CHAPTER 615 DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN AND REGRET I HAVE IN MY HEART?
“Because you forced me!” Evelyn closed her eyes and raised her head to roar, along with the resentment she had accumulated over the past five years. “You couldn’t do what you promised. You decided to confess without permission. Have you ever asked me if I was willing? Have you ever unconditionally believed in Mia Klein and asked me how I felt? You didn’t doubt me, but you didn’t doubt the real murderer!”
Hearing her words, Huston was stunned and stared straight at her.
Tears welled up in Evelyn’s eyes. She swallowed the bitterness. in her throat and seemed to think of the helpless girl in prison. five years ago. “What can I do if I don’t leave in this way? Go to jail or continue to wait in vain?”
“I will think of a way.” His voice was as tight as a broken string. “Is it so difficult to believe me…”
“Haven’t I ever believed you? You’ve let me down. You don’t deserve it.” Thinking of the feeling of secretly having Lucas at that time, Evelyn felt sad. “I can’t wait any longer. I really can’t
wait.”
“So you planned all this and pretended to be dead. To leave me, you didn’t even care about abandoning your relatives and friends?” Huston knew how much she valued Ben Shelton and Lucy Jones, and it was also because he knew how determined she was to leave him.
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Evelyn had also been sad before. However, it was not until five years later that he realized how sad she was. “Huston Lloyd, you’re still blaming me for leaving. You’re blaming me. for being cruel. Have you ever thought about how desperate I was to choose this method? At that time, I might have lost my life if I was not careful. I was living for death, and I was forced to do so!”
“Helplessness? “He smiled, heartrending. “Do you know how I got through these five years? I went to see you every day during the first two years. Everyone said that you were dead, but I never gave up looking for you. Because you left the law industry and gave up this job. I was disheartened. I had a conflict with my family and friends. They said that I was possessed and said that I was crazy, but I lived like this for five years!”
He was so angry that his hair was trembling. “Do you know how much pain and regret I felt in my heart? I couldn’t face.
myself. Even now, I don’t even dare to look in the mirror. I thought it was my delay that made you catch up with this accident. When I woke up every day, you were the only one in front of me. When I drank too much, you were also the same. If I hadn’t believed that you weren’t dead, if it weren’t for this obsession, I would have died a long time ago! But now, tell me, is this an illusion you created with Bert to deceive me and leave me?”
Every word of his was the sharpest blade that cut through Evelyn’s heart. She knew how hard it had been for her in the past five years. Although Bert could keep her from losing anything material, her heart had always been missing. It had not been easy for her to get to where she was today step by step.
Evelyn had once thought about what kind of life he would live on the other side of the world. Would he be sad if she left him?
In the first year, she often remembered these things and thought about them as if she were torturing herself. Until the second year, the third year, the fourth year, and today, she had tried her best to shield herself from these problems. Because every time she thought of it, a voice would always
appear in her mind, “It’s been so long. He has long forgotten.
you. No one can live without each other.””
Now that he had said these words to her so sadly, it was
impossible for her not to feel emotional. In addition to
heartache and sadness, there was also a kind of joy that she couldn’t explain clearly.
Yes, knowing that he had been thinking about her like her for the past five years, she couldn’t help feeling lucky and happy. It had nothing to do with her subjective consciousness. It was a completely instinctive reaction. She could fool him, but she couldn’t fool herself.