“I’ll tell you my reply now, akira-san….” Did she just called me by my first name? I feel tingles throughout my entire body. This is the moment I have been waiting for. I braced myself as I was expecting myself to get rejected.
“Well here goes nothing. Akira-san, I would love to go out with you. Would you like to be my boyfriend?” I just stood still with a very pale face. I was so astounded. I was not expecting her to accept me at all. Did I hear this right? Should I ask her again? What if she gets annoyed?
“Akira-san? Are you okay? You look like you just seen a ghost. HAHAHA.”
“Urm, i- uh- did you-…” I was stuttering a lot.
“Ara? Is this perhaps your first time getting into a relationship?” she was teasing me even though her own face is as red as tomato.
“Don’t tease me. You’re literally blushing right now!”
“NO I AM NOT!” she says that as she continues to blush. Well that sure was cute as hell. I should tell my friends about this. Wait, I don’t have any friends.
“That’s because no body needs you. Why are you even alive? You have no rights to be happy.” The voices in my head is getting loud again. Kito-san could only stand there and watch me stare into blank space as I suffer in my thoughts.
“See, she does not care about you. What makes you think this relationship will not end up like your previous one? You can solve all this problems by killing yourself.”
“SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!” I shouted as I was starting to lose control over myself. I then burst into tears. How embarrassing. I was breaking down in front of my own girlfriend. I started to scratch my arm until it bleed.
I was really bout to faint due to loss of energy. I had enough. My own thoughts convinced me that I do not deserve to be happy and that my own girlfriend actually does not care.
As soon as my eyes was about to be shut, I felt warmth around my body.
“Its okay. Its okay Akira. Im here. There there. Don’t cry anymore. I’ll give you all of my love. You’re not alone anymore.” My tears starts to dry up. I felt very comfortable. My eyes starts to feel heavy. Its been a very long time since I felt this kind of warmth and love.
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“Is it really okay for me to be happy and live on?” I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore.
“hmmm. That is for you to decide and for me to support you until the end. Are you ready to live on with me?”
“I don’t know. But as long as I’m with you, I will give my all in everything. Promise me you won’t leave me?”
“I promise.”
surprised the school’s most prettiest and popular girl is dating with me, a lame, ugly and introverted guy. Even an ugly and introverted guy wants to feel happy.
“don’t. please. I’m sorry. Don’t leave me.” I was having a nightmare while napping on kito-san’s leg.
“you were so brave just now. Standing up against that upperclassmen for me. But now you seem so naïve. Cute.”
I start to wake up slowly. It was dark. I can see the moon. IT IS ALREADY NIGHT TIME?! YOU MEAN I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ON HER LAP FOR HOURS?! How embarrassing.
“Ah kito-san, sorry. Your lap was too comfortable. Hehe.” What am I even saying.
“You can use my lap anymore babe.” BABE?! Ahh that’s so cute. My face was as red as tomato. I was blushing hard.
“Hey akira-san..”
I felt like the air just got a little dense.
“Whats wrong babe?” I tried to call her babe too. KYAAAA this is very embarrassing. Wait, is she blushing? Ahh how cute. I’m living life right now. I am blessed.
“Is there something that you’re hiding from me? Like about your past?”
To be honest I don’t think I am ready to tell her about it. I can’t even talk about it to myself. It’ll just make myself lose control again. But how can I lie to my girlfriend? Maybe I should tell her. Or should I?
“Yes. But I am not ready to talk about it yet to anyone. So I hope you can give me some time to grow the courage to talk about it and overcome it.” How pathetic of me. I’m embarrassed.
“ouh, okay. Take your time. But, let me ask something. Have you ever had a girlfriend?”
Oh no. I hope she don’t go yandere mode.
“Yes I had one. I loved her a lot. But I’m just a failure.”
“ouh, so you love her.”
“Let me emphasize “LOVED” you’re my new and last. I’ll love you like no one ever has. I promise you.”
“AWWWW. Urm don’t you think it’s a bit too late to stay here?”
Oh shit. I forget it’s already night time. I guess I will send her home. I will not repeat anymore of my mistakes. I will treasure every moment and take good care of her. I do not wish to loss another loved one.
It’s 8:00pm and I’ve sent her to her gate.
“Hey. Urm im sorry for not telling you about my past and about my ex girlfriend. I want you to know that you’re my one and only. I only love you. Sorry for sleeping on your lap for hours. It must be sore. Make sure you rest it. Sorry for being such a burden. And thank you for accepting my confession. I’ll see you tomorrow at school”
“once again I am sorr-“ I felt warmth around my lips. SHE KISSED ME?!?!?! I feel like fainting. How cute.
“hey don’t mention about it. You’re my boyfriend after all. Love you.”
She went inside. I just stood still outside her gate. I am still confused. She kissed me. I ran home in excitement.
Wait. Oh no. I just came to a realization. I am dating AKARI KITO. THE SCHOOL’S IDOL. And I am just a random ugly introverted guy. Everyone will hate me. Oh no.