I let out a snort of disgust, not at Lyra, but at myself. How easily I had underestimated her, blinded by my own arrogance. Her magic, though untamed and wild, was only a fraction of her true strength. And there I was, a fool, too consumed by my own self-loathing to see it. I had mocked her—no, I had mocked myself. After centuries of being twisted and hollowed out under Cazador’s thumb, I had become a snob, obsessed with power, measuring worth by strength alone. I had failed to realize that what I needed from her went far deeper than her magic.
Cazador’s abuse had shaped me into something less than human. Centuries of exploitation had stripped me of any sense of self, convincing me that my wants, my desires—my very existence—were meaningless. I had been reduced to a hollow shell, a puppet, at the mercy of a sadistic master who used me for his own cruel whims. My identity, my autonomy, had been nothing more than a distant dream, replaced by servitude and despair.
And then there was Lyra. The opposite of everything Cazador stood for. She didn’t coddle me, didn’t pity me, but instead did something far more profound—she believed in me. She saw the shattered pieces of my soul and still, she respected my autonomy. She gave me choices. Not the illusion of them, as Cazador had, but real, terrifying choices. The freedom to make my own path, no matter how flawed. And that freedom was as exhilarating as it was terrifying.
It wasn’t that I had always made the right choices—far from it. But Lyra never tried to control me. She let me stumble, let me fail, knowing that real freedom meant facing the consequences of my own decisions. And yet, despite my failures, despite my mistakes, her patience with me was boundless. She listened when I was ready to talk, accepted me for who I was, never judging, never trying to mold me into something I wasn’t. For the first time in what felt like eternity, someone saw me—truly saw me—not as a broken thing to be fixed, but as something worthy of care, imperfections and all.
It was that belief that set her apart. Where Cazador had sought to control, to strip me of my very essence, Lyra gave me the freedom to be, to choose—even if it meant choosing my own destruction. And in that freedom, I found something I hadn’t felt in centuries. A flicker of hope. A chance to be more than what I had been made into.
I grimaced as I stared at the tankard I had been absently twirling in my hands. Contemplating another sip of the abhorrent ale, I quickly decided against it—another mouthful was unthinkable. With a shudder, I set the vile concoction back on the table. If I was going to patiently wait for her to awaken, I needed a drink that wasn’t akin to kerosene.
Rising from my chair, I quietly opened the balcony doors. Lyra was still perfectly asleep in the massive four-poster bed. It was crafted from dark, sturdy wood, and draped with heavy, luxurious fabrics which were now a jumbled mess strewn mostly onto the floor, a testament to a night spent exploring each other and the passion that ignited us. Lyra had now turned onto her stomach, her uncovered back creating a gentle landscape of fair skin that caught the soft evening light. The lone sheet that remained was casually wrapped around her waist, with one leg peeking out invitingly. The sight of her, so peaceful and unguarded, nearly made me forget the atrocious drink I had just abandoned. Her beauty in the tender twilight was a far more potent and soothing balm than any ale could ever hope to be.
Leave her, I commanded myself with a grin, my thoughts briefly turning away from the splendor surrounding me. As I considered addressing my drink problem, I realized I needed a shirt to head down to the tavern. I scanned the room; Lyra had indeed chosen an exquisite place for us to stay—an ancient tabernacle beautifully transformed into a tavern. The room we rested in was a splendid chamber, dominated by its imposing stone architecture. High stone arches swept elegantly above, lending both grandeur and a palpable sense of history to our chamber. The walls themselves are adorned with rich tapestries depicting scenes of adventure and the vibrant surrounding landscapes, infusing the stern gray stones with life and color. The room is furnished with ornate wooden chests and intricately carved chairs. Large, leaded glass windows allowed natural light to flood in and offer a breathtaking view of the sprawling city below.
Complementing the natural light from the ornate windows, at the center of the room, was a large brazier hanging from the vaulted ceiling. Its flames cast a warm, flickering light across the stone walls, creating a dramatic backdrop for my unfortunate shirt. There it was, comically entangled in the chains above the brazier, looking like it had spent the night in a desperate battle for survival. With a final dramatic flourish, it surrendered to its fate and plummeted into the flames, turning my favorite silk shirt into expensive kindling.
"Gods damn it," I muttered, "I really liked that shirt." Near the entryway stood a large wooden cabinet, a beacon of hope for replacement attire. I quietly crossed the room and smoothly opened the cabinet doors. Inside, a collection of shirts awaited, each seemingly in competition to outdo the others in ugliness. With a mix of relief and dismay, I selected the least offensive option—a dubious honor for that shirt. I quickly donned it, eager to escape the fashion disaster I was now wearing. The sooner I could get downstairs, the quicker I could reunite with Lyra and rid myself of this cotton monstrosity.
Closing the wardrobe door swiftly but without a sound, I crept toward the exit of our room, making sure each step was as silent as the last. I was careful—too many times had a creaking floorboard, or a poorly placed foot betrayed me. As I reached the door, I eased it open, slipping into the hallway with the same quiet precision. Only once I was safely out did I allow myself the smallest sigh of relief.
I began my descent, navigating the winding flights of stairs that connected our room to the tavern below. The air grew warmer, the sound of distant music and chatter growing louder with each step. When I finally reached the bottom, I entered the transformed space of what had once been a sacred hall.
The tavern, now a bustling common room, had been born from the bones of an old sanctuary. Its high, vaulted ceilings soared above, supported by a line of towering columns, each one adorned with intricate carvings of gods and mythical beasts. These figures loomed over the revelry like silent sentinels, their ancient eyes watching the commotion unfold below. The lively hum of the room filled the space with life—the strum of lutes, the trill of pipes, the laughter of patrons mixing with the rhythmic clink of mugs.
To my left, what had once been the choir loft had been transformed into a secluded corner for more private gatherings. Plush seating lined the space, the heavy tapestries hanging from the walls softening the echoes of the festivities. The dim lighting made it a perfect hideaway for whispered conversations and quiet dealings.
Ahead of me, where the altar once stood in reverence, now lay the heart of the tavern—the bar. Crafted from the repurposed pews and pulpit, its polished wood gleamed under the dim lanterns, the surface worn smooth by the countless drinks served upon it. It stood as a symbol of the tavern’s rebirth—a place once devoted to the divine, now a sanctuary of a different kind, where spirits flowed freely, and laughter echoed through the night.
Approaching the barkeep, I placed my order: three carafes of Purple Dragon Blush. The anticipation of savoring a crisp and refined Cormyrian vintage instead of the harsh ale back in our room had my mouth watering.
Along with the wine, I ordered Lyra a plate brimming with an assortment of cured meats, cheeses, and fruits. Gale, our usual chef in camp, had mastered many complex dishes, but Lyra had a particular fondness for the simplicity and variety of finger foods. Elfsong Tavern offered a plate that Lyra cherished deeply. It featured an exquisite selection: pickled sunmelon that burst with tangy sweetness, moon drop grapes with their luscious, deeply sweet flavor, thinly sliced dried pork sausage with a robust, savory taste, creamy Waterdhavian cheese, crunchy almonds, and fluffy butter buns. The entire arrangement was decadently topped with a sinfully sweet fig jam and a generous drizzle of honey, creating a perfect harmony of flavors.
The barkeep raised an eyebrow at my substantial order, likely pondering how I planned to navigate three bottles of wine and a large plate of food back upstairs.
"I’ll manage just fine, thank you," I responded confidently before he could voice his concern, ready to enjoy the wine and get back to my Lyra. As I waited for my order, my gaze wandered over the crowd. The atmosphere was a poignant mix of celebration and mourning. Many patrons, survivors of the recent battle, gathered around tables, sharing cherished memories of friends who hadn't made it. Each tale seemed to fill a little of the void left behind.
