couldn't read her as easily as others, but it didn't matter now. Everyone has secrets – Danny, Doc Looneytron, Skaya in the past – and now Solange.

As I sat there in the makeshift examination room, Solange's words echoing in my mind. "You'll be fine," she had said. But something about that assurance felt off, too rehearsed, too smooth. It didn't sit right with me, not in a place like this, not in Night City.

"Why don't I believe you, Solange?" I mused inwardly, my thoughts racing. "What's the real deal with Jean-Claude and this whole setup? What's his role in this madness?" I asked her directly, my tone hardening.

The tension in the room became palpable. Solange's composed demeanor faltered slightly, a crack in her usually unflappable facade. "Jean-Claude is here for security, to keep everyone safe," she replied, but her answer felt evasive.

I couldn't hold back my growing anger. "Safe? Or ready for market?" I shot back, my voice rising. "How can you be part of this, Solange? Using people who come here for help, letting them be sold off for cyberware and body parts? This city's got enough problems without preying on the poor!"

I stood up, my frustration boiling over. "These people came here with hope, with dreams. Sure, they made mistakes, they lied, they cheated, but they're human. They deserve a chance at redemption, a chance to do better. How can you just take that away from them?"

Solange's surprise at my outburst was clear, but the situation escalated rapidly when the man conducting the check-up abruptly pulled a gun and pointed it at me. My anger, already simmering from the realization of what was happening in this shelter, boiled over. In an instant, my cybernetic strength surged, and I lashed out with all my might. With terrifying efficiency, I neutralized the threat, leaving the man motionless on the ground.

Now alone in the room with Solange, my anger turned to her. "Tell me everything, Solange. How could you be a part of this?" I demanded, my voice filled with a mix of rage and betrayal.

Solange, visibly shaken by the violence and my confrontation, tried to explain, "I... I didn't have a choice. I was forced into this..."

I couldn't contain my fury. "Forced? You've been using these people, Solange! Playing the savior while leading them to slaughter!" My golden eyes blazed as I glared at her, seeing beyond her facade. "There's no code around you, but I see you for what you are. You're not just complicit; you're orchestrating this evil."

As I inhaled the codes swirling around us, my eyes emitted a bright, golden light. The room seemed to fade away as I focused on Solange, overwhelming her with my presence. "You're going to tell me everything – who's behind this, where the bodies go, all of it."

Solange pleaded with me, tears in her eyes, "Please, Ryker, I'm sorry. I didn't want any of this."

But I was past the point of sympathy. "Sorry doesn't undo this horror."

As Solange desperately tried to justify her actions, speaking of coercion and threats to her family by the Voodoo Boys, my anger was palpable. Her words did little to dampen my fury, even though I understood the complexity of her situation. The idea that there would be more like her, trapped in this cycle of exploitation, was disheartening.

Before I could respond, the door burst open, and Jean-Claude, a mountain of a man, armored and enhanced with cybernetics, charged in. His approach was like a freight train, unstoppable and menacing. As he swung at me with a massive cybernetically enhanced fist, I braced for impact, but the force was overwhelming.

The punch connected with brutal force, sending me flying across the room and crashing into a wall. The impact was so severe that I felt the sharp, excruciating pain of ribs cracking. I hit the ground hard, collapsing onto my hands as a groan of pain escaped me. My brain implant, offered no protection against this kind of physical assault. Lying on the ground, my body wracked with pain, I faced Jean-Claude's towering figure. His grip on my skull was excruciating, the pressure mounting. In that moment, driven by a desperate need to survive, I tapped into the raw power of my brain implant.

Channeling my focus, I concentrated on Jean-Claude's cybernetics. I aimed to overload his implants. It was a gamble, but it was all I had.

As I exerted my will, I could feel the implant in my brain heating up, the strain immense. Beads of sweat formed on my forehead, and a searing pain shot through my head.

Jean-Claude, feeling the onset of my attack, tightened his grip, his mechanical fingers digging into my flesh. But I held on, pouring every bit of my mental energy into burning out his cybernetic systems.

His face contorted in pain as the implants began to malfunction, sparks flying from his joints. He was strong, though, built to withstand significant damage. Despite the chaos erupting in his body, he stood his ground, fighting against the internal assault with a resilience that was almost inhuman.

Solange, recovering from her own ordeal, watched in horror and awe. She screamed at Jean-Claude to stop, her voice filled with a mix of fear and desperation.

