News...''Today is a perfect day for a walk, no clouds in the sky, everything seems to get warmer and warmer..''
I woke up early this morning, thinking I must put my life in order and throw away what doesn't serve me anymore.
Put in plastic bags all his clothes, clones, scripts, books, socks, favorite condiments, Xbox, the diamond bracelet that he gave me at our 2 anniversary, and everything that reminded me of him, and put them all together in 5 bags.
I couldn't breathe in anymore in the apartment.
I took them all and I donated them to a charity in my neighborhood. I only had 1 condition to burn the pictures. I dressed again in black, but more relaxed. Nobody recognized me this time.I had one more task.
To burn our photos.
I needed some courage and since I don't trust anybody right now not even my family, I decided to do all this by myself. I held my tears as I was watching all the pictures getting burned. I couldn't .....
Ring ring...
I hope that bastard didn't show up here, or my mother...
Is Dae-Seong. Why he is here? I called him and I don't remember? Who sent him here to check on me? My house is a mess and he is at the door. What he will think of me? That I am a mess? that I'm hurt that my husband cheated on me? He thinks that I'm not emotionally capable of going through this by myself.
I receive a text message. Open the door. Please. I wait 1 more minute, and then I open the door.There he was looking at me with his kind eyes.
Dae-Seong: ''Hi. You didn't reply to any of my messages or calls. I was worried.''
Hwa-young: ''You don't have to. I chose another lawyer to deal with this case. You don't seem to understand what I'm going through.''
Dae-Seong: ''Hwa-young how could you say that? I was trying to help you''
Hwa-young: ''If you wanted to help me you could try to see my point of view!''
Dae-Seong: ''I wanted you to calm down. We can't go to trial if you are....
Hwa-young: ''Hurt?? I bet that you don't receive the same stigma from society''
Dae-Seong: ''....Is not like that. We need to be carefull. I'm sorry for hurting you''
He is sorry or he is trying to get under my skin after he knew that he lost such a big case?
Dae-Seong: ''I'm sorry that you go through this. I'm sorry that X broke your hurt an cheated on you. I'm sorry that I didn't know how to listen to you''
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Maybe I was wrong, he seems sincere.
Dae-Seong: ''All I wanted is to tell you that I will help you. I will represent you in the trial. I am here for you''.
He only came here to talk about trial?
Hwa-young: ''Listen, Dae-Seong , I don't need your help or your patience. I got this. I can do this by myself. Thank you for your apologies, but right now I need to be alone''
Dae-Seong: ''Did you brunt yet all the pictures?''Hwa-young: ''What??''
The fire alarm goes on and I know that I've lost control of the situation. He is already in my house, trying to make the alarm go off, trying to ...save me, and I look at him coming to me, looking at me and telling me that I'm safe now and he resolved this situation. Everything is in slow motion. Why he is doing this for me? Why is looking like he never exited my life before?
I can't move and I can't breathe. I don't want him to see me like this. This was my last thought.
Dae-Seong: ''Hwa-young are you ok? Hwa-young ?''
I heard him scream but I couldn't get up. I can move my lips it feels like I'm stuck.''Hwa-young can you hear me''.....
I open my eyes and I see a figure. I know this voice.
Hwa-young!!!!!!!!!
I open my eyes and I see him, looking worried at me. He is scared that something bad could happen to me. He takes me into his arms and I could not help but embrace him back.
Hwa-young..She is not waking up. I called 112 and the emergency came.I'm trying to wake her up but nothing is working. What have I done to you? Why do I show up here instead of being at home? Why did I have to come here, to you?I can see that her eyes are opening, and I see that she recognizes me. I lift her and hug her.
Dae-Seong: ''Please, don't do this to me again! I thought that you were dying''.
We both started to cry.
After 2 hours, I managed to clean up the place and make it look like a house again. I took all the pictures that were thrown again, I took the broken glass, and the bottles of wine and made the place feel warm again.
He put me in the bed and I slept for a couple of hours. I woke up and went to the kitchen. Everything was so clean like nothing happened before. Was I dreaming? I never faint.Then I see him walking out of the shower. It was not a dream.
Dae-Seong: ''Hwa-young, are you ok, do you need something? Are you hungry?''
Hwa-young: 'I,I...''Dae-Seong: ''I made you some rice and soup come I will feed you''.
What made this man act so adorable to me all of a sudden?
He put me at the table and started feeding me like children. I don't say anything, I don't want to upset him anymore.
Dae-Seong: ''One more bite and then we are done. Good job!..Do you feel much better now?'''Hwa-young: ''Yes, thank you. I go to sleep now, I feel a bit tired''
I manage to get up and go to bed but he stops me, takes my hand
Dae-Seong: ''Tell what happened'' He puts my hand over his chest and I can hear his heartbeat''You can trust me''.
Hwa-young: ''I know, but I can't. I feel like nobody will understand me''
Dae-Seong: ''I am here. I want to hear you, I want to be here with you''He looks at me like he is in love with me and I don't know what to do. His smell, his heartbeat, his lips, all they are saying to me...
Before I say anything, he takes me in his arms and he is touching my hair, my face, my lips.
I look in her eyes and I see why she ran away the other day from the office. She ran away exactly as she did when we broke up. She couldn't look into my eyes, because she was scared to find out that..she still loved me no matter what.
Dae-Seong: ''I know you were scared when you saw me. I know that your heart started to beat faster after you entered the room. I know that you came to me because I'm the only one you can trust, I know that''.
Hwa-young: ''I don't know what to do T, everything started to fall apart, and I can't control any of it. Paparazzi are in my office, my mother doesn't want me to divorce, and my husband cheated on me on my birthday''.Dae-Seong: ''I know''.I hug him and I close my eyes. Hwa-young:''I'm so unhappy T''.Dae-Seong: ''I know''Hwa-young:''Please stay with me, don't leave me alone''Dae-Seong:''I will never leave you again''.