My thoughts drifted to our companions, wondering where they might have wandered off to. After our battle with the Absolute, I had been forced to hastily retreat from the sunlight, which had become lethal again once the tadpole’s protection was gone. The moment the first rays touched my skin, fear surged through me—pure, unadulterated terror. The sun was no longer just an annoyance; it was a death sentence. I had hidden in the shadows, cursing my helplessness, until Lyra found me. She stayed by my side until the sun’s grip released, patiently watching over me until the danger passed.
Once it was safe, we made our way to the Elfsong Tavern, where the dim light and cool air offered sanctuary. The world outside seemed to blur into nothingness as we settled into the familiar surroundings. My worry for our companions vanished, my thoughts consumed by Lyra and the quiet celebration of our victory, the two of us momentarily lost in each other.
But that memory was abruptly shattered by the barkeep’s return. "Ahem," he cleared his throat pointedly, pulling me back to reality. I looked up, startled, and realized I had to juggle more than I’d bargained for. A bottle of wine under each arm, a third clutched precariously in my left hand, and somehow, with my right, I gathered Lyra’s assortment of food. It was a comical struggle, an awkward dance of trying to keep everything from toppling out of my grip.
As I made my way back to our room, each step felt like a trial in balance. I muttered a curse under my breath for not asking for help. How was I supposed to open the door without waking Lyra? She deserved her rest after everything we’d been through, and I wasn’t about to disturb her slumber with my clumsy fumbling.
Thankfully, as I approached the door, I spotted a small table nearby. Relief washed over me. Perfect for a temporary deposit. Gently, I placed everything down, freeing my hands and giving myself a moment to catch my breath. With a quiet sigh, I opened the door, hoping to slip back inside without a sound.
With the door finally open and out of the way, I gathered the precarious assortment of wine bottles and food once more, balancing the load as best I could. I stepped inside, the quiet of the room greeting me as I carefully maneuvered toward the balcony. Each step felt like a small victory, the weight of everything pressing down on me, but the promise of relief just ahead.
The moment I reached the balcony, I set everything down with a deep sigh of relief, the tension in my shoulders easing as the burden left my hands. The soft clink of the bottles and plates settling on the table was the sweetest sound I'd heard all evening. Finally, I could breathe again, thankful that I had managed to get everything inside without a disaster.
With a cheeky grin, I then proceeded to pour the offending ale from the tankard over the balcony—good riddance to that offensive ale. I doubt anyone would mourn its loss. Before I could enjoy my wine, I quietly moved to the balcony doors and closed them behind me. Returning to the table I gleefully pulled the cork from the first bottle of Dragon’s Blush. This fine wine needed a moment to breathe, and so did I, after suffering through that blasphemous ale.
As I waited for the wine to breathe, to unfurl and bloom into its richest, most succulent flavors, I sank deeper into my chair, letting the anticipation settle over me like a familiar cloak. My thoughts drifted back to those early days, just after I first encountered Lyra. While we searched for the goblin camp and the missing druid, it seemed that every step we took was met with some new and unexpected burst of her magic—wild and untamed, yet breathtaking in its beauty. Each battle was a symphony of chaos, her spells weaving through the air, unpredictable yet undeniably powerful.
But it wasn’t just her magic that shaped our journey. Lyra’s boundless compassion saw us gathering allies like lost orphans. At first, I had dismissed many of them as unnecessary burdens, odd companions who seemed out of place in the seriousness of our mission. But reflecting on it now, I realize how wrong I was. Each one, in their own peculiar way, was essential—each skill, each quirk, contributing to the victories we claimed.
In the end, they were all crucial, not just in our fight against the Absolute, but even in my personal war with Cazador. Lyra’s knack for bringing the most unusual souls together had proved invaluable, much like her magic—unexpected, unpredictable, but always just what we needed. And now, as I waited for the wine to reveal its full potential, I couldn’t help but think how much Lyra’s chaotic brilliance mirrored that process. It was only with time and patience that her true strength bloomed.
Weeks earlier…
As I woke in my tent that morning, the events of the previous night settled like a weight on my mind. My thoughts, once sluggish, began to sharpen, homing in on the revelations about Lyra. I had always treated the tale of Erevan’s mischief as a humorous fable, never once considering that the child from the story could be real. But now it was undeniable—Lyra, with her wild, erratic powers, was no mere sorcerer. She was the embodiment of that myth. And yet, she seemed blissfully unaware of the origins of her magic, even appearing to embrace it. In doing so, she unknowingly rejected her mother's desperate wish for perfection, while all she sought was the freedom to revel in the wonder of her untamed gifts.
The friar's warning from the tavern echoed in my mind. "Beware evoking the temptations of the Trickster, Erevan. For his ears are sharp to the sound of prideful boasts. Invite not his mischief lightly. Often harmless, yes—but always unpredictable. You may find yourself gifted with more than you bargained for, touched by his whimsical hand in ways you may not even understand."
One line stood out to me, resonating like a bell. "Touched by his whimsical hand in ways you may not even understand."
She didn’t know—she couldn’t possibly understand. Erevan, the trickster god, had made sure of that. His brand of mischief was never in the magic itself but in the concealment, the hidden hand behind the power. That was the cruel brilliance of it—Lyra had no idea she was touched by his chaotic influence. None of the lore I’d studied, no ancient text or whispered tale, offered any insight into what might happen if someone like Lyra uncovered the truth of her erratic gifts.
But… Gale might know.
The thought filled me with utter irritation. Gale, with his insufferable lectures, his endless superiority, was always quick to remind everyone how much more he knew. He was the last person I wanted to seek out, but this was too important to ignore. The uncertainty surrounding Lyra’s magic threatened to unravel everything I’d been working toward. I couldn’t afford to let my reluctance—or my pride—jeopardize that.
With a resigned sigh, I steeled myself mentally, preparing for the inevitable ordeal. I would have to endure Gale’s self-indulgent wizardry, his tiresome explanations that would no doubt come with layers of condescension. But information was vital, and if he held the answers, I would tolerate it. Still, it irked me more than I cared to admit.
With a newfound determination, I rose from my bedroll, pushing aside the tent flaps with cautious resolve. As I moved to step outside, I hesitated, my foot hovering over the threshold as the bright morning light spilled into the tent. For centuries, that light had been my enemy—a force of agony and death. Instinctively, I recoiled as the golden rays touched my skin, expecting the familiar burn, the searing pain of sunlight on undead flesh.
But there was none.
I stood there, frozen, my mind racing to catch up with the reality before me. Slowly, tentatively, I leaned forward, letting more of the sunlight wash over my face. It was warm, gentle, almost inviting. A sharp breath of crisp morning air filled my lungs—cool and fragrant, carrying with it the scent of dew and fresh earth. Dawn had a smell, I realized. The scent of new beginnings and life stirring awake. How long had it been since I’d experienced this? The night, once my only sanctuary, often left me feeling stale and hollow by its end, its silence oppressive.
But now, here I was, standing in the sunlight. It should have been exhilarating—this gift, this strange new freedom. And yet, a part of me held back, reluctant to fully embrace it. There was an unease lingering just beneath the surface, a deep-seated fear that this was temporary, that the sun could still turn on me in an instant. The hesitation remained, a shadow over the newfound light.
Still, I lingered in the doorway, unsure whether to step forward and bask in this unfamiliar warmth or retreat to the safety of the shadows I had known for so long. The sun was no longer my enemy, but I wasn’t ready to trust it yet.
"Gods!" I muttered under my breath, scolding myself. This was no time to cower in the shadows. I had things to do, and—unfortunately—a wizard to endure. Forcing myself to move, I stepped forward into the sunlight, the warmth wrapping around me. It was still unsettling, but I had to push the discomfort aside. Stretching slightly, I glanced around our camp, scanning for Gale.
