Chapter 1: Loop
Rriinngg, Rriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinngg!
With the sound of the alarm began another boring day, the same routine.
Rriinngg, Rriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinngg!
The alarm kept ringing but I just did not feel like shutting down.
* Click *
Just then the alarm went off, but it was not me who pushed the button.
Mmmm, Onii-chan, you could turn off the alarm at least once.
When I opened my eyes the person who said these words was none other than my little sister.
Chinami was my little sister two years younger than me, and although I said she is my sister, really we are not related by blood.
It seems that what my father needed was nothing more than a change of scenery, because immediately since we arrived to Japan my father soon became "friend" of a divorced woman with a little daughter, my father quickly fell in love with her, even though I think that more than love was the need to fill the gap left by my mother in him.
Anyway, two years after my mother's death, I had obtained a new family.
My new mother was not a bad person, in fact she behaved very kindly toward me so I had nothing against her, Chinami my little sister is a very cute girl who is very cheerful and always tries to give her maximum in everything she does, But she is very shy because it is very difficult for her to speak in social situations, especially when coming into contact with new people, that provoked that she almost had no friends, I suppose that for that reason she was always very attached to me, she was a spoiled kid, and seeing that I did not object with any of his actions Chinami did not become independent of me, even now that I enter in high school we continue to sleep in the same bed.
Getting up slowly from the bed, I began to change my clothes, while doing that my little sister took off her pajamas, while letting me see her underwear with prints of a bunny.
-Onii-chan help me put on my bra
Little sister, it would be nice if you had a little more modesty, although I am not in a position to say that being naked in front of her, approaching her from behind I slowly began helping Chinami while her bra concealed those extremely large mountains for a young girl of her age.
-Don’t you think that you should learn to do this by yourself?
-I do not wanna
Said my sister while hugging me, while I felt those two soft things rubbing on my chest, I realized that Chinami really was very well developed.
Although my bond with Chinami is one of the strongest, I do not want him to tie me because I know it will not last long.
Family relations are somewhat complicated and over time they become very tenuous and even more so when there is no blood bond, in the end it was a bond that was destined to dissolve, after all one day Chinami will get a boyfriend, get married will do his own life and I shall continue mine.
Once we get dressed we have breakfast, the last two pieces of pizza of yesterday dinner.
While Chinami was talking to me about the things that happened at his school, I watched the news on television, I could observe the date May 3rd.
Only 6 days for Mother's Day, Chinami had pestered me all the week in order to choosing a gift for our mother, so I had promised that today after school we would go get a gift.
We left the house and headed toward school, halfway we separated as the middle school Chinami was in, was in a different direction of the high school that I attended.
It had been a month since I started my first year of high school, and even though it had been a while, I still don’t recognize the names and faces of the majority of my classmates.
Entering the classroom, I walked to my seat and simply looked through the window.
Although I went to classes really I don’t pay attention, more than anything was the fact that I needed obtain the assistance necessary to not repeat the year.
After another normal day, without speaking to anybody, classes ended, taking my things I head toward the exit, while walking, saw those who belonged to clubs and how they trained, I wondered why people did Things, I could never understand that, I was not part of any club, I had no interest in studies, I don’t want to have friends, or a girlfriend.
According to the doctors I had what was known as apathy syndrome.
It is a complex syndrome characterized by a persevering deficit of motivation, both in the aspect of full interaction with one's own consciousness, and in attention, perception and interaction with the social environment.
The usual is that it presents a decrease of the will, of the interest for the activities and the initiative, along with a decrease of affective response in what it does to feelings and emotions before positive and /or negative stimuli.
In short, I lacked the motivation to do things, many times this attitude had caused me several problems, but I have never intended to change who I am.
Lost in my thoughts I reached the door of my house, just as I was opening the door a cheerful Chinami met me at the entrance.
-Welcome home Onii-chan
Dressed in black pants and a white sweater with red skulls on it, Chinami ran to hug me, probably not the most suitable clothes for a young lady, but that was because the clothes she was wearing belonged to me.
Without counting his school uniform, Chinami don’t have any clothes, all the clothes she wore were mine, for some strange reason Chinami had a rare obsession with my clothes and wouldn’t use anything that did not belong to me, even though my parents Tried to convince her that she should have her own clothes Chinami did not give in a bit, on issues like that she was too stubborn, I don’t care about that, but because of my dignity as an older brother I could at least convince her to have her own underwear.
-I’m back Chinami
-Let's go, Onii-chan leave your things and let's go out
-I understand, just calm down a bit
Trying to calm an excited Chinami I left my things on the table and I went to my room, after that we went to the shopping district.
Once there we went from store to store trying to find a suitable gift for our mother, although I had suggested several things Chinami was not satisfied with any of them so Chinami had been taking me from one side to another, we continue that way a while longer, until we reached what appeared to be an antiquarian.
Inside there were various things like furniture lamps watches, jewelry, artwork etc ...
Chinami quickly began to search inside the store, I for my part was looking for something appropriate, in the middle of my search, my sister called me.
-Onii-chan look at this
Saying this Chinami pointed to a gold necklace with an owl's ornament in the center, the owl appeared to be made of diamonds, although I did not know much about jewelry I could appreciate the great beauty of such exquisite piece, however the price of this was not something we could afford.
