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I Want A Harem But Not This Kind
Chapter 2 : There is hope but its hard

Chapter 2 : There is hope but its hard

[author] Edited As 18 april 2024😣[/author]

So one year has passed since I was born.

Last time, I was shocked to find out I was born as a girl. I always denied the fact that I had become a girl. So for this past year, I have been doing nothing except crying and crying because as a baby, I can't do anything. My mood has been chaotic ever since I became a baby. I cry at the slightest discomfort, I pee myself frequently, and when I'm hungry, I cry a lot. Litterally a lot, At least until Iam Well-fed

Fortunately, I have my mother's maidservant to serve my needs. I especially forgot that I have reincarnated in a cultivation world. I started to realize that when I saw my mother cultivating beside me. She looked so ethereal. I wonder if I can cultivate like that too.

Wait, this thought crossed my mind. Maybe if I cultivate and become powerful, I can change my own gender? I mean, in cultivation manga,even the most bullshit one, the protagonist always becomes a powerful person, and he can make anything happen!.

That's why I decided I want to cultivate too,There is no use crying over spilled egg anyways. It's better if I accept it. In this past year, though, I learned many things. It seems that I have a very special bloodline. The person A.K.A my uncle deduced that I have a special innate yin physique, Maybe its because my soul has been strengthened by the god.

But It seems that my father and mother chose to hide the fact about my birth. I wonder why?, but in cultivation sense, it's the best physique for a woman.

F**k, Even The heaven opposes my will

Regarding my new name, in this life, my parents named me Yun Yueyin. Ugh, it was so girly. But i cant help it.

They hope I grow to become beautiful like moonlight that shines in darkness. Also, It seems my father's name is Yun Bao, and my mother's name is Yun Qian. They are a couple of the Yun family. Apperantly My Yun family was one of the major families in Murim together with three other families: Ju family, Han family, and Chen family.

And My father is one of the few major powerhouses in this world, maybe he is the strongest?! I don't know, I will ask him later when I am able to talk. As for my mother, she is from the Han family. Her surname was originally Han, but she changed it to Yun, so Han family is my family too. Wow, my family is really powerful. I have the backing of two major families. It seems I have a diamond spoon in my mouth.

So, I decided to accept it and not cry too much this time. I feel sorry for my mother's maidservant too. My mother was a busy person. She is busy cultivating and managing household affair. Fortunately, she did not neglect me. She always shows up time to time, caressing me like I am the most precious to her.

If not for that maybe i will not recognize her as my mother

It's just that the one who manages most of my needs is my mother's Maidservant. It seems she is was also my Mother friends. So she trusts her with her baby.

I was shocked to hear that my mother talked to her about recommending her to be my father's concubine. It seems their friendship is forged by life and death situations, that they trust each other so much. But she declined. She says she has a lover too, and wants to have a baby herself, so her baby can be my servant... Ugh, if I was a boy, maybe she/he would become my concubine or my best friend. Whatever, there is no use thinking about that. Uwaah, so sleepy. Being a baby is so bothersome.

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Four years passed in the blink of an eye.

In the courtyard, there is a young girl running around energetically, chased by another young girl. It seems their actions look heartwarming in other people's eyes.

"Little Hong, come on, we will be late for our daily show."

"Young Lady, please wait for me. I don't think we will be late. You are just too excited. The fight starts at 8 am. There's still one hour before it starts. What's so exciting about men wrestling anyway? They are brute, unrefined, and it smells of sweat there."

"Little Hong, you don't know the beauty of wrestling. Wrestling teaches mental and physical toughness, and it's cool."

In case you're wondering, This Little Hong is my mother's friend's child, that maidservant, and she was my servant in training. We were just paired up by the wish of my Mother. Apperantly Her surname is Xi, and she was from the Han family branch. It seems my mother's friend is from the Xi family. She was a very cute child, and she likes to imitate me, but her liking was so girly, maybe because she was naturally a girl to begin with, unlike mine.

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"What's so cool about it? Although there are good things about it, but we can achieve those by cultivating. What idiot invented it anyway?"

"Whoever invented it must be from the world without qi."

"What do you mean by that? How come there is such a world, young lady? You're saying some weird things again."

"Never mind. Don't mind it."

That's what the first thought I was thinking when I heard some servant mention wrestling.

How come the cultivation world has wrestling sport? Maybe it's not the wrestling I think, Right?.

So I Decided I need to see it. That's why I asked my mom to take me to the city. That City was located below my family mountain, and I was so shocked when I saw it. It's totally the wrestling I saw on TV.

What the-, this world really has wrestling.

Although the one above the ring was common people devoid of cultivation, I was still shocked. It seems to be a sport cultivators find interesting. I am curious, is there perhaps other transmigrators like me? I need to know this, so I ask my mom about it.

"Mom... where did wrestling come from?"

"Did you find it interesting?"

"Honestly, yes. I am curious about it."

"Do you know where the chen family reside?"

"In the western region?"i said while tilt my head to the side.

I have no choice to learn it if i want to live in this world,but really, to teach geography to 5 years old kids is insane.