But, of course, he was nowhere to be found. Typical. I stood there, my mind whirling with impatience as I pondered where he could possibly be hiding. My eyes flicked from tent to tree, but nothing. Frustration began to bubble up inside me, and just as I was about to curse his name under my breath, I nearly jumped when Lyra appeared beside me, her usual smirk playing at the corner of her lips.
“Looking for someone?” Her Cheshire cat grin and slightly flushed cheeks hinted at her delight from our conversation the night before.
"Ah, if it isn't my favorite travel companion," I replied with a sly grin. "Actually, I am looking for something... or someone, rather," I added, giving her a sweet gaze.
"Oh?" she responded, barely concealing her excitement.
"Yes, my dear, have you by any chance seen where our loquacious wizard has wandered off to?" I asked, watching her expression fall slightly.
"Um, I think he headed toward the river to clean some breakfast off his robes," she said, her tone flattening.
"Don't worry, darling, there's more than enough of me to go around," I quipped, realizing it was a bit of a gamble. It paid off, as Lyra's smile quickly returned.
"We'll see about that," she purred, striding away with a playful swagger.
The playful banter with Lyra had left me unexpectedly buoyant, her humor a perfect match for my teasing. But I needed to shake off the flirtatious distractions; it was time to seek out Gale by the river. As I approached, I found him meticulously dabbing at a stubborn stain on his robes.
“For the love of Mystra” he muttered to himself. Despite his delicate efforts, the stain only burrowed deeper into the fabric, and I couldn't suppress a snicker at his plight. Gale, startled by my sudden interruption, turned sharply. "Ah, Astarion, didn't see you there, my friend. I was, well, attempting to rid myself of this rather unsightly stain, and well... you can see that, can't you... Is there something you need?" His words, always wrapped in layers of verbose musings, made me briefly consider retreating.
But I pressed on, "I suppose there is no use in beating about the bush, time does not appear to be on our sides these days." Before he could launch into another monologue, I quickly added, "Lyra," but hesitated, unsure of how to continue. "Lyra," I reiterated, exhaling her name softly. "I wanted to ask you about her... unusual magic."
At this, Gale's demeanor shifted from frustration to excitement, his eyes sparkling with the prospect of delving into arcane lore. "Ah, yes, yes! I had wondered when someone from our little group of misadventures was going to notice more than just her 'unusual' magic. Don’t think for an instant I thought that was all you noticed, aside from her beauty, Astarion. Her green eye is rather captivating, is it not?" he mused, now fully primed for a lengthy discourse.
"In the seclusion of my tower in Waterdeep, the vast stretches of uninterrupted time allowed me to delve deeply into an array of lore, myths, and stories. My greatest joy was to settle into my plush chair by the crackling fire, with Tara, my Tressym, nestled beside me. Each new tome opened a world of enchantment, accompanied by a glass of Mermaid Whiskey, its contents gently resting on ice, poised to release its harmonious flavors across my palate...."
"Gale!" I interrupted, desperate to steer him back to the matter at hand.
"Ah, yes, sorry, Astarion, what is it you wish to know? I assume you have heard the parable. I could refresh your memory if it needs repeating..."
"No, no," I cut him off again, "I was curious," I paused, "if you knew what happened, if we maybe told her where her gifts came from?" Gale's face turned incredulous.
"Have you not heard the parable in its entirety? Oh, for the love of Mystra, does no one ever hunger for the entire story?” Gales sighed and began “In the twilight of this tale, let it be known that the mischievous Trickster, Erevan, whose delight in the capricious and unpredictable is boundless, set forth a peculiar decree. Those who, through folly or fortune, become the unwitting bearers of gifts bestowed by his whimsical hand, must remain forever ignorant of their origin. For should the truth of these gifts ever pass from the lips of one to the ears of another, the teller shall find themselves ensnared in the very fabric of Erevan's jest. They too shall receive the gifts, but unlike the original bearer who delights in serendipitous surprise, the teller shall shoulder the full weight of the prank's burdens. Thus, the cycle of trickery perpetuates, entwining both gifted and gifter in a dance of fate and folly, a vivid reminder that some truths, especially those touched by the hands of a Trickster, are best left unspoken.”
In response to Gale's lengthy discourse, I couldn't resist teasing him. "So, you're saying we should keep it to ourselves?"
Gale, not quite appreciating the humor, dryly retorted. "If you're eager to join her in chaos, Astarion, feel free to enlighten her—after we've dealt with our tadpole issue, of course."
"Fair point," I chuckled, appreciating the sharpness of his wit. With that, Gale gave up on his battle with the stain and returned to camp, leaving me to reflect on the layers of his tale. Realizing how vital Lyra was to my quest for freedom and how much I enjoyed not being a vessel for untamed magic, I knew I must keep her in the dark. Ensuring that she remained blissfully naive was essential for my plans to unfold without hindrance. The manipulations and schemes I would have to employ weighed on me, yet they were necessary. My freedom was at stake, and I would let nothing stand in the way.
Resolute in my decision, I made my way back to the group, where they were finishing their breakfast and poring over a map of the surrounding area. Lyra had acquired it from the druid grove, a gift from a Tiefling child grateful for our efforts to rescue Halsin. The child had insisted that the druid told the best stories, as if that were reason enough to wade through a goblin horde.
Lyra had already decided on our next course: westward, toward a toll house by the river, near the goblin camp itself. I could feel the impending doom already creeping over me. We clearly needed a solid plan before charging headlong into that mess, though I’d argue we needed a plan to avoid it altogether. As we huddled around the map, the Gith suggested we take the hills nearby to gain an aerial view, claiming it would give us a strategic vantage point.
I, of course, had other ideas. "It will take hours…. we should just not go" I muttered, my complaints about avoiding the goblin camp altogether falling on deaf ears. Not even one of them seemed to register my protests. They were all so bloody determined to thrust themselves into the throws of danger. What was it with these so-called heroes and their utter lack of self-preservation?
"What a lovely day, let's just waltz into a goblin horde, I hear they have splendid picnics. What could possibly go wrong?" I muttered, but Lyra’s eyes were already fixed on the map, her resolve unshakable. Gods help me, this determination of theirs was bound to get me killed.
Present day…
My delightful wine, having matured exquisitely under the caress of the night air, was now in full bloom. I eagerly anticipated savoring a glass of this sinfully delicious elixir, its lush flavors enriched and deepened by the serene twilight. I was in fact so eager to indulge in this sinfully delicious libation, the fact that I was drinking from a tankard did not dampen my spirits.
I grasped the tankard, a remarkably ornate silver mug that seemed too sophisticated for a mere tavern. This vessel, crafted with the artistry befitting a noble’s feast, was shaped like a crusader’s helm. Brass accents highlighted its form, wrapping around narrow eye slits and embellished with crosses, adding a touch of solemnity. The handle, resembling a piece of armor, was intricately woven from what appeared to be chainmail, curving into the shape of an ear. This tankard was not just a drinking vessel—it was a piece of art, elevating my wine tasting experience.
The complex flavors of the wine pirouetted across my palate, its smooth, silky warmth gliding effortlessly down my throat. This elegant wine demanded to be savored properly, not rushed through like the harsh ale I had endured for the past hour. Despite the temptation to gulp down the entire tankard in one go, I reminded myself of the wine’s sophistication and poured another glass, determined to appreciate each sip. Resolving to slow down, I likened my efforts to the times I had tried to temper Lyra's fervor, as she, much like the wine before me, seemed intent on consuming my attention entirely and swiftly.
With a mischievous smile dancing across my lips, I found myself again slipping back into fond memories of our first evening sequestered away from the world around us after the Absolute had fallen. My playfully annoyed girl, eager to dive back into our kiss that I had teasingly interrupted.
“Astarion...” she had frowned. I moved the hand that was cupping the side of her face quickly to her chin and tilted her face up to peer into my eyes.