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-You like?
-Yes, it's quite nice reminds me a little of you
-To me?
-Yeah owls always have that quiet look, it seems to express that they are thinking of something, and you are very intelligent and you always seem to be thinking about something.
I see that is Chinami's impression of me, although I would like to say that her brother is not even close to what she thinks, but for some reason I do not have the courage to destroy her illusions.
Chinami took the price tag but upon seeing the exorbitant amount, his mood faded.
-Would you like to buy it?
-Yes, but I doubt very much that someday we will have enough money to buy it
With a crestfallen look Chinami went back to look for a gift.
After a while Chinami found some white gold earrings, also quite nice, although they were not as expensive as that necklace, it was not something she could buy with her money, so as an older brother I had to lend her a little, for me Money is not something that has much importance, after all there is nothing that I want to buy, so my savings are only stacked.
However seeing my little sister's smile is something I suppose is worth paying for.
Now with this I simply needed to buy a gift, after seeing for a moment, I realized that at the back of the store there are a set of sculptures, and there was also a statue of what appeared to be two rings with spines intertwined with each other, From a distance it seemed to be like the skin of a snake, I approached it a little to observe it better and I realized that it was full of dust, so with my hand I shook the dirt, only that due to the thorns of the statue my finger was cut And blood began to fall on her, for a second it seemed to me that the circles started to move but then they were quiet again.
Probably dealing with some visual effect, I don’t give more importance and continue looking for another gift after a while I decided to buy a small glass figurine of a fairy.
On the way home Chinami was talking about things that happened to her today, how she was scolded for not knowing how many bones are in the human body and things like that.
As we were walking a car passed at high speed, and right next to ours was a huge puddle of water, so meaningless say that we were both totally drenched.
Because of this as soon as we returned to our house we decided to take a bath, although I don’t mind sharing the tub with my little sister it was quite tired to always listen "we trust you, remember that you are brothers" and the most annoying of everything "if something happens be sure of using protection "
After the bath Chinami and I went to sleep, concluding that day so exhausting.
The next morning with the sound of the alarm clock Chinami and I began our morning, while removing his pajamas, while letting me see his teddy underwear, I tried to fight with my tiredness because the day before we were walking a lot, I was exhausted.
We left the house and I went to my school and went directly to my seat, I leaned my head against my desk and I went to sleep, but the bustle of the class don’t let me sleep so at the hour of rest I went Towards the roof.
I only needed a couple of minutes and I could go back to the classroom, so letting myself, I began to fall asleep.
With the sound of the bell announcing the end of classes, I realized that I had been sleeping all the afternoon, if I had known that it would be so, I would have stayed at home, too tired to get up I decided to stay there for a couple more of minutes.
* Creak *
With the sound of the door opening I directed my eyes at the source of the sound, there was a girl with long black hair, her eyes were red and swollen probably should have cried for a long time, slowly move toward one end of the ceiling, she turned around and opened his arms as if to hug someone and at that moment his gaze fell to where I was apparently she had at last noticed my presence, she was looking at me for a few seconds perhaps waiting for me to say Something, however I did nothing, I simply had no intention of meddling in the affairs of others, if she wanted to commit suicide was her problem.
Realizing that I wouldn’t do anything the girl gave a little sigh closed her eyes and slowly let her body fall.
When I saw his body disappear, I closed my eyes and prepared to continue to sleep, with the sound of something crashing against the floor, my conscience slowly faded.
Rriinngg, Rriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinngg!
With the sound of the alarm clock, it began another boring day, the same old routine.
Rriinngg, Rriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinngg!
The alarm kept ringing but I just did not feel like shutting down.
* Click *
Just then the alarm went off, but it was not me who pushed the button.
-Mmmm, Onii-chan, you could turn off the alarm at least once.
When I opened my eyes the person who said these words was none other than my little sister.
Waking up in the bed next to my little sister I remembered what had happened, I was supposed to be in school, but now I was in my bed, with only that quickly came to the conclusion that the scene where the girl threw into the void obviously was nothing more than a dream, however, for some reason it felt very real, without much importance, I started to change, while doing that my sister took off her pajamas, while letting me see her bunny underwear.
-Little sister I know they are your favorites but you should change your panties everyday it is not hygienic to reuse them without washing
-Idiot Onii-chan, my panties are not dirty!
While my little sister shouted this while she threw her bra, my little sister started to give me little blows to the chest.
How irrational I was just saying for his health.
Once I manage to contain a angry Chinami we went to the kitchen, from the refrigerator my sister took a couple of slices of pizza.
"Chinami, where did you get that?"
-Fridge
Little sister was not what I meant, sometimes I wish she dont take everything so literally.
"No, little sister, I mean how did you get those pieces of pizza?"
-Obvious of the dinner of last night
When do we eat pizza last night?
As Chinami talked to me about the things that happened at his school, which for some reason felt that what she was saying was strangely familiar, I watched the news on television, suddenly my hand that took the slice of pizza to my mouth stopped, because on the television showed the date of yesterday, the date May 3.
It started another boring day, the same routine, literally began the same routine.
For the first time I could feel the boredom inside me fading.