The battle between my mental onslaught and Jean-Claude's cybernetic resilience was a spectacle of sparks, screams, and raw power. It was clear that I was pushing my implant to its limits, the risk of it burning out – or worse, maybe causing irreparable damage to my brain – growing with each passing second.

"You think you can do anything to me, little man?" he taunted, his voice a distorted rumble. With each passing second, his grip on my skull tightened, his mechanical fingers like a vice.

Despite the excruciating pain, I kept pushing. I had to. Just as I felt like I was about to black out from the pain, there was a sudden, jarring shift. Jean-Claude's confident smirk turned into a grimace of confusion and pain. Sparks began to fly from his joints, his movements becoming erratic. In that moment of distraction, Solange acted. With a pneumatic gun in hand, she stepped forward and fired a shot directly at Jean-Claude's head. The projectile, with its lethal force, found its mark, and Jean-Claude's massive frame crumpled to the ground, lifeless.

I collapsed to the floor next to him, exhausted and in pain, my vision blurry and head pounding. I had pushed myself beyond what I thought possible, and the toll it took on me was evident.

Solange rushed to my side, her concern for me overshadowing her fear of Jean-Claude. "Ryker, are you okay?" she asked, her voice trembling.

I managed a weak smile, despite the pain. "Solange, tell me..." I said hoarsely. "will I get any good review for this?"

Solange helped me to my feet, and together, we began to formulate a plan to bring down the operation and expose the Voodoo Boys' exploitation. The fight was far from over, but for the first time, I felt like we had a fighting chance.

"We need to get out of here," Solange urged, helping me to my feet. "We don't have much time."

I managed a weak nod, too spent to speak. The room spun around me, a carousel of pain and exhaustion. In the aftermath of the confrontation with Jean-Claude, my world was a disorienting blur. Pain coursed through every fiber of my being, each movement a symphony of agony. My ribs, broken and sharp, stabbed at my insides with every breath, one protruding grotesquely from my skin.

Solange, her face etched with concern, steadied me as we made our way out of the room. The world tilted and swayed around me, transforming into a surreal dreamscape. My vision was a muddled haze, the edges of my consciousness fraying. The air felt thick, each gasp for breath a desperate struggle against the pain.

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As we limped through the shelter, the sounds of our previous altercation had attracted the attention of the guards. They approached us, their expressions a mix of suspicion and alarm. I could barely stand, let alone fight, but I knew we had to get past them.

Drawing on the last reserves of my strength, I raised my hand in front of us, focusing intently. Despite the searing pain in my head and the disorientation clouding my thoughts, I concentrated on the guards. With a tremendous effort that sent waves of pain crashing through my body, I unleashed a forceful push.

The guards were caught off guard, thrown violently against the walls by the unseen force. Their weapons clattered to the ground, sliding across the floor, well out of their reach. Solange, seizing the opportunity, guided me quickly away from the scene, her arm wrapped protectively around me. Every step was a battle against the overwhelming desire to collapse, to give in to the darkness that threatened to envelop me.

The corridors of the shelter seemed to stretch on endlessly, a labyrinthine maze that twisted and turned in my distorted perception. Sounds were muffled, as if underwater, and the faces of the shelter's inhabitants were ghostly apparitions that floated in and out of my field of vision.

Through it all, Solange remained my anchor, her presence a constant in the shifting chaos that had become my reality. "We're almost there, Ryker," she whispered, her voice a distant echo in the fog of my mind. "Just hold on a little longer."

I could feel the cold air on my exposed rib, a chilling reminder of the brutal encounter and the vulnerability of my own body. But I clung to consciousness, driven by a determination not to succumb to the pain and the darkness that beckoned with seductive promises of relief.

As Solange and I made our way through the dimly lit corridors, the shelter suddenly erupted into chaos. The distant sound of screams and shouts echoed through the halls, creating a cacophony of panic and fear. My head throbbed mercilessly, each pulse sending waves of pain throughout my body. The taste of blood in my mouth was unmistakable, and I choked on it, staggering against Solange for support.

"What's happening?" I managed to croak out, my voice barely above a whisper.

Solange's face was a mask of dread. "It's the Scavengers," she replied, her voice laced with fear. "They must have realized the new transport isn't ready. They're taking everyone by force."

