The hallways are a solid wall of human bodies this morning, an almost impenetrable mass of shifting colors and muted conversations. I shoulder my way through the throng, Jordan a few steps behind me as we make our slow, inexorable progress towards homeroom.
"So," they huff, dodging an errant backpack with the practiced ease of someone well-accustomed to the chaos. "That meeting yesterday was certainly... a thing."
I snort, rolling my eyes as I squeeze past a cluster of giggling freshmen. Leave it to Jordan to have a way with words.
"Don't overexert your noun allotment, Shakespeare. You could say that," I agree, pitching my voice to be heard over the dull roar surrounding us. "Although I'm not sure 'peaceful protest' and 'we need to fight back against the security state' really belong in the same conversation."
Jordan shrugs, their battered Ramones t-shirt shifting beneath the bulk of their oversized hoodie. "I mean, yeah, some of them were a little... extreme," they concede. "But can you really blame them for being pissed? This whole security crackdown is getting out of hand."
I open my mouth to respond, but we round the corner into the main hallway and I'm forced to pause, taking in the sheer enormity of the changes that have swept through the school over the past few weeks.
Security checkpoints block off every major entrance and intersection, metal detectors and X-ray scanners manned by grim-faced guards who look more like bouncers than school safety officers. Uniformed cops patrol the halls in pairs, hands resting casually on their batons as they eye the students like a herd of potentially rabid animals.
It's like we've walked straight into a militarized zone, the once-familiar hallways transformed into a maze of checkpoints and chokepoints. A large group of students clusters near one of the metal detectors, voices raised in protest as a particularly officious-looking guard demands to see their IDs and backpacks.
"See what I mean?" Jordan murmurs, leaning in close so their words won't carry. "This is exactly the kind of bullshit people were talking about yesterday. If anything, that meeting didn't go nearly far enough."
I sigh, torn between exasperation and resignation. Jordan does have a point - the heightened security presence is starting to feel more like an occupation than a safety measure, and it's easy to understand why some students would feel the need to push back against it. At the same time... well, let's just say I've seen firsthand the kinds of threats lurking out there in the world. Threats that would make the blood run cold in even the most ardent of liberty-loving revolutionaries.
It really feels weird in my head, like trying to weigh two different sides of a scale at the same time. I can't say I'm really a fan of the sensation.
"Look, I get where you're coming from," I tell Jordan as we shuffle forward in the line for the metal detectors. "Really, I do. This whole situation is an absolute clusterf-" I catch myself, grimacing as I remember our surroundings. "It's messed up. But you gotta understand, the people making these decisions... they aren't doing it just to flex their authority muscles or whatever."
Jordan arches one impeccably-groomed eyebrow, the silver ring glinting in the harsh fluorescent lights. "Oh really?" they drawl, voice thick with skepticism. "And I suppose the full-body pat-downs are just a fun little perk for them?"
I bristle at their tone, fighting the urge to snap back with a sarcastic retort of my own. It's like Jordan's forgotten that I'm not just some random civilian watching events unfold from the outside - that I've been on the front lines, seen the blood and chaos with my own two eyes.
Before I can formulate a response, though, we reach the front of the security line. The guard eyes us with a look of deep suspicion, his meaty hand hovering over the metal detector's control panel.
"IDs," he grunts, making no effort to hide the undisguised contempt in his voice.
Jordan rolls their eyes, but produces their school ID without comment, tucking a loose strand of freshly-dyed electric blue hair behind one ear as they slide their backpack onto the conveyor belt. I follow suit, my every movement carefully measured as I try my best to exude an air of polite cooperation.
The guard runs our bags through the scanner, squinting at the monitor with an intensity usually reserved for brain surgeons or rocket scientists. I tense slightly as the machine beeps in response to something inside Jordan's bag, but the guard simply grunts and waves us through, apparently satisfied that we aren't concealing any deadly contraband.
We collect our belongings and start moving again, the crowd swallowing us up almost immediately as we're swept along in the current of bodies. Jordan is uncharacteristically silent for a few long moments, their expression unreadable.
"You know..." they say at last, their words slow and deliberate. "My mom used to talk about school being a safe space, y'know? Somewhere kids could go to learn and grow without having to worry about the weight of the entire world crashing down on their shoulders. When she wasn't begging me for cigarette money, I mean."
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There's an undercurrent of something in their tone, a melancholy note that sends a pang of unexpected sympathy lancing through me. Jordan may act tough, all snark and bravado on the surface... but deep down, they're just a teenager. Just a kid, really - one who's been forced to grow up way too fast, same as me, albeit maybe in different ways.
"Weirdly sound advice from Mrs. Westwood," I say, folding my arms over my chest.
"I think she just wanted me to stay in school because it was free babysitting, if I'm being real," Jordan coughs out.
I swallow hard against the sudden lump in my throat, forcing myself to meet their gaze head-on. "I know it sucks," I tell them, as earnest as I can manage. "Believe me, I hate this whole situation just as much as you do. But the truth is, we live in a pretty messed up world these days. You'd think a courthouse has the best security you could manage, and it didn't really do shit."
