Entering my closet, I closed the door behind me before finally releasing a sigh containing a multitude of emotions, though shame was the most overwhelming, followed by a sense of disappointment.

'What, what's wrong with me? To think I'd actually agree to something so humiliating; I'm such a pathetic Master!' Thought Lavender as she squatted down while still concealing her beasts, feeling utterly ashamed of her actions.

Now that I was given some time to process what had actually happened, I only ended up feeling worse by the second; I'm a two-thousand-plus-year-old hag, yet I was getting sexually intimate with my disciple, sure, if I were to combine both of lives, he'd be thirty-eight, but even still, I have experienced far more than fifty of his lifetimes.

"Calling me a pedophile is taking it lightly; might as well add being a groomer." Muttered Lavender mockingly as she stood up and approached the back of the closest; while doing so, she happened to walk past a mirror.

Seeing my reflection from the corner of my eye, I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror, yet as I viewed my practically nude body, I began feeling disgusted in myself since even though I've been trying to deny it, I've developed romantic feelings for Alexander. I don't know when or how it started, but ever since I began to view Alexander as an actual man and not just a little boy, my feelings for him have begun to change; the love of a mother that I have for him is slowly morphing into the love of a woman.

'I'm going to have to distance myself from Alexander from now on; I can't let my emotions take control of me, or I may end up doing something I'll regret.' Thought Lavender with a hardened expression as she looked away from her reflection, feeling too ashamed and disgusted with herself.

Putting my bra back on, I grabbed my nightgown and wore it before heading toward the door; a few seconds later, I exited the closet, and while I expected to see the room empty, I saw Alexander. At first, I was confused, but when I noticed his determined expression, I knew he wouldn't leave easily. Alexander may be very kind and gentle, but there are also a few times when he'll be even more stubborn than Talis, which is saying quite a lot.

"Master, there is something I'd like to tell you." Said Alexander in a dignified manner as he approached Lavender, though while doing so, she took a step back.

Although it was just for a split second, I saw pain appear in his eyes when I distanced myself from him, and as his Master who wanted nothing but to see him be happy, the last thing I wanted to do was hurt him; however, after what happened today, as much as it pains me, I needed to create some boundaries between us, not for my wellbeing but for his.

'This is all for him, Lavender; you can't allow Alexander to get any more attached to you than he already is; it'll just hurt him more in the long run.' Thought Lavender as she reaffirmed herself before looking at Alexander, though the aura she gave off wasn't nearly as friendly as usual.

"What is it, my Disciple?" Asked Lavender with slight aloofness, something Alexander noticed, and while it hurt him, he didn't budge.

As I waited for him to respond, he took a deep breath and looked right at me before suddenly teleporting right in front of me, causing me to be taken aback. Next thing I knew, he grabbed both of my hands and held them between his as he looked deeply into my eyes, with his mesmerizing purple eyes, though what mesmerized me wasn't his purple eyes, no, it was the pure, unadulterated love I could feel spewing forth from his body.

"Master, no, Lavender; I love you! Not like how a child loves his Mother or how a disciple loves his Master; I love you as how a man would love a woman!" Declared Alexander passionately while tightly holding Lavender's hand as he began using the language of nature, speaking to her with his purest of emotions, which contained nothing but love.

Hearing Alexander's words, I've always had an inkling he saw me as something more than just a Master, though I'd never bothered thinking too much about it since I just assumed it was his body speaking, not his mind; however, as I felt him transfer his emotions into my body, I was utterly astonished from what I read since I instantly knew this wasn't just a mere fleeting crush of a boy, this was a mans love in it's purest form.

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For a good while, I was left too astonished to even react; never in my life had I felt love like this before. Of course, my parents loved me with all their hearts, but this love differed slightly from familial love. However, eventually, when I managed to regain my composure, I quickly squashed my hopes along with my rapidly beating heart as I shook my head and forcefully retracted my arms from his grasp; deep down, I wished to respond to him with my purest emotions as well, but I knew I couldn't, I can't do something so cruel to him.

