"Just a pile of trash..."(Forvish)

I said that as I moved the sword that I plagiarized toward the guy in front of me,It immediately break his sword and penetrate his chest. That was the last of the student from my class .  Since they were too weak ,I immediately challenge all of them at once and also to made them not dare to provoke me,I beat them at their strongest field and without any mercy...Because of that their spirit fall to the bottom....

"Kusanagi...wasn't this too much?"(Alice)

"They deserve it,they will hurt sooner or later so think this is as a precaution."(Forvish)

"Overprotective boyfriend."(Lisa)

"What did you say?"(Forvish)

"Nothing."(Lisa)

"Thanks,Forvish."(Alice)

"Why you were thanking me for?I am your bodyguard,It was normal for me to protect you."(Forvish)

Once I said that ,I returned my seat and as prepared for the lesson.Aice sit next to me,while Lisa sit behind her. The lesson then goes by...but because the lesson were the same whenever you go,I just go reading some other books instead. Most of them were Light novel and fluffly stories at most..even thought I envy them a lot.but I also enjoyed this..After all they live that I could never possibly get...To enjoy the live with your romantic interest and friend while struggling together..They were really blessed by the god....as I thought a paper was passed to me,It was from Alice.

"What were you reading?"(Alice)

I then replied...

"Horror Novel.So shut up and listen to the teacher."(Forvish)

I immediately passed it toward it Alice,she frowned for a moment then write something and pass it back to me.

"You too you should stop reading and listen to what teacher saying."(Alice)

I then replied back to her.

"It was you who wished to go to school,not me so shut up."(Forvish)

Once I wrote it ,I immediately pass it to her. Once again she write something....and pass it to me....It goes for a while,until I decided to stop replying. She narrowed her eyes and then sighed...and then finally decided to ignore me and listen to teacher. Finally she stopped..

Break time

It was just right after math lesson,everyone was panicking and doing the homework just given by math teacher. The math teacher was a 'killer' teacher,the question she gives was on university level,it was normal for other to struggle yet the deadline was tomorrow...Good luck I guess,I also done mine and then continued reading ..only to stop by Alice as she push our table together with Liza...and then said this aloud.

"Everyone~~~For anyone struggle for your homework,you could come here and ask from Kusanagi,he already finished it~~~"(Alice)

Hmm,you Think anyone would come over here after what I -...

Everyone begin to gather at my side...Okay...I guess they really desperate...It was a shame I couldn't show any emotion nor have it...I guess I can only do as 'she'  said for being my master ....beside...She was smiling...so it wasn't that bad....

after school.

"See ,you later Class rep."(Class mate)

"...."(Forvish)

"Kusanagi,you should waved your hands back,it was impolite you know not to reply..."(Alice)

"Shut up,I wasn't paid for this,why sh-."(Forvish)

"Okay,how much do you want ?"(Lisa)

.....Forget it,You asking impossible to win argument from this maid,as expected maid character was really fearsome.. Nothing special happened today,it happened again...again again...one week then passed.. I still didn't found a way to kidnap alice....I know she was suffering......She was suffering by staying here..her eyes said everything.....

Right now we were on our way home....but suddenly my condition was worsening...hold it...hold it....

"Cough.Cough.."(Forvish)

"What's wrong do yo-..Kusanagi!!!"(Alice)

"I am fine...there was no need to worry.."(Forvish)

"There was no way you were fine!!!You were coughing blood you know!!!"(Alice)

"Miss,let's call ambulance!!!"(Lisa)

"There  was no ne-..Cought..."(Forvish)

Shit...the corrosion was worse...my consciousness...It is fading......was this it ?This how I died?Everything fall to the black as I heard Alice cry over me.....

Ensure your favorite authors get the support they deserve. Read this novel on Royal Road.

......

.................................

.........................................................

..............................................................................................

.............................................................................................................................................................

When I woke up,I was staring at white ceiling...Ugh....was this the hospital?I planned to stand up...but I noticed I was binded to the bed. With Iron chain...no this not normal iron..This was the iron that seal mana..I was captured...Damn it..I must escape..

