Note: " " Someone is talking

' ' Thoughts

"Either you do as I tell you or there's the door!!!" -???

'Thats my mother currently screaming at me telling me to follow her orders or just leave I think she she has been saying that sentence ever since I became twelve and was able to have my own opinions.'

"Do you understand what i'm saying either follow my words or you can leave!!" -Mother

'Ah indeed this is the women who I call my 'mother' oh how i wish we had a choice of choosing our birthparents.'

"I'm tired of your bullshit excuse of depression now you will do as I say and go clean your room and shut the window because if Rook jumps out you'll be jumping out with him." -Mother

'Rook is my pet dog granted he's scared of heights so there really isn't anything to be scared about him going to the window but that's besides the point my own mother just told me to kill myself if he jumps out the window.'

"Are you listening!?!?" -Mother

'I can't take this anymore.....i've grown too tired of this women'

"Ok fine ill do as you say" -Me

"Where are you going!?!" -Mother

"You wanted me to leave did you not and for the record my depression isn't bullshit considering the fact that the doctors say it's clinical and by the way I hope I die so I don't ever have to see you face and if I do in fact die don't come to my funeral cause i sure as hell won't come to yours you psychotic bitch!!" -Me

'Ah I finally did it all the years of frustration has finally been cut away and now listening to her hysteric screaming really fills me with joy.'

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'Now that I'm decently far away what should i do?'

"Well I can't find find a job since no one is going to accept a 17 year old teenager without a home...*sigh* ah I want to kill myself." -Me

"Might as well take the train as far as I can and just wonder around till I can find decently covered spot for the night."

~~~~~~TIME SKIP~~~~~

'Oh a person just came out of that alley'

'Well it's been a few hours hmm should I ask that guy for money?'

"Excuse me sir can i borrow some of your time ple--" -Me

I stopped dead in my tracks as I noticed there was a bloodied corpse right behind the guy

'Well looks like I'm dying tonight'

"Boy you shouldn't have come" -Murderer

"Yea I fully agree so can we get this over with, if your going to kill me might as well just do it now." -Me

"Pretty calm are you not boy, no matter ill just kill you and leave" -Murderer

"I would prefer to do quite quickly so stab my heart please" -Me

'Yea most people would be running for screaming right now wouldn't they? but hey I'm tired of everything might as well have someone come put me out of my suffering'

"Fine I shall take that as your last wish" -Murderer

As I closed my eyes waiting for the cold steel to pierce into my warm beating heart

*Slice*

'This mother fucker slit my throat!'

"Honestly why would I listen to you are you not stupid boy, I am a killer---"

While he was rambling on I was drowning in my own blood

'Damn so this is how it feels to be nearing death....'

And then there was nothing but darkness.