“Yes, Darling?” I said firmly holding her in this moment. Lyra groaned with excitement like a deep sated desire was screaming to life in her body. She tried her hardest to pout, but I firmly cradled her face, gazing into her eyes with playful adoration.
"Mm, you're teasing me!" Lyra playfully grumbled, her pretend irritation failing to hide her amusement. Her feigned displeasure only made me want to keep my gaze on her even longer. It was, however, becoming more difficult to hold her in this moment, as I was quickly longing to have her lips pressed against mine again.
Slyly I answered her “Is there something you want to talk about, my dear?” Lyra flashed me an impish grin, like a cat poised to pounce on an unsuspecting mouse.
“Well, now that you've brought it up, I was actually hoping to delve into the utterly absurd idea of employing Flumphs to spark economic improvements, shall we adjourn to the balcony to discuss?” Lyra began to pull away from me, determined to head for the balcony. With no intention of letting her reach the balcony, I caught her wrists and pulled her back into me.
Lovingly, I wrapped her arms behind my head and gracefully traced my hands back to her shoulders bringing them down to rest at the center of her back. As I drew her in, I pressed my forehead gently against hers, enveloping her in a tender embrace, seeking closeness in every possible way.
“Gods, you’re beautiful,” I sighed breathing her in. Lyra smiled coyly knowing she had won. She moved her hands upwards from my neck and weaved her fingers through my hair. With a gentle tug Lyra lifted my head from hers and pulled me to her lips renewing the passion between us. An eternity would never suffice to savor the exquisite beauty of being lost in her kisses. I moved one hand from her back and began to absently run my fingers through the lacing at the bottom of her coreset again. This time I gently pulled one strand from its hook before I stopped to slowly run my hand under the satin of the coreset caressing her silky skin beneath. Lyra broke our kiss and pulled away quickly, I grinned and stepped toward her.
She held up a cautionary finger, "Time for me to take control... darling." Before I could utter a word, Lyra muttered a swift spell, "animates vestimenta sua!" I tensed, a flash of panic igniting within me, but it quickly fizzled out—no eerie green glow from her.
Exhaling the breath I hadn't realized I was holding, I quipped, "Wait, did you just try to animate my clothes?" I chuckled. Before Lyra could respond, my shirt began to wriggle. My arms jolted upwards involuntarily, and I struggled to lower them, but the shirt was having none of it. It yanked itself up, blinding me with its hem. Meanwhile, my shoes, now possessed with a life of their own, decided it was their turn for mischief, tying their laces together in a clumsy knot.
This unexpected uprising spurred my pants into action, and as they attempted their escape, I found myself staggering backward, tripping over my conjoined shoes, and landing with a thud on the bed behind me.
"Gods damn it," I laughed amidst the attack. The newly liberated rebels that were once my clothes seized control. My shirt, determined to ensure I remained blind and helpless, kept my arms and eyes covered while my shoes deftly untangled themselves and scampered off under the bed. My river-damp pants, slightly more sluggish due to their wet fabric, wrestled their way down my legs. After a brief tussle, they achieved their freedom and darted towards the bathroom, clearly not as brave as they pretended, fleeing as if chased by ghosts.
Once my shirt confirmed the successful retreat of its comrades, it slid off my arms and vanished into the room's shadows. Lyra, barely containing her laughter at my predicament, managed to get out, "Don't worry, it'll wear off... eventually." Lyra's laughter filled the air as I rose from the bed and swept her into my arms lifting her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist still giggling at me.
“Lesson learned, little love” I smiled at her. This time when I brought my lips to hers, I knew I wouldn’t let go. I carried her to our shared bed and placed her gently down on her back, never breaking our kiss. Gods, how deeply I loved her. Her unpredictable, charismatic nature captivated me completely, and she was mine—for now. The fear of losing her gnawed at me incessantly. Our relationship, initially built on manipulation, lacked a solid foundation, and I worried whether it would hold. In the beginning, manipulation was all I knew.
Weeks earlier…
Our little band of adventurers had barely left camp and crossed the river to the west when Lyra decided to expand our troupe yet again. As if accumulating stray people wasn't enough, she now found a literal stray—a snow-white dog whimpering beside its deceased owner. The collar had some name like Scritch or Scratch. At this rate, Lyra was on track to amass an entire army of misfits by the time we reached the goblin camp.
My annoyance peaked when, shortly after begrudgingly accepting the dog into our ranks, we encountered a Tiefling. Covered in blood and quite literally on fire, Karlach was a recent survivor of a clash with some sanctimonious Paladins of Tyr and was also afflicted with a tadpole. Lyra, ever the enthusiast for oddities, eagerly welcomed her into our fold.
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"Great," I quipped sarcastically, "You want to just team up with a blood-stained killer... because I’m fine with that." Lyra just chuckled in response to my irritation.
The stipulation for her joining us was that she wanted our help to exact revenge on the Paladins holed up at the toll house. What is it with these people and their incessant need to embark on heroic quests? From the determined look on Lyra’s face, I knew there wasn’t even a sliver of chance to debate not assisting our latest addition. The sun had barely risen, and here I was, already being dragged into potential chaos, all thanks to the possibility of these Paladins being less than welcoming.
Approaching the toll house, I hardly expected the tomfoolery that unfolded. As soon as we arrived, Karlach kicked in the door, startling two Paladins who were deeply engrossed in a map laid out on a desk. What ensued was an argument so dizzying it could rival a heated ping-pong match: Karlach hurling accusations of allegiance to the archdevil Zariel, with the Paladins volleying back denials.
"Yes, you are, no we're not," until the Paladins finally exploded, "Enough! Enough. No more of this charade. Karlach, you are coming home to Zariel." At this, Karlach’s fury erupted.
"Avernus was never my home! And I am never going back!" she bellowed. As one Paladin reached for his sword, possibly regretting his choice of words, Lyra swiftly cast a Ray of Frost to slow him down, which was immediately followed by an ominous green glow and then a Confusion spell that, unfortunately, she cast on herself.
Suddenly, Lyra was enveloped in a fog, wandering aimlessly around the room, rambling about bunnies, a missing frying pan and carrots that could not carry a tune. She stumbled into furniture, overturning a chair, adding to the surreal scene. The battle halted, everyone pausing to process the absurdity as Lyra continued her confused soliloquy.
“One serene spring morning, Old Man Jenkins, the village baker, discovered his beloved cast-iron skillet was missing. ‘Blimey! Where's me skillet?’ he cried, bewildered. As he paced his kitchen, a strange melody floated through his window—a chorus of carrots singing sorrowfully, and quite off-key, about their fear of being fried.”
Amidst the mayhem, Karlach shot me a bewildered glance and muttered, "What in the actual fuck?" I could only shrug, taking advantage of the stunned Paladin's distraction to dispatch him swiftly. The room’s spell of confusion broke, and the skirmish resumed. Karlach made quick work of the Paladin still sluggish from the frost, while Gale and I tackled the remaining Paladin, who had chosen a rather inopportune moment to emerge from the storeroom.
I hurriedly shuffled Lyra out of the room as Karlach, in her fury, turned it into a battlefield of destruction. Every fiery swipe of her arms only added to the annihilation—what I did not need in this moment was Lyra stumbling into the blaze.
"Gods, what a catastrophe," I muttered under my breath. As the room burned and crumbled around us, I couldn't help but question the wisdom of our alliance. True, Lyra’s frost bolt had been perfectly timed, potentially saving the day, but at what cost? The uncontrollable magic pulsing through her veins prevented the fight from ending swiftly. I made a mental note to keep a closer eye on her in combat, pondering if there might be a pattern or trigger to her volatile powers. Could understanding her unpredictable magic be the key to mastering this alliance, or was I merely inviting disaster?
Karlach eventually regained her composure and joined us outside. By then, Lyra had snapped out of her daze, surveying the havoc wrought by her untamed magic mingled with Karlach’s tempestuous fury.
