I woke up by a sudden jolt, like waking from a nightmare without remembering what the nightmare was about. Instead of sitting upright in my own bed as expected, I had no idea where I was. Everything around me was pitch dark, and I couldn't draw a single breath or move at all.

Feeling the panic sinking in, I tried my best to flail around in any way, and to my comfort I could somehow feel and move my limbs in a very limited way. At least I wasn't stuck in some bodiless consciousness, trapped in some weird void limbo. The words, I think therefore I am echoed through my head. I did a mental snort, and thought, Who would think philosophy classes would end up giving comfort.

I tried to recall my last memories, but the last couple of weeks felt rather distant and in a thick haze. I clearly remembered who I was, my family, friends and most other essential things, but for the life of me I couldn't remember yesterday, or the day before that.

Did I perhaps get into an accident? I am perhaps lying in a coma at the hospital ?, or maybe some drug induced state while lying on an operating table? 

Okay Alexsander, you can figure this out, I thought to myself, while trying to move around in the dark space, I found myself surrounded by walls on all sides, submerged in some sort of warm liquid. I tried to call for help, but I couldn't speak up. The entire thing felt a bit like being stuck in a sensory deprivation tank, both terrifying and oddly comfortable at the same time.

After struggling to find a door, window, or anything remotely familiar I started to be annoyed. Where the hell am I ? Did I maybe get into an accident ? And I'm now blind, deaf, physically weak and stuck in some kind of recovery tank ? sounds far-fetched, but it is the most likely thing I can think of.

I tried to think back to my most recent memories, But my thoughts were interrupted by a sudden roar that vibrated all around me. It was something I felt, more than I actually heard it, and with it, the walls came to life, shifting and vibrating around me.

As the walls started to push against me, I wanted to scream out in horror before the walls squished me like an oversized bug. But instead of the pain of having my bones shattered, there was only mild discomfort as the walls only pushed me firmly downwards, A direction previously closed firmly off.

The lingering fear of being crushed like an oversized bug remained, with short bursts of force the walls slowly kept pushing me in the same direction. 

After what felt like several hours, I could finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. Relieved to confirm that I wasn't blind, I embraced myself to see what could possibly be on the other side.

The first thing that met me when I was released from my strange prison, was a blinding light and the feeling of being dropped in an ice filled bath, even if I landed on a soft surface. Then my lungs started to take in air and my body started to cry out by itself.

I was lying on some sort of soft surface, in the blinding light while I kept crying uncontrollably, not knowing why I had even started crying. Everything felt completely alien to me, and it was like my senses didn't work, and all my limbs felt uncoordinated.

Out of nowhere a pair of huge hands held around my entire body, followed by soft shushing sound. I blinked several times, trying my best to regain my vision. Finally after an undefined time later I could finally see shapes, and the first thing I could see was a pair of huge breasts right in front of me. 

Normally the sight of breasts would be a delight, but today it was just one more weird thing to experience. 

I managed to halt my own crying, partly because of the soft calming voice that gently hushed me. As soon as I stopped crying I was pushed towards the breasts. As soon as my face hit the nipple, some primal instinct in me started sucking, and a sweet tasting milk started flowing into my mouth. I would never have expected that I would ever be breastfeed again, but something about the experience was oddly comforting, and before long I had drifted off to sleep.

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I regained consciousness some undefined time later, and found myself lying covered and surrounded by furs. I tried to move, but quickly realized that my limbs didn't have strength for anything useful, but I could move my head a little, so I took in my surroundings as best I could and it looked like I was inside of some large tent of some sort.

This is bizarre, I don't want to believe this, but it seems like I just experienced being born, and fell asleep while breastfeeding. This must either be one hell of a nightmare, or the more unlikely scenario, I actually died and was reborn. I don't want a new life, I am quite happy with the life I already had, I have a great family, plenty of friends, I'm still only 22 and just about to finish my bachelor degree. Weren't we going to have that study trip to Rome in a few days? Wait, that sounds familiar.

I thought back on my last clear memories, I could remember sitting in class, discussing how to prepare for our trip, things we had to pack, things recommended to bring and so on.

I kept going and thought about getting home, eating dinner with my family, packing my suitcase and so on.

Good, I think I'm getting somewhere. If I keep pushing this way, I might just get somewhere.

I kept up the focus, and clearly remembered getting everything ready for the trip, going to bed, and getting up again by my alarm. I had a quick breakfast with mum before she drove me off to the airport. I gave her a brief hug before I went in to meet my classmates.

The entire class was in high spirits, talking among themselves. I found my little group among Daniel and Richard to talk about some random shit while waiting for us to board our flight.

Things started to get foggy from this point on, but I kept digging through my memories, until I remembered a scene where Daniel was sitting next to me on the plane and was trying to show me something on his phone when the entire plane shook violently. He dropped his phone to the floor and light started flickering. The passengers started screaming while the plane kept shaking and objects were flying freely. Then the captain spoke through the speakers, and told everyone to get into crash landing positions and shortly after there wasn't anymore to remember. 

Oh crap. Did we all die there ? This can't be happening, I had too much I wanted to do, still things I wanted to say to my parents and other friends, and now I'm supposed to be stuck inside a toddler. No, This might still just be a really realistic nightmare, I just have to have hope.

If reincarnation is what usually happens after death, why do I still have my memories ? it's not like I remember the life I had before. So this doesn't make sense at all. So I can't just assume that I'm right in the entire reincarnation theory. This might just be a really realistic nightmare. That seems more likely.

As I lay there, deep in thought of what might have happened, My stomach rumbled and I felt hunger through my body. 

These speculations aren't getting me anywhere, maybe I should just start crying loudly, either some nightmarish monster will come and haunt me or this baby’s mother will come to feed her child, Either way I will gain some information, even if the thought of doing that is embarrassing.

I ignored my own embarrassment, and howled out as loudly as I could. And as advertised a feminine shape was suddenly looming over me. I ceased my wailing, blinked and looked up at the woman who might be my new mother.

A pair of crimson eyes with a piercing gaze was looking down at me, startling me for a brief moment. There was something not quite right with those eyes, but as I tried to study them further, the woman reached her hands down, lifted me up and held me up in a reverse Simba pose.

Being only a arms reach and looking downwards gave me a much better view of the woman,

But with one look at her, I felt like crying out in fear of what kind of creature was in front of me.

Her eyes were far from gentle human eyes, they were much larger then what any human would have, with a faint glow and vertical pupils.

Taking my gaze away from those inhuman eyes I quickly noticed other anomalies in the woman's features. She had long snow white hair and displayed a pair of long triangle shaped ears on top of her head, Beneath her smile i could clearly see long fangs that would fit into any vampire movie

Oh gawd. This bitch is some sort of feral humanoid monster, Shocked and afraid I did the only thing I was capable of doing. Crying and screaming loudly.

But instead of hurting me, or doing any of the things she looked capable of doing, she brought me in for a hug while murmuring unknown words in a gentle tone into my ear until I eased up my wailing. The beast woman then takes off the fur robe I hadn't even noticed until now and then pushes me into her large bare breasts for the second time.

With her nipple almost already in my mouth, An inner instinct suddenly kicked in and I automatically startled to suckle the breast for nutrition. Ashamed over everything I had to endure since I woke up in this woman's womb, I could still take comfort in the fact that no one I knew would witness this shameful state I found myself in.