Prologue
Nathaniel’s Journal (open and die)
January 13th 2014
First day of highschool. It was alright. At least I knew some people from my middle school classes, not everyone moved. Not a whole lot happened, it was just the whole orientation thing. I hope this grade goes well.
January 22nd 2014
There’s too much homework, I haven't had time to write in my journal until now. Everyone calls the english teacher Ms Shrivel because of how old she is but I think she’s nice.
February 11th 2014
I got into a new friend group with some of the senior students. They’re pretty fun. I told mom about it but I don’t think she understood, got a weird look on her face
February 17th 2014
New friend group is fun. My old friends avoid me now though. Not sure why, maybe they’re jealous
February 27th 2014
One of my friends gave me some money and had me buy drinks for the whole group today from the vending machine in the lobby. There wasn’t quite enough so I used some of the money mom gave me for lunch. it’s fine though, I don’t really like the cafeteria cookies and they’re too expensive anyways
March 19th 2014
It’s been awhile, I got grounded. There was a kid harassing our friend group during lunch. Something to do with a lunchbox? I’m not sure. He was being annoying so I pushed him but he hit his head on the table and got a nosebleed. My friends vouched for me though, it was an accident
March 25th 2014
That kid was back again today. He tried to talk to me separately from the group and said something about how they were bullies. Not my friends though, they’re nice enough to me. I told him to shove off. He looked kind of familiar though now that I had a second look at him. I think it was Micheal Potts from middle school. I wonder what happened to him that he feels like interfering with my group though.
April 2nd 2014
My friends pulled a messed up prank on me yesterday, I’m still upset. They took all my money and used it to buy the raisin cookies and hide them in all my stuff. I still haven’t found all of them. I had extra money to go buy some legos after school so there was a lot of cookies. Hopefully they don’t start rotting into whatever they were hidden in
April 18th 2014
I need to clean my room this weekend. The smell from the cookies rotting is awful and I still can’t find all of them. I wonder if they crumbled some and mashed it into my backpack somewhere.
April 18th 2014
Writing again today. I found the last of the cookies. I never want to eat those things again. I think they mixed one with a raw egg and put it in the zip up binder I never use. It was full of mold and I could have sworn there was hamburger in there too. Hopefully next week is better. Have a good weekend, journal.
April 25th 2014
It was a good week. My friends apologised after I got some drinks from the vending machine and the Micheal incidents seem to have stopped. I didn’t do so well on my physics test though so I have to take a redo. Dad offered to help but I feel like it’s going to turn into a lecture about what not to do during sex and why protection is important somehow if I do ask for his help. I’ll just ask the teacher, he’s nice enough at least. Little bit old though
May 1st 2014
I swapped from physics to art class. It’s super fun and the teacher, Mrs Snelko, is super pretty. I’m gonna stay in this class
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June 18th 2014
There was some kid harassing our group again. Why does everyone think my friends are bad people? They told me to meet them behind the school after classes were over and we confronted the kid. They made me do it because I’m a closer age. I kind of feel bad about what I said but hopefully he won’t harass us anymore
June 26th 2014
Summer break starts tomorrow! My dad found me a part time job for one of his friends who’s a contractor. They’re renovating a house over the summer and I’m going to clean up the garbage and stuff. If I get enough money dad said he’d help me build a PC so hopefully there’s lots of garbage
August 12th 2014
I got enough money to buy the PC before summer is over! Dad even said I could keep it in my room as long as I don’t go onto weird websites. One of my classmate’s dad is a programmer. Apparently they’re working on a PC messaging service thing. My classmate said he can get us an early access code so we can help test it and stuff
September 2nd 2014
School started again today. That classmate got me into that messaging service today too along with a bunch of people in the school. It’s called Discord, kind of a weird name but whatever
September 5th 2014
That messaging service is super fun. Some of the girls in other classes mistook me for a girl on the messenger though so now I have the nickname “nali” on discord. My friends make fun of me for it but it’s fine. I don’t hate the name I guess.
