Beatle is a love letter to... well... Myself... and my journey in love... familial... romantic... and friendship.

Beatle is supposed to represent a side of me who was left so heartbroken by many people and friends I once practically worshiped and loved dearly, but I soon learned that love isn't always reciprocated, regardless of how much you love them. Though, some people may say this book is complete garbage, for me, it is a treasure, since it speaks volumes about how I view love.

I view love as something that isn't transactional. At least, now I do.

Very recently, while drafting the chapters of this series, I was heartbroken, and this led to a fallout with my old friends. I was rebuked and told that the one I loved wasn't meant to be obligated for my happiness. I know. That was why I ended things with them.

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I was told by one of them that I deserved to be left alone all this time, to be socially isolated in my very own group, and to not be brought with them in certain outings since I was unhinged. I proved him right by doing something unhinged. I have since then gone to therapy for my actions. Nothing illegal, just socially strange and wrong. I have since been further socially isolated by these same people. But I avoided not telling who this person was who told me this. Do I regret it? Somewhat, but I'm glad that person isn't being socially destroyed, and rather, I am in their place.

I realized that I was denying myself rest, kindness, and self-love... I realized I put too much time into (trying) to take care of others and help others and I blamed them when I got hurt. That IS my fault. It's always been. But worst of all, I hurt the one I love. How? Because I ended things with them. Not to hurt them. But out of fear that I would. And I did. So, catch-22 right there.

Thus, this book is dedicated to them. Those people whom I swore to help and protect, and love and cherish. They may not be able to read this, but if you do, just know that I love you either way.