She exhaled a deep sigh and murmured, “I just don’t understand.”
“You and me both, sister,” Karlach chuckled, shaking her head in bewilderment. “What in the nine hells was all that about? I mean, the frost bolt was wicked, no arguments there, mate, but the green light, and carrots?” Her laughter echoed amidst the ruins. Lyra, cheeks tinged with a shade of mortification, glanced up at Karlach, catching her eye. It was then that Karlach really noticed the peculiar green swirl in Lyra’s gaze.
“Whoa... cool eye, mate!” she exclaimed, her curiosity piqued. “Wait a tick…” Karlach began, her thoughts clearly tumbling into a deeper inquiry. At that precise moment, Gale interjected with his customary verbosity.
“Ah, Karlach, would you be so kind as to assist this weary wizard in searching for any magical remnants left behind?” His tone was gentle yet insistent.
“Sure, mate, but I wanted to ask…” Karlach tried to continue, only to be swiftly cut off by Gale.
“About my prowess in combat, you mean. Why, thank you for noticing. You see, I’ve extensively studied Theskin battle tactics, and I’m eager to share some fascinating insights with you, if you’ll just accompany me.” Gale steered a puzzled Karlach back towards the charred remnants of the building, effectively diverting her from probing any further into the mysteries of Erevan’s gift. Dealing with a wild sorcerer was one thing, but an unhinged barbarian? That was a scenario I was keen to avoid.
As we trudged toward the hills encircling the goblin camp, the supposed simplicity of our mission quickly soured. Our path was obstructed by an encounter with a troupe of bards holed up in a cave, desperately fending off a ravenous pack of gnolls with dwindling supplies of Alchemical Fire and poorly sung music. I argued fervently for us to continue our way—Gods know the last thing we needed was another confused musical diversion. Yet, as if struck by a sudden bout of selective deafness, my companions ignored my pleas. With exasperating predictability, they charged headlong into the fray, leaving me to mutter curses under my breath. I braced myself for yet another unnecessary battle, my irritation mounting at their ceaseless appetite for heroic antics.
To my surprise, Lyra was nothing short of spectacular in the skirmish. Her spells not only hit their marks but were executed with such precision and grace that it was akin to a masterful ballet unfolding before my eyes. She was truly mesmerizing, and the gnolls fell swiftly under our coordinated assault freeing the bards from what surely would have been their tomb.
Reflecting on the day's events, I acknowledged the fatigue setting in from the continuous battles—it seemed these exertions stoked a deeper hunger within me. I would need to feed again sooner than I anticipated. My musings were interrupted by Lyra's concerned voice.
"Astarion, are you okay?"
"Hmm, oh yes, my dear," I responded with a hint of flirtation, "I was just thinking of a soft bedroll in my future." The blush that spread across her cheeks was the confirmation I needed; my flirtations were hitting the mark.
"Are you sure your bedroll is all you are hungering for?" she teased, a playful challenge in her tone. My eyebrows raised in intrigue, but before I could reply, she hastily added, "I... just haven't seen you eat... I mean." Her cheeks remained tinted with red, betraying her jest as only half-hearted. I offered her a knowing grin.
"I am a man of tremendous appetites, my dear. Rest assured I am rarely left wanting." Her sly smile in response as she walked away to rejoin the others was all the evidence I needed. My charm was working precisely as planned. She was indeed falling right into the intricate web I had woven. She was exactly where I wanted her.
Upon returning to camp, we gathered our companions to discuss our findings. We discovered an abandoned village strategically situated between the goblin camp and our current position. The optimal route to the town passed through a wetland, which, despite the challenging terrain, offered us a significant tactical advantage. The goblins seemed to be using the decaying village to control access to their camp, which was nestled in the ruins of an old temple dedicated to Seluna. We crafted a plan to advance through the wetland at dawn, aiming to reach the village by dusk.
By catching the goblins off guard, we could swiftly take control of the village and gain a crucial foothold closer to their camp. I volunteered to take the night watch, seizing the opportunity to feed once everyone was asleep. As I made the offer, I noticed Lyra scrutinizing me, her expression shifting as if she had uncovered something. Her eyes widened, and for a moment, panic surged within me—I feared I had been exposed. But just as quickly, she composed herself, her demeanor changing entirely as she smiled at me.
"Thank you, Astarion, enjoy your evening," she said with a casual air.
I returned her smile, still calculating her thoughts, and replied, "Sweet dreams." The question lingered in my mind: how much longer could I conceal my vampiric nature?
Present Day…
The evening breeze gently swayed through my hair as I sat on our balcony, inhaling its inviting scent, and exhaling with contentment. I put my feet up on the chair opposite me, feeling the cool air embrace me in a soothing, tranquil rhythm. The gentle night air was like a soft whisper, calming and serene, inviting me to relax and unwind in its embrace. I sipped on my wine, reveling in its inviting and decadent flavors. Each sip was a lavish indulgence, filling my senses with rich notes of dark berries and a hint of pepper, leaving a lingering warmth.
A small smile formed on my lips as the velvety liquid caressed my palate, its opulence a tantalizing escape. It was surprisingly reminiscent of the way Lyra made me feel at the beginning of our relationship—intoxicating and luxurious—despite being blinded by my manipulations. My smile faded slightly, replaced by a deep sense of regret. How could I have been so blind? I sneered at myself. Self-preservation and 200 years of pure shit seemed like a reasonable excuse, but at what cost? I was gripped by a sudden, paralyzing fear that Lyra might wake and walk out the door.
Desperation clawed at me, an icy dread that she would leave and never come back. The thought of losing her filled me with an unbearable anxiety, a deep, gnawing terror that refused to let go. The tadpole, though an abomination, had allowed me to see into her thoughts. Without it, I was blind, and that plunged me deeper into the developing fear of the unknown taking up residence in my heart. The uncertainty of not knowing her thoughts or feelings frightened me, leaving me vulnerable and filled with dread.
With the Absolute destroyed and Cazador banished into permanent oblivion, his very essence erased from existence, a sense of eerie finality hung in the air. Cazador's menacing presence was no longer a shadow over our lives, his evil forever vanquished, dissolved into nothingness, a far better fate than he deserved. What reason did she have to stay with me now? I had used my guile and cunningness to charm her, to manipulate her. The worst part was that I didn't have to. I was so consumed by fear that I failed to see the genuine love and trust I had right in front of me.
My regret was overwhelming, knowing that my deceit was unnecessary and could have driven a wedge between us. I breathed out a troubled sigh and unceremoniously guzzled down the rest of the wine in my tankard. As I peered into the empty vessel, frustration surged through me. I growled at myself, angered by my careless treatment of both the exquisite wine and Lyra. The reckless disregard for something so refined mirrored my mistreatment of her, and I was left grappling with the weight of my own failures.
I set the tankard down hard on the table and poured more of the silky wine until it was almost full to the brim. I stared at the wine, my heart aching with a soul-crushing heartbreak that felt almost physical. In this moment the rich, crimson liquid mirrored the depths of my sorrow, each drop, a reminder of the pain that consumed me. As if a divine hand had directed my gaze, I looked up at the window before my table. Through the ornate stained glass, I beheld Lyra in peaceful slumber.
Instantly, the shadows enveloping me began to dissipate. Such was the power of this serene soul, to rescue me from my own depths even as she slept tranquilly. Despite my fears that she might manipulate, abandon, or wound me, deep down I knew her character and love were far too profound to allow such things. And yet, I found myself battling these inner demons once again. Shaking my head, I reminded myself of Lyra's proven trustworthiness. Indeed, she had offered and demonstrated her trust in the wetlands, supporting me at a time when I needed it more than she could ever realize.
Weeks earlier…
I emerged from my morning meditation to find Lyra engaged in a playful game of fetch with our new furry friend. Her laughter was contagious, and I couldn't help but watch her with a smile.