"I'm flattered by your words, my Disciple, but I'm your Master, and I see you as nothing but my Disciple; the possibility of you being a romantic partner had never once crossed my mind, and it never will. Also, refrain from calling me by name; it's quite rude." Stated Lavender with a frown in a rather cold voice as she further backed away from Alexander while eyeing him, causing him to frown slightly.

"I had expected you'd say that Master, so I'm not too bothered by it; I'm more bothered by the sudden change in your attitude; you're a lot more cold and detached; it's like you're purposely distancing yourself from me." Said Alexander lightly with a frown as he stepped closer, only for Lavender to back away once more.

"I-I don't know what you're talking about; I've always been like this; maybe it's you who's just now noticing." Replied Lavender calmly while avoiding eye contact with Alexander, who shook his head.

"Anyways, if there is nothing else to discuss, please leave. It's quite late, and I'd like to go to sleep." Added Lavender as she pointed toward the door, though Alexander completely ignored her.

"Haa, well, it was worth a try. Sorry, Master." Replied Alexander with a sigh while rubbing his head.

"I accept your apology, my Disciple; everybody makes mistakes." Said Lavender lightly with a nod.

"I wasn't apologizing for earlier, Master; I was apologizing for what I'm about to do." Remarked Alexander with an awkward smile.

"What are you ab-"

I wasn't able to finish speaking since the moment he finished speaking; he once again appeared in front of me, though, unlike last time, I was ready for it, so I prepared to step back once more, but what I wasn't ready for was him pushing me onto my bed. I was startled by his actions, which allowed him to grasp both of my arms and hold them above my head as he straddled me; such a thing shouldn't be possible, I may be a wizard, but given my level, I'd still easily overpower him, well that would be the case if I wasn't poisoned.

"Alexander, I don't know what's going on inside you-"

Again, I wasn't able to finish my words, but it wasn't because he pushed me; no, it was because he had sealed my lips with his own. Alexander had just forcefully kissed me. To say I was speechless would be an understatement; never once throughout the sixteen years I've known Alexander has he ever been aggressive to me, not even when we spar, though that's mainly because I always defeat before he can ever get close to me, but still; he'd rather injure himself before ever harming even a hair on my head.

As Alexander was kissing me, and although it felt terrific, I attempted to free myself, yet It was futile; I couldn't even budge his large hands.

'W-What the!?' Thought Lavender with widened eyes when she felt Alexander's tongue forcefully pry her mouth opening before entering.

For a full minute, Alexander and I engaged in a deep kiss that felt incredible, and while there were moments where I yearned to just forget about everything and embrace my desires, I stopped myself, knowing I couldn't possibly accept my desires given my condition.

"A-Alexander, release me this instant!" Yelled Lavender angrily with blushed cheeks while her chest heaved up and down, looking very erotic, as she eyed Alexander.

"Master, I hope you don't think you're the only one able to read someone's emotions; don't you know, my eyes can view the truth of all." Said Alexander with a slight smirk while his purple eyes emitted a soft glow as he leaned in, though his target was Lavender's ears this time.

"D-Don't you know skills don't ~Ahhh~" Replied Lavender, though she was interrupted as she subconsciously released a soft moan from Alexander's gently nibbling.

After that first moan, I tightly shut my mouth, and no amount of stimulus my ear sustained caused me to give a reaction, despite how pleasurable it was; yet that all changed when Alexander grabbed my nightgown and bra before ripping them off my body, revealing my breasts and toned stomach, once again shocking me with his aggressiveness.

"I know what I'm doing is out of character for me, but you know me best, Master; tell me, and I mean seriously, tell me to stop, and I will." Said Alexander softly in Lavender's ears as he reached down with his free hand and began pinching her hard but sensitive nipples while returning to biting her ears.

"S-Stop ~Ahh~ A-Alexander; o-or ~Ahh~ I'll g-get ang~Ahhhh~!" Remarked Lavender with a deeply blushed face, though her words were practically incoherent with all her moaning from the pleasurable sensations.