"Finally wake up?Forvish-kun?"(Prophet)

"That voice !!Prophet!!!"(Forvish)

"What an idiot,to be tricked easily. Well as people say love made people blind...."(Prophet)

"What are you talking about!!Prophet!!!"(Forvish)

"Sorry,I should explain it because I forget you nearly not remember anything about happy memories.But if I explain it to long,I am afraid you will forget it as soon as I told you.I will sum it up for you...forvish..In the past you love her. Both of you were a lover..if you don't believe me you can believe yourself...after all you know the answer itself.(Prophet)

What prophet said was the truth...After all I didn't want her to get hurt...I want her to smile....also..she the only person..I vividly remember...was it because this?Because I felt guilty whenever I left her..

"Looks like you know the answer...now...Forvish what would you do?"(Prophet)

"?"(Forvish)

"She betrayed you..She betrayed you for the stone that reside in your bodies. The stone with Infinite powers..."(Prophet)

"That is ...THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!THAT IS A LIE!!!"(Forvish)

"You could say anything you want...but was this truth or not...You will know it the person you will meet after this. It will be fun to see your reaction..."(Prophet)

Prophet said that...and soon her voice wasn't heard again....Right now there was no time to think about it..I must escape....as I thought that...I tried casting magic....Kuh...It was so heavy...but I still could do it!!Wind magic..

"Wind edge!!"(Forvish)

I cut the chain that bind me. Thanks god I trained for these..now let's esca-p...suddenly the door opened...the one who appeared was my father along with Alice...I still remember that my father want to kill me...I won't forget about that. Not only that...there was also my mother who want to kill me.....Alice's sister the one who made run from home...Alexandrite the one who kidnap me.........So they were working together...they were not enemies...It was my mistake...a fatal mistake!

Since beginning...I was tricked...everything was lies...everything was just an act.....I ...I only come here because I wanted to protect her. Yet...yet she working together...she working together all of these times to kill me.....

"Why...why Alice....why you were LYING TO ME!!!"(Forvish)

"Forvish?"(Alice)

"Like others ...Like others you want to kill me!!You want to kill me because I have that thing called philosopher's stone in me?Why?Why!!!"(Forvish)

Tears begin to flow...I see..I was crying huh...

"Forvish,it wasn't because of that...!!Please,Believe in us!!!"(Mother)

Then why...why you were working together...with her!!!But before I could said this aloud..I suddenly had a painful headache......as I held pain. My memories come together......slowly recovered...why?why remember all of this?No....That's right..the darkness power...was supposed to only shown sad memories....but why I remember all of these?Why I remember ,I forgive my parents?Why I remember my day with Alice and the others?...Why?Why?...Haha...hahaha...That's right..Painful memories...Sad Memories...right...Everything was an act...everything was act to kill me....All of these memories...were lies...before I didn't want accept them...I only think this as happy memories...Only now I realized how Foolish I am..all of their kindness...All of their love toward me...were a lie....A completely lies....They save me because they want my trust....that's right ..How could I forget this...This time I was completely tricked..just as other lives...all of them..all of them tricked me..right how could I forgot..how could forgot these bastard parents always want to kill me no matter which lives I walked on...how could I forgot these thing?Was it because as she said?I forgive them?That's why I automatically put it aside and think otherwise?

"..You were lying to me...everything was just a lie...Mother...Father...Alice...Since beginning you were planning to kill me..you kindness was only to let my guard down.."(Forvish)

"Forvish!!You are mistaken!!!"(Kyle)

"Yes!!!I am mistaken!!!I AM GREATLY MISTAKEN!!!!!!!IT WAS FOOLISH FOR ME TO DREAM THESE KIND OF THING!!!!!IT WAS MY BIGGEST MISTAKE!!!"(Forvish)

Shock..It was quite shock to them..but I didn't care about their reaction.....

