Jeon Do Yun lay on his bed. His mind was filled with regret and self-doubt, causing him to toss his pillow onto the floor in frustration. "I've really messed up...why did I say those things to him when I don't even have feelings for him?" he muttered to himself, his voice filled with remorse.
Grabbing his phone, he scrolled through his messages, contemplating whether or not to confess his true intentions. "No, it's not right. I started this mess, so I should be the one to end it," he reasoned, setting his phone aside. Memories of that fateful day when he had unintentionally misled the other person flooded his mind. "I shouldn't have done that to him...the pain in his eyes, it was unbearable," he whispered, sinking to the floor and resting his head on the edge of the bed.
The weight of the situation weighed heavily on Jeon Do Yun's shoulders as he pondered how to approach the truth. "How can I tell him that I don't have romantic feelings for him, but I also don't want him to suffer because of me? His frightened expression today spoke volumes, and something is clearly troubling him," he mused, his voice filled with self-reflection. "I initiated this, and I am undoubtedly a scumbag for doing so. I never wanted to hurt him, but seeing him cry like that...it's something I can't bear."
Contemplating his next move, Jeon Do Yun wondered if it was the right time to reveal the truth. "Should I call him and explain everything? Is it the right thing to do?" he questioned, his voice tinged with uncertainty. The weight of his actions and the desire to protect the other person's feelings battled within him, leaving him torn and unsure of the best course of action.
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Just as he pondered his next move, a text notification appeared on his phone. He grabbed it eagerly, his heart racing as he opened the chat. It was from Ji Ho, and Do Yun's anticipation grew.
Just as he contemplated his next move, a text notification appeared on his phone. Do Yun sat up straight, his heart racing, and opened the chat.
Hey Do Yun, I don't really know what to say. But I'm feeling happy in some way. I can't even explain why. I know I acted a bit awkward today, but I need to tell you this. I promise I'll make you feel comfortable during our trial week. And you know, I can be a bit boring and anti-social. If you have anything to say, just be open with me. It might make me a little upset, but I'll still be glad to hear it. Remember, we can't tell anyone until we decide to make it official. And please, let's not act too close in class either. Sorry if I went too far. It's okay to talk sometimes, but let's be cautious. Looking forward to tomorrow, Kim Do Yun. Have a good night.
Do Yun ponders to himself, "He's taking this more seriously than I expected. And here I am, trying to make him even sadder. I've always liked girls in my entire life, but maybe I'll give it a shot for a few days. Besides, that task my friends asked me to do was same. I'll finish the job and then break up with him, telling him I'm not feeling well with him."
See you tomorrow! I'm also excited for the day. Goodnight, Ji Ho. He sends a text back to Ji Ho.
After clicking the send button, he places his phone on the bed. "I hope everything goes smoothly," Do Yun mutters, suddenly getting up. "But wait... how do I date a guy? I've never been with a guy before." He stares at his phone, contemplating, "Should I search for tips or just follow what I did with my ex-girlfriend?" Scratching his head, Do Yun exclaims, "Oh, my head is spinning. Don't overthink it, let's just do some research." He then proceeds to browse through his phone, in search of answers.
To be continued…