Just so to let you know, I didn’t have a happy life. Sometimes I even say myself that I don't have any luck.

My life was neither short nor long. I died in my early 30’s and in accident.

I even didn’t have much experience in my life because even if I wanted to I was still in hospital.

Almost every bone in my body was broken at least two times.

Now you saying things like: “He died like virgin” or “You sure had it hard” but rest assure I did it although not at first try.

When I was still in secondary school I tried going after girls of my age..... It didn’t work.

It’s not like I was ugly or stupid I wasn’t even fat. I have average looks and my body wasn’t exactly muscular, but it was still acceptable.

My grades were even better. It was granted because I couldn’t do any activity I just study and read much books (tactic, technology, art, history, science, psychology, political, mythology, etc.).

It wasn’t because of it because there was always someone better or the girl just wasn’t in state to date someone, but the main reasons were injuries.

There was always some kind of accident immediately when I tried picking a girl. It was to that extend I eventually give it up.

I always end up in the same hospital, but it wasn’t too bad at least I met her there. Lily was a nurse in hospital I end up in.

She was beautiful and caring. She charmed me at first sight. I talk to her naturally as she helped me with my recovery and eventually I got my first opportunity to change my status as virgin. And I did it! Ha ha..... As if.

When we tried in with me on top I slipped, fell from bed, broke my leg, and in pain I kick to the cabinet. With fall of bowling ball I finally broke the last couple of ribs which weren’t broken two times.

Back in hospital she laughed it off and with red cheeks she suggested a sex in hospital.

Yea I had first sex in hospital room with her on top me in her uniform.

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These were probably my most appreciate memories of my life. I was with her for about 7 months. She left me because of her work.

I didn’t blame her it’s sometimes happening. She got work in different country, we tried the long distance relationship, but it didn’t work.

She was beauty and needed attention. We part with smile on our faces, but my chest was like on fire.

After our last phone call I walk toward my younger sister, who waited in front of crosswalk. I waived at her and she nodded and stepped forward through crosswalk.

I walked after her and as I slowly close in to her I heard screech of wheals. The driver of car, which was closing at frightening speed was careless and didn’t press breaks in time.

I ran to my sister. It looked as time has stopped. The only thing I could do was to push her out of way. ‘I will die’ that was my thought, but I immediately shake it away. My younger sister, I have to save her.

She will have a better life and happier. It was only a second and all these thoughts ran through my head. I made my mind.

I take one last big step and push her to the second part of road.

Time returned to normal. I one last time looked at my sister; she looked at me with terrible expression.

I just smile at her, it was the last thing I could do for her. After that I could see just darkness.

.....

This darkness is strange. I really imagine afterlife differently. I just fluting here. And it doesn’t matter where I look I can’t see anything.

I’m trying to absorb what’s happening. Ah there’s light. I should probably head that way but I really don't want to go to the heaven either hell. I like living.

Well let's see where I’m going.

So and here I’m. I'm finally in place with light and there is more than light there is floor and bed and table

and goddess, who's HUGGING ME!?