Something flickers in Jordan's eyes at that, a flash of emotion quickly buried beneath their usual mask of sardonic detachment. They open their mouth, maybe to argue or commiserate or who knows what... but whatever response they might have offered is drowned out by a sudden commotion up ahead, raised voices cutting through the ambient noise of the hallway like a hot knife.
"That's not much of a counterargument, Sam," they sputter out, although to what I'm not sure. I try to connect it to the thing I just said, and it bounces off like a dried ball of Elmer's glue. So, I turn towards the commotion instead.
Students are scattering out of the way, backpedaling from the source of the disturbance with expressions ranging from shock to outright fear on their faces. Over the cacophony of shouting, I can just make out the unmistakable sound of boots on linoleum, heavy and purposeful.
Without even thinking about it, I break into a jog, trusting Jordan to keep pace as I push my way towards the eye of the gathering storm. As I round the final corner, the scene that greets me is like something ripped straight out of my worst fever dreams.
A young student - a freshman, by the looks of things, or just a particularly young sophomore, dark skinned and baby-faced - is caught in the unyielding grip of one of the security guards, his slight frame practically swallowed up by the officer's bulk. His arms are pinned behind his back at an angle that can't possibly be comfortable, feet scrambling for purchase on the slick floor as the guard hauls him forward with casual, implacable force.
"Hey man, leggo!" the kid yelps, voice cracking with a potent mixture of fear and indignation. "I didn't do nothin', I swear!"
The guard - a heavy-set man with a ruddy complexion and a bad combover - simply grunts, his expression one of bored irritation as he gives the kid a little shake, like a dog worrying a captured squirrel.
"Quit your squirming, man," he rumbles in a molasses-thick accent more suited to a North Jerseyan than anyone from around here. "You know the rules - no hats, no hoods, no exceptions. Should'a thought of that before you went an' mouthed off to me like that."
The kid's eyes go wide with a mixture of incredulity and outrage, the beginnings of angry tears gathering at their corners.
"It's a fuckin' hat!" he explodes, twisting against the guard's iron grip with renewed vigor. "I wasn't even doin' anything, you racist piece'a -"
Whatever insult he might have hurled is cut off with a grunt of pain as the guard gives him another shake, harder this time. Around us, a crowd is starting to gather, a loose ring of gawkers drawn by the raised voices and obvious violence taking place. A few concerned teachers hover at the fringes, their expressions pinched with worry as they watch events unfold.
"You just earned yourself a trip to the principal's office, smart-ass," the guard snarls, giving the kid's arm another vicious twist for emphasis. "No hats,"
Something inside me snaps into focus, a switch being thrown as instincts honed over a year of combat training kick into high gear. Before I even realize what I'm doing, I've shoved my way to the front of the growing throng and placed myself squarely in the guard's path, hands raised in a calming gesture.
"Whoa, whoa, easy there!" I call out, trying to keep my voice as level and non-confrontational as possible. "I think we could all use to take a step back and take a breath here, don't you?"
The guard's head snaps around at the sound of my voice, his eyes narrowing to dangerous slits as they rake across my slight frame. For a moment, I think he's going to listen to reason... but then his expression twists into an ugly sneer, lips peeling back from his teeth, almost like a smile. Just not quite.
"Well, aren't you special," he spits, giving the student another rough shake that makes me wince in sympathy. "I don't need some jumped-up little kid tellin' me how to do my job. This thug was caught breaking the rules, so now he's gotta face the consequences. We have rules and laws for a reason, don't we, girl?"
The way he bites off that last word, loading it with enough derision to make me feel like a kicked toddler, sends a bead of unease trickling down my spine. There's genuine malice in his eyes now, a kind of caustic hatred that seems wildly disproportionate to the situation at hand.
Still, I force myself to hold my ground, every muscle in my body tensed and coiled like a spring as I fight to keep my breathing slow and steady.
"Look, man, I get that you're just trying to do your job," I tell him, each word emerging carefully measured and precise. "But there's gotta be a better way to handle this than assaulting a kid over something as stupid as a hat, you know? Why don't you let him go, and we can all just walk away and forget this ever happened?"
For a long, terrible moment, the only sound is the ragged rasp of the student's panicked breathing as he watches our exchange with wide, terrified eyes. The murmurs of the crowd surround me, and I glance sideways for just long enough to notice Jordan's hands opening up in that familiar stance. The guard's jaw works furiously, cords of muscle standing out in stark relief across his thick neck.
"Yeah, let him go!" someone shouts from the crowd, a voice I've never heard before in my life.
And then, without warning, he shoves the student away from him with enough force to send the skinny kid stumbling and sprawling hard on the unforgiving tile. A chorus of shocked gasps rises from the surrounding students, and I feel Jordan tense beside me, every line of their body vibrating with outrage.
"That's it," the guard snarls, taking a menacing step forward as he jabs a meaty finger in my direction. "You want to be an accomplice? Be my guest. As far as I'm concerned, defending a rulebreaker's just as bad as breaking the rules."