"Good morning, Astarion," she greeted, catching me staring.
"Morning, yes, but I have yet to see what is good about it," I teased, testing her spirits. Undeterred, she laughed, her eyes sparkling with mischief.
"Do you always start the day this grumpy?" she asked, her giggle tinged with flirtation. Grinning, I played along.
"Only when no one has yet complimented my dazzling beauty in comparison to the sunrise," I retorted smoothly.
"Oh, Astarion," she laughed, shaking her head. "Is that all you want? A bit of shallow praise?" My smile broadened.
"Hardly. There’s gold, sex, revenge— quite the list really but failing any of those I will always settle for shallow praise, Darling."
Matching my grin with her own, Lyra teased, "Well, we'd better get going then. Who knows, we might stumble upon something on the road to brighten your day.” Our banter flowed effortlessly, and I couldn't resist another quip.
"You’re quite the Cheeky little pup, aren’t you?" I purred. Her cheeks tinted with a blush, clearly hinting at which of my playful suggestions was on her mind.
The rest of the morning dragged on drearily as we slogged through a morass of mud and indistinct slime. What appeared to be a manageable wetland was a fetid swamp, cursed by some vile enchantment. It was a nightmarish landscape, reeking of decay, dotted with foul-smelling geysers spewing noxious fluids, and swarming with relentless midges. Traps lay hidden beneath the murky waters, adding to our misery. Exhaustion and disgust mounted with every step—gods how I longed for just one damn day without being drenched in grime, reeking like the backside of a hellboar. As we trudged through the thick muck in search of an escape from this nightmarish landscape, Lyra spotted someone camped on a ridge.
"Maybe they know a way out of this, umm..." she began, her nose wrinkling in disgust.
"Shit?" I interjected, unable to resist defining the vile substance underfoot.
"Actually, yes," Gale agreed, looking down at his boots sunk deep into the ooze. "Shit is precisely the right word for what I'm standing in," he said, his face contorted with revulsion as he surveyed the grim, swampy expanse around us.
Eager to leave the sight of Gale's ruined boots behind, we made our way toward the camp, hopeful for the welcoming aroma of a campfire. Yet, our expectations quickly soured as an even fouler stench assaulted our senses. It was bewildering how the odors emanating from the camp could surpass the putrid swamp air, but they did, and in the most undesirable way. With my nose crinkled and breath held, I watched the man tending to the fire, wondering how he could withstand such repugnant smells.
He was an older figure, his face a vivid map of his life's battles. Each line and scar etched into his weathered skin seemed to tell a story of encounters with monsters both literal and metaphorical. His eyes, dark and deep, held a spark that contrasted with his rugged exterior, suggesting a spirit that had not been dampened by the hardships he faced. His hands, rough and seasoned from years of survival, moved deftly as he managed the flames, a dance of flickering light illuminating his features. His attire, a mix of worn fabrics and colorful patches, hinted at a life of travel.
As we approached his camp, the man looked up and greeted us warmly. "Ahh, visitors!" His expression changed as he noticed our discomfort. "Ahh yes, forgive the aroma. Powdered iron vine. Keeps the monsters at bay—they think twice before making a meal of me."
Gods, he was proud of the pungent smell. In that moment, I grasped the full significance of his words. This man was a Gurr—a renowned monster hunter. Gurrs are so adept at their craft that their ruthless methods are often overlooked in favor of their unmatched skills in eliminating threats. A wave of panic washed over me. Could Cazador have dispatched this bloody beast after me? It would be just like him to relish the irony of hunting one monster with another.
I was determined to take control of the situation. Stepping forward with a sideways glance, I remarked disdainfully, "You're a monster hunter, and here I was thinking all Gurr were just vagrant cutthroats."
"Who or what is a Gurr?" Lyra interjected, her brows furrowed in confusion at both my tone and the man's identity.
The man chuckled lightly, responding with a mix of jest and pride, "Careful, miss. According to tales, we'll steal your daughters and kill your crops if you let us." His smile broadened. "No, we're simple folk who just happen to hunt monsters." I scoffed at his explanation.
"Oh yes, and what terrifying monster are you hunting here? Boar? Deer? Kobolds?" I sneered, my voice dripping with sarcasm. His demeanor shifted to something more serious.
"Actually, I'm hunting a vampire spawn. I fear it has gone to ground with the daylight. I was hoping the Hag of this swamp could help me flush him out, if I can afford her blood price."
Suppressing the revulsion that surged within me, I managed, "A vampire spawn, here? Really? And what exactly do you plan to do with this so-called spawn, kill them?" Lyra watched me, her silence giving me room to navigate this dialogue, albeit clumsily.
"No," the Gurr corrected firmly, "I need to capture him." Surprised, I scrutinized him.
"Capture? Why capture?"
Before I could probe further, Gale interjected with an air of incredulity, "Permit me to clarify, you're inquiring of a monster hunter—a dedicated practitioner in the field of subduing formidable creatures—precisely why he intends to capture, rather than exterminate, a monster?"
Lyra then chimed in, "Yes, why capture and not kill? A vampire spawn seems like it would be quite dangerous, liable to rip your throat out if it got the chance." I glanced at Lyra, appreciative of her timely interjection that guided the conversation back on track. She was clearly assisting me, but unraveling her motives would have to be shelved for another time.
Meanwhile, Gale returned to fussing over his footwear, leaving the substantive dialogue to us. The Gur spoke with a sense of urgency, "I am on a sacred mission, entrusted by the leader of my tribe to bring this monster back to Baldur's Gate. The last time this beast struck our camp, it took our children with it. We are desperate to discover their fate." My muscles tensed as the conversation deepened, a sense of urgency washing over me. It was critical to end this interaction quickly; I couldn't risk this Gur prying further, potentially uncovering secrets I wasn't ready to reveal. Without further deliberation, I took decisive action.
Stepping forward, my voice steady, I distracted him with my words as my right hand discreetly slid behind my back, fingers curling around the handle of my dagger. "You know," I began, a sharp edge to my tone, "I've had dealings with your kind before, and let's just say, they didn't end well!" I lunged at the Gur driving my dagger deep into his left eye, the blade stopping when the hilt met the socket. He crumpled to the ground, and my companions stood in shocked silence, their mouths agape at the suddenness and severity of my actions.
With no hint of remorse, I retrieved my dagger and nonchalantly wiped the blade clean on the now deceased gur’s shirt. Lyra glanced at our companions, who were still reeling from the abrupt turn of events. She was the first to break the silence, subtly shielding my actions with a hint of understanding in her tone.
"That bad?" she asked, her voice cutting through the tension.
“That bad," I growled back, my expression hardened. "Now let's go," I commanded, eager to move away from the scene. "Before anyone else falls for his lies. You can thank me later for saving you." Reluctant to challenge me further, our group pressed on deeper into the swamp, aware that darkness would soon envelop us.
As evening approached, the necessity to set up camp loomed over us. Luckily, our fortunes shifted; we found an escape from the relentless bog, emerging into a serene clearing by the river, with the shadowy outline of the blighted village visible not too far in the distance. It was a relief to finally have a place to rest. Here, by the gentle river, I could cleanse myself of the day's grueling events and the clinging, foul odors that had permeated every moment. The sound of flowing water promised a refreshing escape and a momentary reprieve from our arduous journey.
As Gale busied himself with constructing a robust campfire to cook our meal, the rest of our party began organizing the campsite. I decided to take a moment to myself, deferring the setting up of my tent until after I had a chance to wash away the grime and stress of the day in the nearby river. This solitary time was crucial for reflecting on my actions and strategizing my next moves. My abrupt intervention against the Gur had been risky, and I was acutely aware of the precarious balance I was maintaining. The fear that my true nature as a spawn might be uncovered loomed large; such a revelation could easily turn fatal if my companions chose to act on it. Each moment was a calculation, a step on a tightrope where the smallest slip could unravel everything.