The realization hit me like a ton of bricks. The Scavengers were here, and the people in the shelter, were now in immediate danger. Despite the excruciating pain and the blood I was spitting out, a surge of adrenaline coursed through me. I couldn't let this happen—not on my watch.

"We have to do something," I said, struggling to maintain my balance.

Solange nodded, her expression determined yet terrified. "This way. We need to find a safe place to regroup."

Hanging onto consciousness by a thread. "What a night out in Pacifica," I thought dizzily, "beaten, broken, and now getting the grand tour of its less-than-stellar real estate."

Solange, with a grip stronger than I would've given her credit for, dragged me through the streets. Every jolt was a fresh wave of agony, but hey, at least the night air was a nice change from the stench of death back at the shelter. The distant sounds of gunfire and screams were like a twisted lullaby, lulling me into a semi-delirious state.

We reached what looked like the ruins of a shop, its glory days long forgotten. As Solange hauled me up the stairs, I caught a glimpse of someone in the shadows. "Hey, is that you, Glitchy Greg?" I slurred,. "Come to see the show?" But the figure didn't respond.

Inside the shop, the ambiance was less 'cozy hideout' and more 'scene of a crime.' Solange gently laid me down, her face a blur of concern and determination. "You're going to be okay, Ryker," she said, but her words sounded like they were coming from underwater.

A Haitian man burst in, his anger palpable. But as Solange spilled the beans, his rage melted into shock. I wanted to laugh at the absurdity of it all, but all I managed was a bloody cough.

"Great hospitality, Solange. Really top-notch," I mumbled, my voice a mere whisper. "Next time, let's skip the part where I get my ribs used as a punching bag."

As darkness crept in at the edges of my vision, Solange's hand squeezed mine, her voice desperately trying to keep me anchored. "Stay with me, Ryker."

"Can't make any promises," I managed to jest, even as the pain threatened to swallow me whole. "But I'll try not to ghost you."

I rode the waves of pain and delirium. Each time I surfaced, reality seemed like a distant concept drifting in and out of consciousness, my mind wandered through a hazy labyrinth of thoughts and sensations. Each time I slipped under, it felt like sinking into a deep, dark ocean, only to resurface moments, or maybe hours later, gasping for air in a world that seemed increasingly surreal.

During these fleeting moments of lucidity, I could hear the distant echoes of chaos outside – the muffled roars of gunfire, the desperate cries of the hunted, the relentless march of the Scavengers. Each sound was a distorted symphony, playing out a tragic narrative that I was powerless to change.

But there were other sounds too, softer and closer – the gentle murmuring of Solange's voice, the shuffling of feet, the faint rustle of fabric. These sounds were my lifeline, tethering me to a reality that was slipping away with every ragged breath I took.

I felt disconnected, as if observing everything from a great distance. My body was a foreign entity, a broken vessel wracked with pain and exhaustion. Every attempt to cling to consciousness was a battle against the overwhelming desire to let go, to sink into the welcoming arms of oblivion.

And in those moments of semi-consciousness, strange visions danced before my eyes. Faces I knew, and some I didn’t, flickered in and out of existence. There was Danny, his smile both comforting and heart-wrenching. Glitchy Greg appeared too, his digital form glitching in and out, a ghost in the machine.

Each face brought a flood of memories and emotions – love, loss, regret, and a haunting sense of what might have been. It was as if the fabric of my reality was unraveling, revealing the raw, unfiltered essence of my existence.

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Lost in this digital world, I floated aimlessly, my consciousness adrift in a sea of glowing, shifting codes. Each strand of data swirled around me like a living thing, pulsing with the lifeblood of the net. I was part of it, yet apart, an observer in a world that was both alien and eerily familiar. "Great," I thought, "stuck in a digital wonderland. What's next, a cybernetic Alice to guide me through?"

Trapped in this digital purgatory, the codes around me kept shape-shifting, each transformation more gut-wrenching than the last. When Danny's face materialized from the sea of data, it wasn't just a jumble of pixels and memories – it was a punch to the gut, a stark reminder of what I'd lost. "Danny," I murmured, the grief in my voice unmistakable. "Why does every path I take lead back to you?"

My heart ached as I looked at his digital form, a sense of loss washing over me. It was a stark contrast to the usual sarcastic quips I'd throw his way. "I never got to say goodbye, did I?" I said, more to myself than the code-constructed Danny. "Guess this is as close as I'll get."

