It hurt's, make it stop, please it hurt's...

No more, I can't take anymore, it's too much

Please, stop!

My eyes flew open, my heart was racing, my shet was heaving, my body was covered in sweat, I jumped up only to feel something hook my kneck and made my body slam back down, I felt myself choking for air, I wanted to throw up, I trashed and trashed as my body fought to take in air, my eyesight began to fade and all I could hear was the pounding of my heart, my fingers began to go numb and soon I wasn't able to move, I was going to die after everything I just went through.

That was what I though before I felt someone's hands on me, no it wasn['t just one person it was too many, I felt hands all over my body, I wanted to make them move to stop touching me but all I could do was lay there, I felt their hand on my face and then I felt a tug something was pulled from my throat and my body moved on it's own I jolted forward and acid rushed from my stomach straight up my throught and I vomitted everything I had in my stomach, even when it was empty I was still gagging.

I started to suck in as much air as I could, my body was sking and sweat was pouring from my pores, I blinked a few times and my vision came back, my skin was no longer numb and I began to hear more than my heartheart pounding, I looked around to see people watching me, one of them stepped forward asking if I was okay, but I couldn't feel his concern all I felt was fear, so Ishot back only to be yanked on I looked down to see wires and tubes going into my arms, I screamed and yanked on them pulling all out, it hurt so I screamed loudly.

I heard footsteps and looked to see all off them coming towards me and it only sent me into a frenzy so much so that I moved back to get away from them only to fall of the bed and hit my head, I groaned as my vision started to fade and the last thing I heard was my mother calling my name.

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I was awoken by the sound of someone singing, a gentle voice, I felt delicate fingers run their way through my hair and I felt so calm, I just wanted to drift off back to sleep but I couldn't now when my memory of those people surrounding me came to mind, I immediately jumped up and looked around frantically, I was no longer in that room, it was small the walls were white and the bed I was on looked like a hospital bed, but this room was grand it was maybe three times the size of that room, the walls were designed with gold and red flowers, the bed I was on sat in the middle of the room with a canopy hanging over it, there was way more furniture in this room than the one I had originally woken up in.

And instead of having a lot of people standing around me, I looked behind me to see my mother sitting on the bed with a smile on her face, I felt tears well up in my eyes and then I was jumping into her arms, I held on to her as tight as I could and she returned the gesture, tears poured down my face and I sobbed, I heard her sniffle before breaking out into a sob as well, I didn't want to let her go I feared that if I did I would go back to that place with that man and he would...

I felt my body go fridged and my eyes widened, everything that happened begun to flash through my mind and I begun to scream holding onto my head, I could feel all of it, my body hurt, everything hurt, I felt my mother touch my face and raise my head to look at her, but it was as if something nasty crawled on my skin, I wanted it off, so I shoved her away and moved back into a corner, i gasped for air as I held my pounding chest, I curled in on myslef hiding my face and blocking out my mother's worried voice.

I just wanted her to be quiet to stop calling my name, to stop reaching for me, I felt her hand bruh my hear and the next thing I knew I had slapped her hand away "Don't touch me!" she backed away and looked at me with wide eyes, she opened her mouth to tell me something but I couldn't bear to hear her "Shut up!" I heaved for air as mychest tightened "Shut up, just leave me alone, don't come near me, don't you fucking touch me!" I continued to scream at her unable to control myself I told her nasty things and I could see the tears running down her face, but she most certanly wasnt crying because she was happy to see me.

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I couldn't stand the look of hurt on her face so delt the last blaow "Get out!" her eyes widened and she turned her back on me and ran from the room, the way she looked at me hurt and there was no other way for me to get rid of the pain so I just screamed, I screamed through the tears, I screamed through the sobs, I screamed only stopping to gasp for air, my chest hurt and my body shook, my eyes were shut tight and my body suddenly felt damp but all I did was scream and scream till I couldn't scream anymore.