"You are right, You Study well,wrestling is from there."my mom said looked proud

"Its origin is when the common people compete to secure a position to become a disciple in some sect there. but because the sect limits the number of people who can join. They got to choose between two people.

One of the candidates says that 'we have to fight for the position, but we must fight using our strength,' and the other agrees. To make it interesting, the inner disciple there made some rules that the combatants must fight using just grappling moves. After both of them agree, the combatants started to fight. The fight is rather childish. They throw the body of each other to the ground. When one of the candidates locks the other on the ground, the outer disciple of that sect saw it and suddenly he slapped his hand on the ground while shouting numbers from 1 to 3. After that, he decided that the one who locked the opponent win. Everyone was flabbergasted, wondering why the outer disciple did that. So the inner disciple of that sect stepped up and asked him.

'why did you do that?' and he said, 'this is wrestling.'

'Tap on the ground with shouting number is wrestling?'

'No, the way they fight just using grappling moves to throw each other's body to the ground and to lock the opponent's movement with it. I just vouch for the winner with a timer by tapping my hand on the ground. If the one who was locked counter-attacks, I will not continue my count, and the fight continues. Isn't that interesting?'

'It's quite interesting, but we cultivators can't practice it. We fight with our life on the line, not fight like this, but maybe mortals can do it. It's interesting watching mortals beat each other.'

'Beat up each other... But maybe we can make this a trend between mortals and sell it as entertainment. I am sure this will make quite a profit.'

'Make sense. I bet other cultivators want to watch and beat up each other.'

And that is the origin of wrestling."

Wow, what a story. Maybe my mother is a wrestling enthusiast? She knows so much even though every time I see her, she is so calm like water. Maybe I need to change her image in my mind.

"I know what you are thinking, but I am not that much of a fan. It's just good to let myself relax."

So, cultivating can be stressing too, huh? She was always calm and kind to people, and that outer disciple is definitely from my world or a world similar to mine. It seems that I am not the only transmigrator in this world.

Back to the current time.

Right now, I am watching the battle from a front seat. Beside me is Little Hong, and my bodyguard is standing behind. Lately I just noticed that many people have been eyeing me, so my father assigned this bodyguard to me. They are both women, and my mom has been back to the Han family to take something for my studies so she cannot accompany me.

Father has been busy with political affairs, but he often comes to see me when he has a free time. And yeah, I ask father whether or not he was the strongest, and he answered, "there's always someone stronger. I am still far from being called the strongest." It seems my father isn't the strongest, but others keep saying that my father is the strongest. Nevermind.

Right now, I am cheering for my idol, Lightning Hand. He is fighting with someone bald. I don't know his stage name, not that I care. I like Lightning Hand because he is always fast. He mainly uses his body to get an advantage over his opponent. He's like Bruce Lee from my previous life, so I like him.

Long story short, Lightning Hand completely trashing the bald man, and the show has come to an end. I have to go back to my home. It seems mom has been back too. Really, How could she be so fast.

Shortly after that, I was called by my mom. Still feeling anxious I entered my mom's abode and sat in front of her, what I hear next shocked me to my heart.

"Yue Yin, you are already 5 years old. It's time for your education. From now on, you are no longer allowed sitting like that. Girls shouldn't sit like that, it's unrefined, and your tone, your body language, it's not like a girl at all. From now on, I will teach you how to become a proper girl. It seems you need harsh education about etiquette too."

When I hear that, I retort, "Why, mom? This is what i am, I want to be like this forever."

Hearing that, my mom takes out that what seems to be a long stick and slaps it on the ground.

"Hikk...mom, can you give me some time to prepare, *slash*, hiiik mercy... please."

"No can do... I've been watching you all your life, even that little girl Xi Hong seems to want to imitate you. I can't allow it, I must fix you first."

I was slapped on the butt again and again, and that's when my hellish day began.

My mom was crazy, I was foolish to believe she was kind and caring person. My butt hurts so much.

The thing is,

if even one hair was out of place, I was slapped on my butt.

If my footsteps were rough and boisterous, slapped in butt.

If my clothes were not neat even a little bit, slapped on my butt. If my manner of speak was not elegant enough, slapped in butt.

If I was swearing, slapped in my butt.

If I sat like a man, slapped on my butt.

Even when eating, I must carefully be refined like a lady, or slapped on my butt.

It was a hell I have to endure for 2 years straight. She was like some leader in my previous life that uses nuke if dissatisfied a little, the difference is she is using a stick, but it hurt like hell. The strange thing is, my butt is not affected at all, not red, no mark, not at all, but I can still feel it.

F**k, it hurts so bad.This is a Child Abuse, are all the girl in this world undergoing this,or is it just me?

Even though I am crying so frequently, how come she not even feel a bit of remorse for me? She is a demon. No, she is worse than Satan himself. I will never mess with her.

After that hellish day ended, I am allowed to get out. I walked out gracefully, my move was incredibly natural like a normal young lady as I head towards my rooms.

Aaah, I want to sleep, I want to rest. But my scheledule did not allow me to, i have to undo my hair first, and changing my clothes to night wear, Even my movement has been done subconsciously. It already became a habit. F**k, I completely became a girl now.