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I am currently attempting to learn the language of my caretakers, as I need to thank them for saving my life.

You see, I’ve figured it out. No, not the language. I’ve realized that the reason for my transformation is that they did not know of my anatomy. So, they transformed me into one of their kind, and an infant at that for the increased recovery that children have compared to adults. Yes, they used their magical prowess to change me into a form which they could heal with their medicinal knowhow. See, it makes perfect sense! Even Izumo would be proud of my mental capabilities right about now. I wonder how that other wolder is doing right no…. Oh that’s right.

He died in the attack to that colossal wolf… He was my favorite too…

Huh?

Stop licking me! I’m not in the mood for your tomfoolery large one! *lick lick lick lick lick* Stop it I say!

The horned wolf that I am laying on continued to lick and caress me as if I was a baby for what felt like an hour. I fell asleep exhausted from constantly trying to push them away from my face.

I miss my warriors and vassals...I trained them so well and Izumo was really fun to be around.. He always had some great ideas for infrastructure and machines. And he was damn good with healing magic and enchanting too. Fuck.

Let recover first and find out if they saved any of my men as well.

A few days have passed since then and I’d love to put a lot of practice into my understanding of their language however, they rarely speak and I have been able to hear very few words multiple times and have no context for any of them.

Which is severely frustrating. Let me learn your damned language so that I may thank you and ask about my precious subordinates!! If they are dead than I can let go and breakdown, it is exhausting to keep myself together after possibly losing everyone I love damn it!

Hm. Where did that come from? I normally have much better control over myself. Even on the final campaign when we took down the Fallen, I withstood all of his mental attacks and slew him and his Black Knight.

OH FUCK! Is it because my body has been changed to that of an infant's?! Oh no no no nononononononono! That is very bad. Very very fucking bad! What if my magic recovers before the rest of me?! I”ll split myself apart from an unfocused thought wont I?

Okay, language is now secondary.

Time to train my mana again, I refuse to die in such an unsightly manner!

So, training mana is much more simple than I remember it being.

I was able to make it flow quite quickly, but it seems that I have lost all of my weaker attributes and cannot even begin to think of using even low level magic, at most I could probably perform some lifestyle level magic, with great effort.

I’ll focus on recovering my lost attributes.Healing magic is going to be the most massive pain to obtain again, so we’ll start with that. I need something to heal, oh yea me!

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I have no injures, what the fuck.

Okay, so am I just tired then? Are my resources what’s recovering? I’ve never gone so far as I did in that battle, not even with the Fallen, I lost consciousness after he thanked us for freeing his soul, but that was due to the damage I received not because I used every single bit of power in my body.

I guess I have to wait for a while then.

I’ve waited for a few more days and it doesn’t seem to me that my health status ha--

Name:[-------]

Level: 1

Ability 1:

[Elementalist]

Ability 2:

N/A

Ability 3:

N/A

[Attribute]: 

[Fire]/[--]

Species:

Horned Wolf [Crystal Variant] [Sapient]

[SP]: 12

HP: 44[base]

Hp: 12/12

Atk: 58[base]

Atk: 6

Def: 44[base]

Def: 6

MAtk: +

58[base]

MAtk: 6

MDef: - 44[base]

MDef: 5

Spd: 61[base]

Spd: 6

Titles

[Number only]: 5

Equipped Titles [3/3]:

[Variant] {Default}

[Beloved Child of the Goddess of Conquest]

[Ruler of the World] {Redacted}

Epuipped Skills: [Locked] [4/10]

[Scratch]45/45

[Bite]30/30

[Empowering Strike]15/15

[Scowl]20/20

Known Skills

Scratch [Physical] [Atributeless]

Bite [Physical/Effect] [Atributeless]

Empowering Strike [Physical/Buff] [Enhancement]

Scowl    [Debuff] [Atributeless]

Cinder bolt [Magic/Effect] [Fire] [Unlocked Lv:5]

Attributes Unlocked  [Number only]: 10/25

Inventory: [500/10,000] Units in use

Equipment: [None]

AND NOW I'M SEEING THINGS TOO!!

What even is this!? And there's even more attributes than before what is this!? Where there undiscovered attributes?!

The Fallen had never before seen magic. We assumed it was corrupted, but if this isn't a delusion and magic cannot be corrupted like the All Father said, then that was actually regular magic? No wonder the Will of the World never did anything in response to them using magic, it was just regular magic! What a momentous discovery, right Izuna!?

Oh. Right.... He's not here..