I thought of what happened yesterday. Yeah, I had a dinner date with Lar yesterday.. please don't remind me of it.

Changing the topic.. or moving on, I thought of why I never dated a girl in my world. If you questioned my look, I can say that I am very popular in school, during my elementary, high school, and college. Many approached me and call for me everyday, every school break, and even during school hours. They gave me love letters, chocolates, and flowers. Well I’m that popular, even though I am not that handsome and had only an average face. Yeah.. I’m very popular.. with thr boys..you asked why with the boys? Well, I have beautiful olders sisters and all of it, they asked me to gave it to them. Just how the f*ck were the boys! Why was it through me and not directly given to my older sisters!

Well, I think it was because I am very approachable and a very good person.. it's not really good to be a good person.. My older sisters were also good but I don't know why the boys, it seems to them that its very hard to approach my older sisters...or they were just shy..

Let's not talk about my older sisters, let's talk about me. Even though I know you want to know more about my older sisters but I’m sorry I will just mention them in this story.

I am Xiru, the youngest of the three siblings and the only boy in the family, that if you will not include my father. As I said I am not handsome and just an average looking. Our topic above was about me never dated a girl. Why was it like that? In my world I flirted with many girls but not even one became my girlfriend, why was that? It's because I don't know why but I easily get attracted to a girl so it's really hard for me to choose to all the girls that I flirted with, I can only choose one. And I don't have a sense of responsibility. I’m very immature right? So to not hurt them I didn't date any of them. But it hurts me when I saw that they dated another man and in the end I am left with no one.

Am I that greedy? that I didn't let go any of them and they were the one who let go and decides to date another man. But then I thought that seeing them happy, I will just be happy for them, right?

In my world, you can only date one girl and be married to a one woman. It's not allowed to date many girls and have many wives. Polygamy was not accepted in my world.

But I think another religion you can have many wives but it wasn’t allowed in my religion. I will not talk about religion here so I will leave it be.

I walked out the palace door and found a big tree. I dont know what tree was this tree but it can be a good shade. You can also had a good rest under it. I also slept always under this tree. This tree was really a good spot for lazing around but it was when Lar didn't know it but then, that if I can't be found inside the palace I will always be here lying. Now this was not only my spot its also Lar’s spot. Ahh.. fujoshi’s out there.. I know you were thinking again of something.. me and Lar lying under the tree.. lets just kept it in your own imaginations what happens..

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Its now the third day of December, 21 days to go before Christmas, maybe when I will woke up tomorrow it will be Christmas day. Who knows. Time sure moves fast.

I closed my eyes and rested my eyes then I didn’t know that I already slept. When I woke up, it was now late afternoon and will be going to be night soon. I stood up then do some stretching. Then unbelievably Lar was also lying on the other side of the big tree. D*mn it! This guy was really something. Don’t you all worry, nothing happened. We both were dressed. Sigh. What were you all thinking about? You will not read BL stuffs here but I think some brotherhood will be included in this story.

I walked near Lar then slowly kicked his right leg many times. I am not that cruel to kicked him hard. It's just another way of waking up a person. Lar then woke up and I asked him since when did he came here, he said that it was just a moment ago when he wasn't able to find me inside the palace. He wants to have a spar with me. And he knows that I will always be here if I wasn’t inside the palace. Then he was right, he saw me lying under the big tree so he was also tired on looking for me inside the palace so he decided to also lie down. And unexpectedly he also slept.

To avoid sparring with him, I then told him that we were outside so why not we walked around outside the palace and see around. He agreed immediately to my suggestion. Hayz.. I think this was also another kind of date.. walking side by side on the street, holding hands, talked with any topic, and the girl will look around the stalls and the man will bought all what the girl likes.

Sadly, I am with a man. We will only walked around and see the happenings outside the palace. Observing the activities of the people. We saw people peddling and selling goods. There were also children playing around, laughing, and with beautiful smiles passed by us running around us blocking our way then they left.

I saw Lar with his confused face. Maybe this guy never played around when he was a kid. He just left standing and didn’t move to not let hurt the children accidentally when they were running around us.

I gestured him to proceed so he immediately walked fast towards me and walked beside me. We then continued then talked about thing in the palace. Our conversation then moved about on how to redivide the responsibility inside the palace and for the safety and security inside the palace. I am too lazy about it so I let him decide them all and I will just follow his arrangement. I just reminded him that I will not take any big post and I just want to have freedom inside the palace but I when it's needed I will do my best to help. I told him that it will be the same. Serc will be responsible to all and I will just help him whatever I can. He argued with me that it should be the other way around. We argued then argued then in the end all will be the same when I was still not summoned here. I convinced him in the end because I reminded him that Serc now was different and now on par with him, or should I say we three were now on par. And Serc handled Division 2 well before I even came here. The only thing he lacked in the past was strength but now he had it. Unlike me he had a sense of responsibility and knows the insides of the palace well. Even though I made myself lowered I had no shame at all. I still love to have my freedom to move inside the palace.

Lar doesn't have any choice in the end. Then I thought in my mind, I am still the lazy me and I still have no sense of responsibility, here or in my world it will never change.