I stumbled upon a delightfully deep pool just a short walk from our camp. Stripping down, I submerged my clothes in the water, scrubbing them vigorously, yet the persistent stench seemed immune to my efforts. That's when the realization hit me—it wasn't just the clothes; it was me. I quickly gave up on my laundry attempt, hanging the garments on a nearby branch, and turned my attention back to the river.
Wading out until the water reached my waist, I took a deep breath and dove into the cool, clean embrace of the river. I swam vigorously under the surface, as if I could physically escape the grime and misery of the day. It felt like I was outrunning my troubles with every stroke. After several seconds, when I felt sufficiently distanced from the burdens I left behind, I surfaced, leaning back into the water to float under the moonlight.
There, in the tranquil embrace of the river, my mind began to clear, allowing me to think more lucidly about my plans. The gentle lapping of the water against my skin washed away the day's despair, offering a moment of peace and a chance to regroup.
I found myself deeply puzzled by Lyra's actions. Known for her compassion towards others, she had unexpectedly supported my drastic measure against the Gur. Her backing not only surprised me but also appeared to mollify the others, preventing any immediate backlash. There were no angry mobs with torches and pitchforks coming for me. Her reaction affirmed that aligning with her was the correct decision. She was proving to be an invaluable ally. Moving forward, I knew I had to tread carefully, taking pains to ensure that my actions hadn't caused irreversible harm to our dynamics.
The memory of her earlier flirtations brought a sly smile to my face; it was clear she was taken with me. Once I confirmed her trust remained intact, I planned to deepen our connection, skillfully weaving a web of seduction around her. If she succumbed to my charms, I was convinced she would shield me from any threat. I relished the thought, confident in my ability to manipulate her affections. The task was simple: make her fall for me while carefully guarding my own heart. My grin widened as I reflected on my past under Cazador's ruthless command. I had mastered the art of seduction, luring countless victims into his palace of deceit and death. This would be no different.
I chuckled, a cold satisfaction welling up within me. For the first time in countless lifetimes, I finally had a clear plan, a cunning strategy no one would thwart. The initial phase was already in motion: securing powerful allies who could shield and empower me. The subsequent steps would be more intricate, but I was confident in my ability to navigate them. And when everything was in place, Cazador would regret the day he ensnared me in his vile grip. My vengeance would be thorough, stripping him of everything he held dear and ushering him into obliteration, a fitting recompense for the agony and misery he had inflicted upon me.
As I floated in the tranquil waters of the pool, a sudden sense hinted at another's presence. I quickly turned in the water, looking back toward the shore. There Lyra sat, her figure illuminated softly by the moonlight. She perched on the small pebbles at the water's edge, her feet dipped in the water, the calm river gently brushing against her ankles. She appeared ethereal, a vision in her black silk robes, which were exquisitely embroidered with golden threads. Her sleeves draped elegantly off her bare, smooth shoulders, enhancing her delicate appearance. Gold bracelets adorned her wrists, and a belt made of gold coins loosely encircled her waist, adding a touch of regal splendor to her attire. Strips of black silk flowed around her hips, moving as if to celebrate her very presence. A sigh of relief escaped me—I would have my chance to confirm her allegiance sooner rather than later. Her calm presence on the shore was reassuring.
I swam back toward the shore with a sense of purpose, each stroke bringing me closer to Lyra. As I approached, I caught her gaze fixed on me, her eyes tracing the water as it streamed off my body, catching the moon's silver light. She seemed captivated by each droplet gliding over my skin, as it returned to the river. Reaching the shallows, I stood and ran a hand through my hair, sending another rush of water cascading back into the flow. A quick shake of my head fluffed my hair back into place. Meeting her gaze as I fully emerged from the water, I noticed the intensity in her eyes—a mixture of admiration and intrigue. Holding her stare, I flashed a knowing grin and asked, "Hello, darling. What can I do for you?"
Lyra hesitated for a moment, her eyes lingering on me with a hunger that betrayed her feelings. Realizing her gaze, she quickly averted her eyes and blushed, momentarily flustered. "I...I...ahh," she stuttered, then shook her head as if to chastise herself for revealing too much. Regaining her composure, she said more confidently, "I wanted to talk to you." I settled beside her on the pebbles.
"Are you sure all you want to do is talk?" I teased, lightening the mood. She gave a small chuckle at my forwardness, but her expression soon turned serious again.
"Yes, talk," she affirmed, though her voice faltered, as if she were trying to persuade herself more than me.
"Very well, if you insist," I sighed, playing along. "What would you like to talk about?" I braced myself for her to confront me about the Gur, mentally rehearsing my justifications. Yet, surprisingly, she took a different approach, her voice soft and her eyes gentle.
"Astarion, you know you can confide in me. Are you sure you have nothing to tell me?" Her question caught me off guard. I studied her—her posture, her earnest expression. I tilted my head, puzzled. She returned my gaze with a look of deep concern, a silent acknowledgment that she knew something. It dawned on me then: she knew all along. She knew not just about the Gur and his quarry but about what I truly was. She had known I was a spawn, and yet, she had kept this secret close, never exposing me to others. The realization struck me powerfully; she had been my steadfast protector all this time, guarding a truth that could endanger us both.
"You knew my secret, and you didn't tell anyone. Why?" I blurted out, unable to contain the turmoil swirling within me. I couldn't grasp why she would choose to protect me in such a way. "You covered for me when I was hunting, didn't you? You knew what I was and still, you trusted me... to not harm you or the others... Why? Why didn't you say anything?" I pressed, my voice thick with confusion and desperation. I studied her face intently, searching for any hint that might unravel the mystery of her loyalty. Lyra paused, a gentle silence hanging between us as she seemed to understand that I was struggling to find the answers on my own.
Finally, when the weight of my gaze did not waver, she responded in a hushed, earnest whisper, "It wasn’t my secret to tell, Astarion."
Regaining my composure was crucial; I had to refocus on my objective—to charm her. I flashed her a sly grin, "Well, well, you are full of surprises, aren't you?" Lyra seemed to hesitate, as if there was more, she wanted to say but was unsure how to proceed or whether she should at all. I held her gaze, a silent invitation for her to continue freely.
“Is it true that your," she paused, searching for the right words, then pressed on, "diet... matters?" This was an intriguing question. Indeed, our choice of blood could enhance our abilities, yet Cazador had restricted me to the basest of sustenance—diseased rats and vile bugs. Hunting in the forest, tasting the rich blood of wild boar, had invigorated me in ways I hadn't known possible, sharpening my prowess the next morning. As I considered her query, my eyes drifted back to Lyra. The thought of what feeding on an elf might entail was tantalizing. I imagined that drawing from her would be like savoring the finest wine—complex, with a chaotic blend of flavors that somehow melded perfectly. The mere thought made me salivate, the prospect of her taste igniting a hunger within me that was hard to contain.
If I navigated this conversation carefully, I might just validate my suspicions about how she would taste. I gazed at Lyra with a mix of allure and solemnity. "It truly does matter, darling. Cazador, my former master, never permitted us to feed on anything civilized. Being forced to comply with his wishes, his choice to keep us malnourished was merely another form of torment," I explained, my voice tinged with the pain of remembrance. Lyra watched me, a trace of concern etching her features. "Cazador was adept at cruelty. He would send me into the streets to lure the most innocent I could find back to his lair. When it was time for him to feast, he'd ask if I wished to join. If I said yes, my reward was a dead, putrid rat. If I dared refuse, I faced flaying. It's hard to say which was worse." Her eyes conveyed a deep sadness.
"I'm sorry, Astarion, that sounds truly unspeakable." I tilted my head and offered her a small smile, trying to ease the heavy atmosphere.