September 25th 2014
My friends took me behind the school again today. It was the same kid as before summer break again. They told me to hit him for some reason. Not sure why but I did it. I kind of feel bad. Hopefully mom and dad don’t find out (don’t read my journal)
October 13th 2014
The 13th isn’t a friday this year, I’m kind of sad to be honest. I was hoping to scare some kids after school with the hockey mask
October 15th 2014
I think I know why everyone was calling my friends bad people now. They had me beat up someone behind the school again. If I stop hanging out with them they’re definitely going to beat me up though. I’m not scared but I don’t want to get hit so I’ll just keep going along with it. It’s not like they’re bad to me I guess.
October 29th 2014
I skipped class with my friends. One of them got some weed from the guy in the van that hangs out in the parking lot. He used to be a student apparently. They gave me some and showed me how to use it. I guess I’ll try on the weekend while mom and dad are on their anniversary. They’re giving me money to order pizza both days so I’m excited.
November 1st 2014
Mom and dad just left. I’m going to use that weed stuff and write again after
November 1st 2014
The pen is flying. I think. It also feels like I’m writing so I guess I’ll fix this after. I’m hungry so I’m going to get pizza. If I can find where the phone ran off too. It was going pretty fast
November 2nd 2014
I don’t remember what happened yesterday but I ordered pizza apparently. I think I used up my budget for both days though because there’s like 6 pizzas
November 18th 2014
My friends are kind of scary. They joined me in beating up todays kid and it was hard to get them to stop. One of them walloped me pretty good for stopping them. It hurts but I’m fine. A bit dizzy though
November 19th 2014
We skipped classes again today but it was to do something else. A kid named Klank Wurst (who names their kid Klank? Weird ass parents) borrowed money from one of my friends for food a couple weeks ago and never gave it back apparently. They knocked him out and tied him up in the cafeteria kitchen. Made me force feed him as much food and ingredients as we could get our hands on. I don’t think I’ll be able to eat for a couple days
November 20th 2014
Klank is in the hospital apparently. I got suspended and my parents took away my PC. I’m not going to hang out with those friends anymore
November 21st 2014
One of my friends brought me todays homework. He acted completely different around my parents and threw me under the bus for what happened to Klank. I was just protecting myself from them by doing that. I do feel really bad for Klank though, I’m going to write him an apology and tell faculty about what my friends have been doing. I definitely shouldn’t hang out with them anymore. There was a note and some weed in with the homework though. I’ll read the note after I smoke
May 28th 2015
It’s been awhile. I haven’t been able to eat anything since my last entry. Klank died in the hospital the night of the 20th of november. I’m probably going to juvie if I don’t rat out my friends. I’m super hungry but I can’t keep anything down, I just remember Klank whenever I try to eat anything and it all comes back out. I’ve lost a lot of weight.
June 23rd 2015
I got my PC back today after the final court day. I ratted out all my friends so I wouldn’t have to go to juvie. They all are though so I don’t think I’ll be seeing much more of them. I have to do community service next summer after I recover a bit. I’ve been getting weaker. Too skinny the doctor said
December 25th 2015
It’s christmas. Not that that’s a good thing I don’t think. I told everyone to not get me any gifts. I’m not a good person. I feel bad for Klank and his stupid name. My parents look more worried by the day. My friends get out of Juvie tomorrow and I got a letter that told me to meet them at the school. It’ll be the first time I’ve gone back since I got suspended. I’m a bit scared
December 29th 2015
Last day of school before winter. winter break is tomorrow. I’m going to go and meet my friends. And leave an apology on the billboard. I’m leaving a note for mom and dad on my desk. I’m not sure why though, just a bad feeling I guess.
This is the end of this journal too. I guess I ended up filling the whole thing after all. I’ll start a new one after I get back into school properly.
Darkness...
It was cramped in here.
Where was I?
I couldn’t really move anything or open my eyes. After a long while; slow pressure started building up around me. Not sure what it was I just let myself flow where it wanted to go and suddenly it was very bright. Lights and sounds and voices speaking a language I didn’t know. A bustling of people and warm dim lighting like candles. A pleasant smell filled the room. All I could feel were overwhelming emotions though. I started crying but I didn’t hear my voice. Man that baby was loud though. It must be a newborn. Where the hell am I?