Dear Guenevere,

May this letter never find you or else I will be found perished by the weight of the shame and embarrassment from all the truth this letter holds.

I will admit, when we first met, I was scared, even though all the guards I brought may have been intimidating. There were so many feelings rushing through me, while I knew so much about you already, we were still strangers, and I wanted to know even more about you. I wanted to discover what were the things you liked, what did you think of the different things that life has in store and where it could take us, together or in our own paths. Even learning all that and more about you, between the late-night pillow talks and all the questions during our journey, I feel that there is never enough I could know.

The more I’ve learned, the more I am fascinated and infatuated with everything about you; your story, who you are, where you’ve been, what you’ve done and where you plan to go. More than half the books I’ve ever read can hardly even begin to try and gleam in the incredible adventure that your life has been. Yet in my own sheltered world, I could only continue dreaming about living a life full of so much risk and daring.

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I enjoy our talks, your company, the sweet words and the stupid smile you get when you say the dumbest things. I wish you could stay by my side forever and make every waking hour feel like it’s the most important moment in my life. But I also know that could never happen and will never be. There is not a world where I could ask you to stay with me, to clip your own wings just to make my golden cage just a little bit warmer. I would never be able to bare changing you from who you are just to be someone I want you to be, as you're perfect just the way you are. And in the sadness, there is not a world where I am capable of exiting my home and my protection. While I know the doors for my own freedom have been wide open for a long time, I can’t help but love the safety it brings me.

While I could mourn all the time that the future has lost, I will still smile at what the future will be. When you return and wait outside my doors to ignite my night with the fires of your passion for everything, all and life. And when you’ll have to leave, I’ll watch you soar high into the sky once more, my heart with you as it will always be.

With Love everlasting and sincerely yours,

Princess Seraphina Vasalisa Survost