I had no idea how long I had screamed but I felt better my body felt light now all I wanted to do was sleep, I looked up and hissed when the light from the windows met my eyes, I forced myself to get up, my body felt weak but I pushed myself to make it to the windows and shut al the curtains until my room was nothing but darkness, when I was finished I made my way back to my bed and curled up on it pulling the comforter to cover me completely and then I fell asleep.

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I could feel hands roaming my skin and pain assaulting every part of my body, I could feel the tight grasp of hands around my neck and I gasped for air kicking out my feet as I tried to pry the hands from my neck, I felt tears run down my face prickling my sensitive skin, I could feel my body going limp from the lack of air, but then someone shouted my name and my body reacted on it's own jolting me forward.

My eyes opened and I continued gasping for air, I got on my knees as I felt like throwing up only to have the acid from my stomach burn it's way up my throat and onto my bed, I gagged a few more times before sitting back as I was finally able to breath I looked around and jumped when I saw someone standing at the side of the bed watching me, my room was dark so I couldn't recognize the person until they spoke in a soft voice.

"Kiyoshi, baby are you okay?" my mother's voice rang through the room and I grimaced at how loud she sounded even though I knew for a fact she was speaking in a soft voice.

I looked away from her and simply nodded, she came around the bed and reached out her hand that was holding a glass of water, I carefully took the glass and made sure her hands didn't brush mine, when I finally had the glass in my hand I guzzled down the water, I choked but nothing came up so I let out a sigh and handed the glass back to her, she collected it and just stood there string at me.

I shifted and pulled up the collar of the loose sweater I was wearing and looked away, she seemed to understand and turned her back walking out the room and closing the door behind me, I went to lie down back but remembered I had vomited on the bed and my mother would probably send the servants in to replace the sheets.

I turned putting my feet off the bed nearly pulling them up back when they touched the cold floor but refrained from doing so, I pushed my body up off the bed and nearly fell but leaned on the wall to support my weak legs, I slowly made my way across the room to a chair the size of a small bed that sat in the corner of the room, when I reached I dropped myself on to it pulling my feet off the ground, just as my room door opened and three servants came walking in.

None of them looked at me as they were ordered by my mother because the last time one of them had came in I felt her just staring at me the entire time instead of doing her work and it made me sick to my stomach, I had thrown up on the floor, but some splashed on the clothes I had been wearing and I collapsed into a crying fit which my mother had to try and comfort me out of without touching me and it only upset me more so I spent a long time just crying.

I shivered at the memory and pulled my feet up to my chest, I looked at how my arms easily wrapped around them and touched my sides, I had lost a lot of weight, but what else would be expected, after all I had been in a coma for a year. The day I arrived and ended up throwing a fit at my mother, the Queen herself had came to my room, which I learned was now in the palace, where the king had moved all his wives and children after my kidnapping.

I learned that they had found me a few days after my kidnapping, she refused to tell me how I was found but I guessed I must have looked horrible with the way my mother reacted, the man that had taken me, Katsu, had killed himself just before they arrived and I was rushed to the hospital and they barely managed to keep me alive, inducing my coma to save my life but they hadn't expected it to last that long.

I was told that when I finally woke up I was a mess and they decided that while I was unconscious they would move me to the Palace as to not cause me any panic, so I woke up here and since then it's been a little over a month, a fact that I knew only because my mother would remind me of the days once in a while, not that it would do me any good, I had no plans to leave the room, even though my mother had brought in a wheelchair and tried to encourage me to get in it.

I felt someone's eyes on me and looked to see one of the maids who quickly looked away when I scowled at her, they were finished with my bed and picked up everything quickly scurrying out the room, I tried to move my feet so I could get back to my bed and sleep but I couldn't, they seemed to me stuck, so I sighed and shifted into a comfortable position, I looked around the room for a few minutes, until my eyes grew tired and I was slipping into slumber one that wouldn't be very peaceful for me.