Chapter 49
Most girls are disgusted by sticky and bloody things.
Qin Rushuang was also one of them, and she was not only disgusted but also frightened.
After waking up in the morning, she heard sounds coming from below.
As she was about to get up and go to help, Qin Rushuang heard Anya discussing with Zhang Liu how to deal with the internal organs.
She immediately stopped and began to listen nervously.
“Of course, cut and clean the stomach first, then forcefully turn the intestines!” Zhang Liu said without thinking, “When the time comes, prepare the shell and prepare it in the fire, the intestines, and the heart; insert the stomach and other things into it and cook it vigorously; and by noon, the soup will be ready.”
"But I think grilled offal is still delicious. It tastes good when sliced thin and grilled!" Anya, who had not eaten red meat for four days and five nights, was staring at the scraps that Zhang Liu was stirring, her eyes all red.
If the risk isn't too great, she might want to take a bite of sashimi because she's used to eating it.
“It’s okay...” Zhang Liu held his breath and got rid of all the black gunk at the end of the intestine, then said, “The two of us will take them to the beach and clean them again, and come back; just make some soup and prepare some, and maybe make the smoke bigger later, This thing attracts flies a lot."
With Anya's voice of agreement and the sound of the two people gradually leaving, there was a quiet atmosphere outside again with only the sounds of seagulls.
Qin Rushuang lay on the “straw mat” and looked at the rock patterns on the ceiling in a daze, then sighed.
Because of her childhood experiences, she was afraid of seeing those bloody scenes, especially internal organs and corpses.
She gathered up the courage to watch Zhang Liu so she could get used to the blood, but she almost vomited.
“It would be great if my sister was here.” Qin Rushuang felt a little uncomfortable as she unconsciously touched her empty neck.
She now feels that her usefulness in this “three-person team” is becoming less and less.
Anya's courage to jump yesterday made Qin Rushuang fully understand the gap between the two.
Perhaps a character like Anya's would be better suited to this kind of wilderness survival.
The moment Anya attacked, Qin Rushuang also tried her best to convince herself in her heart that she should immediately come down to help.
But only after the sheep were trapped did she have the courage to go and help them.
“Sis... I feel uncomfortable... What should I do?”
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Qin Rushuang turned over, lying on the straw mat, and muttered in a low voice.
She discovered that she had become weaker and more useless.
Even though she knew she had to work hard to lift her spirits, she couldn't muster any energy right now.
In the past, Qin Rushuang would talk to her sister, Qin Ruyan, and then continue to work hard with her encouragement.
But right now, Qin Rushuang, who was on the verge of an emotional collapse, had no one to talk to.
She had wanted to talk to Zhang Liu about this matter the night before, but she had accidentally learned how miserable the other person's life experience was.
In contrast, Qin Rushuang felt that if she spoke, she would groan for no reason.
So she continued Zhang Liu's topic and learned more about his two beautiful sisters.
She extended her hand and covered her chest tightly, crushing the two soft, warm jade balls until they were flat.
This physical torture is not pleasant, but it is the only way that Qin Rushuang can relieve her mental pressure.
“What am I afraid of?” she muttered to herself. Then she thought carefully about what she had done in the past few days.
“On the first day, she deliberately planned to keep her distance from Zhang Liu, but her menstruation attacked her. However, thinking carefully at that time, Qin Rushuang did not feel any fear.
The next day, she met her colleague Anya, and that was the happiest time in her memory.
On the third day, she ate fish and finally felt something warm in her stomach, and she slept very comfortably at night.
the fourth day...
The breathing process gradually calmed down amidst this emotional adjustment of self-reflection.
Qin Rushuang began to realize why she was feeling so anxious.
She feels afraid and anxious.
She was afraid that she would not be able to help at all and that Zhang Liu and Anya would not need her because she was unable to help.
That's why, on the first night yesterday, she chose to turn from a confidant into a listener for Zhang Liu.
She began to breathe hard and began to think about how to solve this problem.
At this moment, there was a sound outside the cave.
“Hasn’t Qin Rushuang woken up yet?”
"Maybe. Anyway, let's cook it first. Isn't your mixed soup taking too long?"
"It's not mixed; it's mutton offal! Don't you Japanese drink mutton offal soup?"
"First, I'm not Japanese; I'm Chinese! Second, I've never had mutton offal soup!"
“Okay, okay, let’s do it quickly, so we can eat hot barbecue when Qin Rushuang wakes up.”
“Hey, you like Qin Rushuang; do you miss her so much? When you were washing the lamb liver just now, you said that you would leave a separate piece of soup for Qin Rushuang to replenish her blood.”
“She's having her period, okay! When your period comes, if I can still get some sheep, I'll leave you a big piece of mutton liver soup to drink.”
“I don't want to; I want to eat grilled food!”
"Okay, okay, you can eat it alive."
The chatter between Zhang Liu and Anya reached Qin Rushuang's ears.
Listening to Zhang Liu's deliberate arrangements to take care of her, he spoke to Anya in a friendly tone.
The fear of being abandoned suddenly disappeared in her heart.
After feeling completely relaxed, she got up from the straw mat, ran to the edge of the cave, and shouted, “Are you back?”
Anya and Zhang Liu were immediately startled and stared blankly at Qin Rushuang, who was waving excitedly in front of them, looking a little confused. Qin Rushuang was terrified of staring at the internal organs, so she ran down the stairs next to the cave and came to the two of them. Then her eyes didn't know where to land.
Even though the sheep's internal organs had been washed ashore by Zhang Liu and Anya, they were no longer in the same bloody and disgusting state as they were at the beginning.
But to Qin Rushuang, the internal organs of the sheep in front of her still symbolized horror.
Remembering her fears in the cave, she gritted her teeth and said, “Let me help!”
“Okay, go to the side and help fill the water here.” Zhang Liu turned to the empty shell in Anya’s hand and said, “Classmate Anya... Anya, if that’s the case, why don’t you start going over there with me to deal with it?”
Although he didn't know the reason, he was somewhat aware of it now.
It seems that Qin Rushuang is very resistant to raw meat and the like.
She always pretends that she can do it; just like the last time he killed a fish, her legs were trembling, but he still dragged Anya to watch...
After saying that he would take care of them, Zhang Liu naturally wouldn't force anything on others.
Now that Qin Rushuang wanted to help, he only had to arrange for her to do some work that did not require blood contact.
Just when he thought his approach was perfect, Qin Rushuang stepped forward with a pale face and a beautiful face, then looked at the pile of internal organs in front of her sternly and said, “I want to help you deal with the internal organs.”
Before she could speak, she was unable to hold her breath.
With a slight breath, a fishy smell spread to her nose. Qin Rushuang couldn't control her physical trembling, so she immediately covered her mouth and ran to the side to vomit.
“...” Zhang Liu and Anya looked at the scene in front of them speechlessly.
After a moment of silence, Anya spoke first: "How about you handle it first, and I'll go see her?"
“Okay.” Zhang Liu nodded towards the pond with a basin full of waste, but after thinking for a moment, he chose to go further.
Beside Qin Rushuang, who was vomiting on the beach, Anya handed her a bottle of water that had been boiled, then asked in a low voice, “What’s wrong with you?”
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