"The reason I forgive you...The reason I never get angry at you...The reason I want to protect you...The reason why. work so hard......The reason why I didn't want to made all of suffer....it was only a small reason...A FOOLISH REASON THAT I SHOULDN'T DREAMED!!!"(Forvish)

"....Forvish...what were you-."(Alice)

"....I..just didn't want you to be alone....I just want anyone at my side....and yet ...and yet...and yet!!!!!"(Forvish)

I shout this aloud...

"EVERYONE  LIED TO ME!!!!EVERYONE TRICKED ME!!!!EVERYONE FOOLS ME!!!!EVERYONE JUST WANT TO KILL ME JUST FOR YOUR OWN SAKE!!!!!!FOR EVERYONE GREEDINESS!!!!!WHY!!!WHY !!!I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALONE!!!I ONLY AFRAID OF BEING ALONE!!"(Forvish)

"Forvish...you.."(Alice)

"I return to your side..Just to made you safe...I do this because I worried about you...Alice...and yet..yet!!!YOU TRICKED ME!!YOU TRICKED ME WITH ALL OF THOSE LIES!!!"(Forvish)

"It wasn't like that!!My feeling for yo-."(Alice)

"A lie....a lie to kill me.."(Forvish)

..........Everything was a lied...These past 1 years..all of these were lies..A lie to kill me...Today was the proof..the proof that everyone want to kill me....they were working together since beginning..I wish this dream...A dream that would vanish once I woke up...but...I can't...because..this the reality.....

A reality.....right...my thought but were interrupted...by her.

"Forvish,humans couldn't live alone..and it was reality..it was normal for you to be confused like this....you have memory disorder....caused by rampant magic...everything . That's why...calm down..Listen to us and Believe in us..Don't believe the prophet who come here before!!"(Helicia)

Right..they were know the prophet was here.....that's why they were in hurry...hurry to see me...

"Believe?Why I should believe in you?I would never believe in anyone again..rather..I would never trust you humanity ever agaiN!!!Why I SHOULD BELIEVE IN HUMAN WHO ALWAYS WANTED TO HUNT ME DOWN!!!?WHY I SHOULD  BELIEVE IN HUMAN WHO TREATED ME AS MONSTER!!?! "(Forvish)

My memory itself was the proof...hunted ..I was being hunted!!!!!My existence itself was wrong!!!!!!A monster who act like a human!!!I am an idiot!!!I am a FOOL!!!!

"Forvish!!You were not monster!!!!!You just a human!!!A normal human.."(Alexandrite)

"...I didn't want to hear the nonsense again..."(Forvish)

"Forvish,everything.....was prophet fault..It was her!!it was her that planted philosopher's stone on you..!!She were the one who tricked you.."(Father)

"SHUT UP!!!!!"(Forvish)

..........................

"I would never believe in anyone again..I would never protect anyone again...I would never kind to anyone again...I would never dream again..."(Forvish)

I could only accept the fact. THe fact that I always be alone as monster.....?Why I wanted to believe them?Why I wanted to protect them?Why I wanted to treat them kindly?why I dreamed being human?Everthing was because tiny reason..no wish......Because I didn't want to be alone.....but...the reality..was different...The reality was different....I could turn sadness to happiness at dream...at the same time..I happiness turn into  sadness  at reality...It was the side of same coin itself...this is..the reality...the reality itself.........

"That's right....why I tell my enemies all of this?I am so stupid."(Forvish)

I wipe my tears away and then look at those 'human' called being in front of me......my enemies....Right now they were to strong for me...I should run..Show yourself..my other side...suddenly a black dragon with no eyes appeared......its wings was made of bone...the flesh was rotten which made the black skeleton can be seen...including the internal organ..It didn't had arm...instead it right arm  had a big cannon...while its left arm was a huge chain saw....A zombie dragon....a mana that suited perfectly for me.....rather It evolved to fit my personality right now..

"Let's leave this place at once...Nightmare realization dragon...Akumu..."(Forvish)

Manarize!!!!