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The swish of a blade was  heard on the back of an inn, a glimpse of a woman wearing a red robe stood with a sword on her arm, she stood with expression of discontent and disgust, in front of her, a young man fell to the ground, holding an excruciating pain with his hand on his chest.

Sorrow and confusion was painted vividly on his face, tears fell as his own blood poured over his palm. He couldn't say a word, For his mind could only think of the pain that suddenly rushed into his heart.  His body might bleed, but The Sadness of The Heart was more painful than The Body.

He looked at the face of the woman he once loved, a familiar face yet felt so distant. He grabbed a hold of his breath, trying to stay awake as his eyes started to get blurry from  his own tears…

"I'm not the Jia Wan Wan, that you spoke of… she is no longer me… leave, and never find me again…"

The young woman spoke without showing a hint of remorse or concern, she spoke as if she was talking with a foe, with a sharp gaze, the woman left the young man who is crippling on the ground as she walked far to the distance. The young man struggled to look where she was going, the young woman walked and walked until the young man couldn't see her shadow anymore, with grieve and regret, the young man finally lie down on the dirty road, his lips uttered a soft voice...

".. Wan Wan…."

The young man then, with a little bit strength he had left, flipped his body to face the moon on the sky.

"Haa……."

The moon shines just like any other night, witnessing every act in the theatre of time, always silent, never comforting, but then he remembered, that his loved one liked to gaze at the bright shining moon…

The young man closed his eyes and tears started to flow down, he thought to himself, what sin, what mistake, what did he fail to understand so that Jia Wan Wan left him...

"Wan Wan… What did I do to you?…. Is it so bad that you have to leave me?… "

The young man remembered how once he was bound to her, devoted to her, and how he would walk through hell to see her smile, the joy that he felt, how he would trade everything to experience it once more…

He continued to gaze at the moon, he let his face got wet with tears, anything to lessen the sadness that he felt, he realized that he is lacking without her, he realized that even if he would become Immortal, A God, he wouldn't be happy without her, he realized that he might have everything for granted all this time, the young man then looked toward the Heaven, with a soft voice but a heart filled with devotion he is willing to start loving her all over again, and whether she will remember him or forever forget him… he will still love her back…

"Wan Wan… I will try again…. I will amend for any mistake… and I will continue... to love you..."

and with that, the young man started to stand on his feet, and slowly walked leaning to the wall….

At the same time, the woman walked toward the Forgotten Flower Sect, an old big Inn in the middle of Beidu city, her step was unsteady like a drunken person, step by step, she was getting more and more wobbly, there was no hint of emotion painted on her beautiful faces, her expression was blank rather than cold, she looked like she's on the verge of dying, she opened the sect door, and a little girl greeted her

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"Second sister, welcome back!" Said the little girl with a joyous smile.

But as she said those word, she looked at her Second Sister face, her expression changed.

"Bi...big sis...What...what happen to you" Said the little girl with a sad, concerned face.

She run toward her and tries to shook her red robe, but as if she was just talking to a wall, Jia Wan Wan didn't utter a single word, her expression didn't change, she walked passed the girl like she was never there.

"Big...Big Sister?..." Uttered the little girl.

The girl was surprised and worried, she never saw Jia Wan Wan looks like this before, the little girl looked at Jia Wan Wan as if she was looking at some walking corpse, the little girl wanted to know what is wrong with her dear sister, but even taking a single step, she wouldn't dare, she watched Jia Wan Wan as she walked through the stairs, Jia Wan Wan then spoke…

"Xiao Mao… I will rest in my room… don't let anyone bother me…." Said Jia Wan Wan, her expression was hollow, she didn't even look at Xiao Mao.

and with that, Jia Wan Wan got inside her room, leaving Xiao Mao worried and anxious.

On her room, she threw her sword to the corner, anger and hatred boils inside her, she leaned her body against the wall and gripped her own right hand, she clenched her teeth, closed her eyes, and tears started to build up, she felt hatred toward herself, regret, sadness, and anguish filled her mind…

She dropped to the floor, sitting, and as tears started to drop, the hatred and anger that she felt were overcome by the heavy sadness that started to stream down from her heart…

"Aaa…….."

She could only utter a single vocal, as she remembered the look of the young man after she slashed him, she could felt the sadness and the disappointment that he felt, she cursed herself for hurting the person that had loved her so deeply, she felt that she would die because of how ungrateful herself towards him, he, who once devoted his life to her, he, who once disdain his own personal achievement to be with her, a few minute ago was treated like a dirty dog!

"Sob...sob..."

Tears flowed down on her cheek, she leaned her head on her arm and cried, ungrateful, stupid, evil, are what she thought about herself, she felt like she would have to do a thousand good deeds to soothe this sadness, and that would not even suffice if he didn't forgive her, in her cries she said

"Fei Gua… why do you come back…sob…. " Utter Jia Wan Wan as she let the tears drop, little by little.

Jia Wan Wan wanted Fei Gua to forget about her, she wouldn't dare to let him took part in her ambition to found her long-lost benefactor, she knew he wouldn't let her got hurt, she knew that he would face hundred of people for her, she also knew that if he was to be with her, he would only receive sadness and suffering, because, for Fei Hua, he would even throw away his own happiness for her's, and thus, Jia Wan Wan hoped that Fei Gua would leave her…. but alas, fate had a different plan.

"You are in a weak state, and yet… why did I wound you… Fei Gua I'm so sorry…"

She remembered that Fei Gua had transferred his own Spiritual Essence to her, and now, even a small internal injury could be fatal for him, she once hated herself that because of her stolen Spiritual Essence, the person that loved her must pay the price, and now, she hated herself again, because even though she knows this, she still choose to hurt him…

The feeling of ungratefulness, foolishness, and sorrow filled her mind, she was always been an unfortunate child, that is before Lin Xia, her benefactor, master and a dear person in her heart saved her from death, from that point Jia Wan Wan would die for him and would accompany him forever, but when she thought that her life started to become fortunate and better, The Underground World alliance kidnaps her, and Lin Xia had to sacrificed his own inner soul to saved her from the Underground World alliance, the people who stole her Rare Pure Spiritual Essence.

Broken and weak, Jia Wan Wan trained herself alone for 1 years, in this year she realized that she wouldn't care if the heaven predestined her to be unfortunate or not, she just knew that she could create her own fortune, if she was strong enough, but it was all changed when she met a person that stole her heart, a person that also gave his heart to her, a person that would make her felt like she was the most fortunate girl who ever lived in this world…

"...Fei Gua... because of you, once, I feel like I'm the most fortunate girl in the world… but it seems I'm fated to live an unfortunate life… I just don't want you, to leave your bright destiny, only to accompany a girl like me..." Said, Jia Wan Wan, as she stared blankly at the corner of her room.

Jia Wan Wan closed her teary eyes, memories then started to appear on her distressed mind, 3 Years ago, in the secluded part of the E Mei Mountain, a young 17 years old girl was enduring a harsh training.