Then, the scene morphed again, and I was in the shelter during the Scavengers' raid. The screams, the fear, the chaos – it was all too real, too vivid. I watched, helpless, as the Scavengers herded and terrorized the people I'd have meet just yesterday... "This... this is my fault," I choked out, the weight of my perceived failure crushing me. " I failed."

As I grappled with the guilt and pain, Jean-Claude's coded form emerged, striking me with a force that felt all too real. But as his image shifted into Danny, the agony intensified. It was as if every blow was a reminder of my failures, my losses, my unfulfilled promises.

The codes whirled around me in a tempest of emotion and memory, each one a stinging reminder of my journey – the choices I'd made, the people I'd let down. "Is this what I deserve?" I wondered aloud, my voice raw with emotion. "A never-ending loop of guilt and grief?"

"Fantastic," I muttered, "stuck in cyber limbo with my own guilt as company. Could this get any weirder?"

As I floated in this surreal landscape, a new presence emerged, breaking through the chaos of my mind. A middle-aged Haitian woman, approached me. Her arrival was accompanied by a group of figures clad in netrunner gear, all standing before a massive, pulsating black wall composed of data.

"And who might you be?" I asked, "The tour guide for this digital hellscape?"

"We've been trying to reach you, Ryker," she said. "Your physical condition is critical. This was the only way to communicate."

I glanced past her at the ominous black wall and the netrunners. "So, what's the deal with the creepy data wall? Some sort of cybernetic art piece?"

She looked at the wall with a mixture of respect and ambition. "That's the Blackwall, a barrier that keeps AIs out of the Net. But we, the Voodoo Boys, aim to bring it down. We believe that what lies beyond could free us all "I'm Evelyne, and you Ryker, you are special," Evelyne said, her voice echoing in the void. "But your mind is in turmoil, wrestling with the agony inflicted by your brain implant. Your body is broken, and we cannot risk integrating more cyberware."

I glanced at my hands, now seemingly made of the same codes that surrounded me. My eyes welled up, not just from the pain but from the realization of my precarious situation. "What about my health?" I asked.

"Your body can be healed, but your mind..." Evelyne hesitated, "It's a delicate balance. Pushing your implant any further could be catastrophic."

The background of our conversation was filled with the spectral images of my grief, fashioned from the very codes that trapped me. In a moment of defiance, or perhaps desperation, I clenched my fist, gathering the codes around it. With a thrust, I hurled them like a bullet towards the Blackwall. The wall reverberated with a deep, bell-like sound, causing everyone to reel in surprise.

I stared at the Blackwall, then back at Evelyne and the netrunners. "I was asked by someone... or something... to destroy that wall," I confessed, the reality of the task daunting yet strangely invigorating.

Evelyne's eyes widened slightly, a mixture of shock and intrigue on her face. "You have a connection to the Blackwall that even we haven't seen before. It's... unprecedented."

I took a deep, digital breath. "Here's the deal, Evelyne. If you and your Voodoo Boys want to bring down that wall, I need to be on my feet, in the real world. I need information on 'Pigman,' his location in Dogtown, and how to get him."

Evelyne considered my words, her expression turning thoughtful. "That's a significant request, Ryker. But given what you've just demonstrated, it might be within our interests to assist you."

The codes around us seemed to pulse with anticipation. It was a risky proposition, aligning with the Voodoo Boys and their radical plans. Yet it felt like the only path forward.

"Let's make a deal, then," I said, my resolve hardening. "Help me take down Pigman, and I'll help you with your Blackwall. But remember, I'm no one's puppet."

Evelyne nodded, a new respect evident in her gaze. "Agreed, Ryker. We will do what we can to heal your body and provide the information you seek. In return, we expect your cooperation in our endeavors with the Blackwall, but before you will get Pigman in your hands the wall need to be broken."

"Alright, Evelyne, you've got yourself a deal," I replied, the weight of the situation settling on my shoulders. "But let's get one thing straight. I don't know how to do it."

Evelyne nodded. "We understand, Ryker, my men will prepare everything. Your journey is your own. We're just here to provide the means." She and all her man disappeard.

I sighed, the digital landscape around me pulsing in response to my emotions. "'In the alleys of Dogtown where shadows lie, the pig snorts beneath the neon sky. Where does he rest when the sun's high, hidden from the seeker’s eye?'" I closed my eyes, " You will all pay for your crimes..."