[Author note]
Hello new author here.
I’ll say this as short as possible about myself.
This is the first story I wrote so it may be or is pretty terrible so try not to expect much since I wrote this out of my own enjoyment and is my first story. I wrote this story because the authors here inspired me to write this story. Just saying I am very bad at grammar and barely proofread it or none at all. I also have terrible naming sense and have very hard time coming up with the term for world building and also some ability's heard in this story may come from other series.
if you don't like OP MC or Mary-Sue then stop reading because the MC shall be OP since I heavy dislike weak MC that is a wimp or can be OP but have to wait 50 something chapter for them to become almost strong because of their inability to exploit their own power to the fullest but even though I say that the main is OP and Mary-Sue that doesn't mean that nobody can battle him since I plan to make a series of progressive antagonist that will be stronger than the one before and only the scrub that is blocking the way to get reck and the final boss of this series shall be much stronger than the protagonist.
If you don't like adult loli or trap than stop reading because there will be adult loli and trap since I like both, but the main character will not be an adult loli or a trap. There will be a type of harem but not the one males are thinking of.
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Have you ever wonder what kind of feeling you would have the moment you are killed?
Would you feel hated? Anger? Regret? Sorrow? Helplessness? Confusion? Happiness? Or all of them?
You all may be wondering right now 'What is this person talking about?'
Well, I don't want to bore you with my pointless back story so I make this a short introduction.
I am Daniel fang and I am a 16 year old lazy boy with no interest other than entertainment that I like which is fantasy and anything that doesn't exist in real life since you all should know how boring real life when you don't have many people to talk to, but I don't like talking much as well so it is probably just me that is weird about this issue.
Though I do think I am a very average person other than the fact that I am a loner and dislike hanging out or talking with people, I don't know but anyway the situation is that I died.
The story goes like this.
I was walking home from the grocery store like in any story it was a fine day or a normal one if you will.
But then I suddenly I hear several guns fire from out of nowhere behind me on the street and as anybody would, I tried to turn around to see what happen, but it was too late because I felt a sharp pain on the back of my head than my conscious blackout in an instant.
I didn't even have my life flash past my eyes because I died too fast for that to happen.
So to me it was a feeling of confusion at the moment of my death.
The end.
Back to the present situation.
'It is really just a Void as some story says.'
After I died from an unknown bullet to the back of my head, I wake up in this place that is pitch black and I can't feel anything at all yet somehow I can form thoughts in this place like that of a void.
So I guess I am in some disembodied-soul condition as those stories say. Well, I don't really know but let's not think about it right now if it is right or wrong since I don't have a better explanation.
Right now my soul is floating in the perpetual void and it may be odd for me to say this but dying feels comfortable for some reason like you are free from the burden of life but this is properly just me because if It was someone else that die like me, that person must be angrier than Satan right now.
I have been floating around in this nothingness for quite a while and I am getting bored since there is nothing to do but float around in this void and I really hate getting bored more than getting killed because to me there is no worst death than death by boredom and I will say that Izayoi will definitely agree with me on this one.
'FLASH'
Suddenly without warning 8 beams of energy with different color hit my soul from god knows where. This almost causes my soul to be shaken and dispersed. Which means I almost died again and this time it will be a permanent death if my soul is destroyed.
How do I know this you may ask?
Well, I don't but is a possible theory because if your body was destroy you will die and so why can't your soul die as well when it is destroyed?
This frighten me more than the death of my body because I believe that if you die because of your body then you can still exist with just your soul and can be reborn or go to the afterlife but if a person soul is destroyed then that person will disappear forever in nothingness.
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So I tried to mentally withstand this disaster as much as possible. Since 'If you are gonna die, then at the very least die trying' that is my thinking.
I did not even manage to get a clear picture of these beams before it hits me but my feeling tells me that each one is very powerful and I should feel lucky that my soul did not get destroyed by it, but that is only for a moment as I start to feel like my inside are on fire with thousands of degrees of flames and I am getting roasted from the inside out.
'Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!So Painfullllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!'
In my life, I have never experience this much pain before, so of course I am not accustomed to this pain and I don't even need to say what condition I am in, now do I?
MY SOUL IS BURNING!!!!!!!!!
In the corner of my dissipating conscious I am thinking-
'What the hell did I do to deserve such punishment after dying? Can't that holyf***** of a guy sitting in heaven drinking Pina coladas just throw me in hell or purgatory but seriously what the hell did I do to deserve this—ahhhahhahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!
My consciousness is in the brink of collapse and I should praise myself for withstanding this pain for so long, but I have a different agenda in mind.
'IF I SURVIVE THIS, I'LL DEFINITELY MAKE SURE THAT I WILL MASSERCE THE ONE WHO KILL ME BEFORE EVEN IF I HAD TO DO JUMPS BETWEEN DIMENSION, AND YOU CAN BET MY NON-EXISTENCE ASS ON THIS YOU HOLYF***** !!!! EVEN IF THIS BEING IS YOU OR ANOTHER TRUE GOD I SWEAR THAT THEY WILL ALL DIE!!!!!!! '
This is my last thought before my consciousness fell into a deep sleep.
(Narrator)
Although it is true that when a soul is destroyed one's existence will cease to exist but it is a different story if the soul is destroyed but the consciousness or the mind, if you will call it as such, remains intact and complete, but Daniel naturally doesn’t know about this.
When Daniel’s mind falls into a deep sleep his soul exploded like that of a supernova but his mind is still intact with his memories and personality because when those 8 color beams of light enter his soul, it formed a spherical core and inside is his memory and personality, but he did not notice this because he didn’t have enough time to do so, when the energy of the beams starts to destroy his soul and inflating it like a balloon.
While ready to explode at any given moment and although his soul is stronger than a normal human by several times, but it is not enough to handle this type of energy and the reason he felt that much pain is because even if he is a soul that doesn't mean it doesn't have nerves or to be exact soul strings connected to the mind. Since the soul strings are like nerves and inside the mind there are pain receptors as well, so those energies that are destroying his soul are also burning down the soul strings that are like nerves connected to the mind which then cause him to feel unimaginable pain that he can't even pass out from. Since the mind is unlike the brain that can shut down the pain receptors if one felt too much pain, so he had to endure that pain while still awake until his soul destruction is completed.
Anyway back to the current situation.
In the Void, Daniel’s soul was just destroyed by exploding, and yet his mind is still intact but that is not the end of this event.
The destroyed soul fragment and the energy fuse together and form something like a nebula that is surrounding a core that is storing Daniel’s mind and personality. After a while that seem like billions of years, the core attracted the nebula towards itself. It then starts to reform a brand new soul for Daniel, but this took much longer than just forming the nebula but when it is finished, Daniel obtained a new soul that is overwhelmingly superior to his old one and it even have a shape that only superior beings on the level of gods have, but Daniel will not be able to notice this because he is still in his deep sleep state and hasn't woken up yet.
While sleeping he doesn’t realize he is about to go through the 6th reincarnation cycle portal that led to a new world, Grandia, and unlike his original world this one has magic and supernatural beings that battle day and night.
The most important part is that he will get a new life that he has always desired and be free from boredom and as a brand new being that is completely different than what he originally desired it to be.
But his rebirth will bring great change to this new world, because he has the option of destroying or creating a new world when he grows older, but this is later in his journey that he have yet to begin.