"Thank you, darling, but I'm not seeking sympathy." She managed to give me a supportive smile in return, bolstering my courage. Seizing the moment, I ventured further. "Do you trust me?" I asked, watching her carefully.
She appeared momentarily taken aback, then, after a pause that seemed filled with reflection, she replied, "Yes, I actually do trust you."
Encouraged, I continued, my voice lower, hesitating as the words left my lips, "Do you think you could trust me enough to allow me a taste of your blood? Just a little." I waited anxiously for her response, a flicker of panic at the risk I'd taken brushing through me. Lyra exhaled slowly, locking eyes with me, her gaze intense yet not unkind.
"If I say yes, you will stop," she stated clearly, pausing to emphasize her next words, "Do not make me drive a stake through your heart." Her seriousness underscored the gravity of her consent; trusting a vampire spawn to feed was an objectively stupid thing to do.
The prospect of tasting Lyra was intoxicating, and despite my internal uncertainty about stopping, I was determined to persuade her of my restraint. "Ahh, yes, I will be as gentle as a babe, on my honor," I assured her, raising my hand as if taking an oath. Lyra examined my expression intently, searching for sincerity. When she seemed convinced, she slowly reclined back onto the pebbles.
Positioning myself beside her, I lay on my side, locking eyes with her for a moment to seek further consent. She offered a nervous smile and a subtle nod. Gently, I caressed the side of her face, my fingers tracing her jawline before weaving through her hair to cradle the back of her neck. I tenderly turned her head to the side, then slowly ran my nose along her jawline to her neck, where I lingered, breathing lightly against her skin. Lyra swallowed, a silent signal of her readiness.
That was all the invitation I needed. I sank my fangs smoothly into her tender skin, drinking in the rush of her essence. She was exquisite, her taste complex and vibrant—a robust, almost smoky flavor with the sweet undertone of moon drop grapes. The seduction of her taste was akin to savoring a fine wine, each note unfolding luxuriously, enveloping me in its depth. As I savored the taste, the idea of stopping seemed almost unthinkable; she was simply too delectable to put aside.
Even centuries after the incident, the memory of being bitten by a vampire was seared into my mind, vivid and chilling. When my fangs pierced Lyra’s neck, the sensation for her must have been like ice slicing through her veins. She tensed, a natural reaction to the sharp pain and the overwhelming discomfort of that moment. Despite her suffering, I couldn't bring myself to stop; her blood was like ambrosia, a sacred elixir I had been denied my entire existence. I pulled her closer, wrapping my arm around her in a tight embrace. As I offered this small gesture of comfort, Lyra’s body gradually relaxed, and she surrendered to the experience, allowing me to continue.
As I savored each sip, time itself seemed to grind to a halt. This moment was captured, suspended in a timeless bubble, and I felt no rush to set the clock moving again. She was a masterful expression of balance and complexity. The flavors that danced on my tongue were sophisticated, exquisite, and irresistibly compelling. With each taste, I discovered delicate traces of ripe cherries and deep, dark berries, all intertwined beautifully with a whisper of vanilla. This initial sweetness was soon complemented by a warm, peppery surge that washed over my palate, offering a thrilling contrast that heightened the experience.
Lyra lifted her hand, gliding smoothly from my waist upwards to my chest. Her fingers were slightly curled as her hand came to rest gently on my chest, palm down, and settling just over my heart with a comforting weight. She was deliberate and seemly tender with her motion. However, she began by pushing, gently at first, against me. When I did not move, she gathered her strength and exerted more force, straining against me.
“Astarion” she pleaded breathlessly “Stop, it’s...it’s too much” she sounded faint as if she was on the verge of passing out. If I did not stop myself, I would surely kill her. With a deep breath, I released her, fighting the urge within me to tighten my grip and eagerly finish every drop of her, instead remembering my promise to stop.
“Ah, yes” I said out of breath “I was simply caught up in the moment, apologies.” Lyra rose to her feet as quickly as her exhausted body would allow, her movements sluggish and unsteady. I watched as dizziness clouded her expression, leaving her looking bewildered and disoriented.
She finally spoke, “You, you could have killed me.” I needed to tread cautiously, selecting my next words with utmost care to preserve the trust we had built between us. I chastised myself for nearly overindulging, recognizing it as a mistake that could have severe consequences.
“I am sorry darling, you were simply more delectable than I anticipated” I paused, locking her gaze with a firm, unwavering look, and continued “I feel stronger, better, happy.” I approached her with a slow, deliberate step, bringing my hand to gently cradle the side of her face. I let my fingers linger, tracing her jawline down to her chin. Tenderly, I placed my thumb beneath her bottom lip and tilted her head up to meet my gaze. “This is a gift, you know, I will never forget it.”
Lyra examined my face with a keen intensity, then her lips curved into a wry smile. “I look forward to seeing you in action, Astarion. Good night.” With that, she turned and began walking back towards the camp. After a few steps, she paused, glancing over her shoulder to add, “Sweet dreams.” I couldn’t help but smile to myself, thoroughly amused. She really is full of surprises.
As I collected my slightly damp but clean clothes, my mind spun with strategic thoughts about the others. Lyra had assured me she wouldn't divulge my secret, yet her discovery of my true nature presented an opportunity. Revealing that I was a vampire spawn could significantly bolster trust among the group. Carefully weighing my options, I decided that sharing my secret would strategically benefit me. Confident in Lyra's support—given her persuasive influence over our companions—I was convinced she would protect me from any potential backlash. Her ability to sway the others was a crucial factor in my calculated decision to come clean.
Returning to camp, I spotted Lyra delicately nibbling on sweet buns by her tent, undoubtedly refueling after our encounter. The rest of our group were cozily huddled around the campfire, deep in discussion about potential plans for the village. With the courage provided by a satisfying meal warming my belly, I strolled confidently over to join them.
Clearing my throat to garner their attention, I began, "You know... I've been pondering quite a bit lately, and, well, I think there's something rather important—no, not earth-shattering or dire, just a minor yet undisclosed aspect of my being—that hasn't quite surfaced in our conversations naturally. It’s just that... well, I happen to be a... ah, vampire, ha!" I declared with a light-hearted chuckle. My declaration was met with puzzled stares from my companions. Gale was the first to break the silence, naturally.
"A vampire, aye? Well, well," he mused, leaning in with a twinkle in his eye, "I suppose we all harbor our quaint little mysteries, don't we, Astarion? But just for the record, let me assure you that my blood is quite terrible—I consume copious amounts of garlic, which is not only splendid for cardiovascular health but serves myriad other purposes such as—" Thankfully, the gith interjected, curtailing Gale's enthusiastic ramble.
“Chk if I so much as wake to fangs at my throat I shall remove them from your skull, Astarion.” She warned. Karlach flashed a mischievous grin, her humor twinkling in her eyes.
“Aww, I’m not worried, mate. You come near my blood, and it’ll boil you good,” she joked, her tone playful yet edged with a roguish wit. I rolled my eyes at her jest, attempting to maintain the light-hearted atmosphere.
“I’m still the same sweet, lovable rogue, just with a slightly sharper smile,” I quipped in return.
Lyra chimed in next, her voice laced with a teasing inflection, “Astarion will be the very model of virtue.” Her grin widened, signaling the playful return of her flirtatious demeanor.
I responded in kind, with a flourish of mock solemnity, “Absolutely, darling, cross my heart and hope to... well, um... I’ll be good.” As the group drifted back to their earlier discussions, I made my way toward my tent for the night. Passing by Lyra, I paused to offer her a sweet, flirtatious smile. "Sweet dreams, darling," I said, my voice soft but laden with playful charm.
She returned my smile with a delighted grin and a light, wistful sigh, her eyes sparkling with flirtation “Astarion” she nodded. Soon, the others dispersed to their tents, leaving our camp enveloped in a tranquil silence for the remainder of the evening, the playful exchange between Lyra and I lingering in the air.