Prologue
Life...
What is it?...
Does everyone need it?...
Do I need it?...
Do I even have it?...
If this is life I'd rather not have it....
Chapter 1: A life not worth living
2015 January 19 - 7.30 A.M - School.
The school bell rings at the exact same time everyday. School start with the same morning greeting everyday. My life is just a repeat of the same thing everyday.
"Good morning Hisako! What’s with the gloomy face? Did something happen?"
"Oh, it's nothing, i was just thinking of something"
"Well you gotta stop spacing out early in the morning, cheer up, the day is just starting"
"Heheh, don’t worry I was just thinking of small things, nothing serious"
"Ah! Teacher's here, gotta get back to my seat, we'll talk later at lunch time Ok"
"Ok"
The day is just starting huh, i wish it would just end right away, today is nothing but a repeat of yesterday.
2015 January 19 - 12.00 P.M - School.
The bell for lunch time, the same sound everyday, I eat lunch & just wait till lunch time is over.
Sometimes people would ask me to eat 'lunch' with them.
"Heey, Hisa-chan, lets eat lunch together, i heard the new sandwich taste awesome"
"Yeah, and I'm feeling sleepy, why don't we get some coffee too"
These two would sometimes ask me to eat 'lunch' with them.
"Umm, sorry, but I'm gonna eat lunch Tomomi"
I know there's no use disagreeing with them.
"Are you saying you don't want to eat lunch with us, aren't we friends Hisa-chan!"
"But I...."
"You know the food's not gonna taste good if you don't eat with us"
"Hey, Hisako is having lunch with me, so please dont disturb us"
"You little..., you think you can talk to us like that and get away with it!"
"And you are....?"
"Why you little...."
"Tomomi!"
"Hisako, what's wrong?"
"I'm sorry but i'm going to have lunch with them"
"Yeah, see, she wants to have lunch with us"
"Oh...., hey Mr.Joe, these two are forcing Hisako to buy them lunch"
"Wha...!! You little brat, you're gonna regret this!"
Tomomi is always looking after me, I still don't know the reason why, maybe she's just nice by default.
"They finally left, you shouldn't let them bully you like that"
"But i can't do anything about it" it was a lie, i just thought it would be easier if I let them.
"You could at least tell the teacher about it"
"No, it'll just make more problem"
"Hmm.... then at least talk to me about it"
"It would just trouble you"
"Its fine, I'm your best friend, so I'm fine with it"
"Ok.... and... thanks for helping me earlier"
"Thats the spirit"
Best friend huh, we only meet each other at school, you don't even know where I live or when I was born. I dont need anyone and I don't want anyone to need me.
2015 January 19 - 03.30 P.M - School Gate.
School finally ends, i don't wanna stay here any longer, but i dont wanna go home, it's just the same at home.
You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story.
"Yoooo, Hisa-chan, you still owe us some lunch"
I knew these two weren't gonna leave me alone after that.
"Sorry, but i gotta get home quickly, my parents are waiting for me" another lie, my parents don't even look at me.
"GET BACK HERE!!!"
"Ugh......!!!"
"Seriously, she's on her knees after one punch"
"Come on, i didn't even use a lot of power"
"Lets just leave her, she looks so pathetic"
"Yeah, I'm being nice today, so we'll just leave it at that"
I'm already used to this, this is just another repeat.
2015 January 19 - 06.00 P.M - Home?
Home, can I call it home, home is a place where you can feel safe, then this is not home, it's just a house where I live in.
"I'm home"
No answer as usual
"Oi... Hiso, Haso, whatever your name, go make me some coffee"
"....."
"Oi... did you hear me"
"Yes..."
"Then go make me some damn coffee!"
My dad is a drunk bastard who only talk to me when he needs something. My mom just stays in her room because of dad's violent behaviour.
"Here's the coffee..."
"What the hell is this trash! it taste like shit! Go and make me a new one!"
"I'll make a new one now"
"Make it quick! Useless brat"
I wish he would just die already.
2015 January 19 - 09.00 P.M - My Room
My room...
It is the only place i can be alone, this is the closest thing to be describe as 'home'. It's small, only has a bed, a wardrobe and a table, but that's more than what i need.
This day is finally ending, and tomorrow i'll do the same thing again and again.
2015 January 20 - 3.00 P.M - School Rooftop.
Today...
What did I do today?
Is it just the same as yesterday? All of It got me thinking, do i have a purpose in life? Am i important? Is anyone gonna miss me if i disappear? I guess the answer to all of that is 'No'.
Then it's best if i just....
Disappear.
"AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!"
"What happen!?"
"Someone fell from the roof!"
"Quick call an ambulance!"
"Anyone know who she is? Try and contact her family!"
"We don't know who she is, check her wallet, there might be a student car or something"
No one even knows who I am.
I guess I'm not important to anyone.
2015 January 20 - 04.00 P.M - ?????
Today...
I died.
To be continued...
Character Information,
Hisako Azami
Hair: Black Colored Short Hair
Eye Color: Blue
Height: 142
Char Desc: Hisako is shy, soft hearted and timid, she is a pacifist, she always keeps a smile but is a crybaby. her only friend is Tomomi. She has been through hard times since childhood because of her dad, and all the bullying.
Tomomi Yori
Hair: Dark Blue Colored Long Hair
Eye Color: Brown
Height: 149
Char Desc Kind to everyone, she’s the type of person who can easily make friends. she is Hisako best and only friend and she is caring over Hisako.