Chapter 5: Life
Life is full of choices. Life is full of hardships. Life is full of happy moments. Life is full of everything but at the same time it can mean nothing. How come? What happens after death? Silence.
In your life, you can think, feel, touch, talk, listen, move and make decisions. However, when death come then only silence will exist. What’s the point to think of life after death? What’s the point of thinking of what happens after death? There is no point, just live life the to the fullest.
Choices leads to different path, leads to different doors, leads to different hardships. Nothing is absolute, you don’t know what these paths may lead you to. You don’t know if another path may cross yours, you don’t know when your path may split up into different other roads.
Without an idea if its dead-end, without any idea what the end of the road may be. Take another step on the road, one foot in-front of the next, keep moving forward, one step by step. Look in-front of yourself because that’s where you are going, not backwards. We all live a life of regrets, that’s why even when there is something chaining you down, something making you look backward. Don’t take a step backward, keep moving.
Find the solace in your life, making decisions will lead to consequences, making no decision will lead to consequences. Regret will come, both small and big. Only by taking the next step in your long road can you really solve these regrets.
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Who are you? What makes you, you? Who is everyone else? What is life? Is everyone else simply another me? Are they just reincarnation of me? Who am I? I…am nothing. Yet, if they are me. That means I am everything. Nothing is everything, everything is nothing. What is the truth?
I am everyone yet I have no control over them, an interesting idea. I can do the best of things to myself and the worst of things. Yet I can’t control others, just influence them, positively and negatively. Their ideas clash with mine, their actions anger me, their actions makes me happy. They are me and I am them. Every single one of them have personality, thoughts, emotions and their own path in life.
If I am everyone which mean that means I anger myself, annoy myself, brings sadness to myself. At the same-time I bring joy to my life, I share the happy moments with myself, I comfort myself when I am sad.
However, I commit crimes against myself, I use my power for my greed without caring for myself, I can kill myself multiple times. This idea is too conflicting, I do what I think the best for myself while hurting myself.
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No, it makes sense. I hurt myself when I only act for myself, but then how do I act for others when they are me. Life is confusing, it’s a mess, it’s confusing, it’s a game…
A shitty game, that you are given cards that you didn’t draw, your experience can be amazing, or terrible. The effect of the cards given to you have may have significant changes or none at all.
Some people start on a higher level, they have bonuses that you will never receive. Some people will reach level that you will never reach. They have access to areas that will boost them up, they will access to guilds and facilities that will boost them up. While some have nothing but the cards dealt to them, they will have to work their way up. Few succeeds, many falls.
Life is a game, every action equals to a memory, an experience. These experience may can level up your skills. Eventually you will reach a capacity… when you learned everything you can for that skill… when you won’t be able to level that skill anymore.
Life is a game… a messy game, that you can’t quit or else it’s game over...