The train jolted shacking me from my reminiscing. After two years Abby finally told us she would confess today. The hope and fear mixed but finally hope won out. The train stopped and I exited walking a short distance my school came into view. Beesworth private school a high school almost the size of a university it is known for its reputation to break people with its brutal social landscape. As I passed through the gates I looked at the giant windows that allowed to see the commons. As I entered I thought about what will happen if she chooses jack over me I lost many friends in my single minded pursuit of her love. When I thought about is I realized Abby and Jack were the only friends I still had. Now that possibility of not being chose is so close I realize I should have kept more of my relationships going instead of abandoning them to chase Abby.
I hurried to my class and the day went by in a blur until I lunch as was pushing my way through the crowd I noticed a space where everyone cleared. Looking over people heads I saw It was Abby and Jack. Getting closer I heard there conversation
“Jack I love you, will you go out with me”
As soon as I heard those word it felt as if my heart got hollowed out. I let the crowd push me forward and found a seat in the back of the cafeteria. I never really thought that she would choose anyone until I heard those words, I thought the happy times of the three of hanging out would never end. The rest of the I don’t remember I felt like a zombie that had no reason to live. It hit me again that I have no other friends, no one to comfort me and tell me there will be another girl for me. No friends to tell me she’s choosing the worseoption. I finally realized how stupid I was falling In love with a girl after a single day.
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The rest of the school day went by in a painful blur. I rushed to the train station to get home. Jack showed up and started talking to me
“Are you okay, in class you didn’t do an-“ he was saying till I cut him off.
“Why couldn’t you just let me win for once! When you were on the basketball team living my dream I was happy for you. I really was. But you decided to quit mid season to join the music club. Do you know what it feels like to see someone throw away your dream, it was like you spit in my face. But no, that’s not all you know plenty of girls like you, but no you have to go for the only girl I like!” Before he could respond I turned and ran. I don’t stop until I reached my house, I went in and straight to my room ignoring my mom’s questions.
Thinking I should have known jack is better looking than me and better at everything except piano. I realized the only thing going for me was my height. I took a second to breathe I realized I should apologize I grabbed my phone to see they both blocked me. I felt empty in side for the first time since tryouts. I layed there till I fell asleep. The next day I woke up got dressed I went to school. I didn’t even eat breakfast I just left. While I was walking to school I them holding hands and smiling all I could do was look down and keep walking. During my first period an emergency lockdown down was called. We all sat there confused the teacher said with a grim face
“Zombies are real”