"My name is Alexandria Raven Lindsay Mom that's what I think I should be called now. Keeping our family name and putting Raven for middle and the name you would choose for as my first."
“If that's what you want son I mean, Daughter damn it still can’t get used to you being my daughter now.”
“It’s alright mommy, it’s hard for me to I used to have a penis now I have a vagina don’t you think that’s hard for me too? I’m having trouble with accepting this.”
“Lets finished this later I have to do the paperwork to get you outa here” After mom was done talking and finished the paperwork. We walked out of the hospital and once we got back into mom's car I spoke up starting back conversation.
”Where was I, oh yeah, I have a vagina not a penis anymore it’s tough but remembering the pain that I experience all last don’t, I know that it wasn’t a dream or nightmare for some people. Some people would be happy to be a kid again and being a girl. Yeah, I know are religious beliefs that people say about changing genders. People say that we should accept the gender we are given by birth I say fuck them. God in the Bible never said anything was born at and if we are looking at what’s happening now. I say God never cared about it. He or she made guys and gales equal in every way so why would God care about it.”
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“Blaspheme God made us how he needs us.
” “If he made us that also means God did this for a reason and he wants us to do something with this, what I don’t know.”
“I don’t care you are not going with me home ha you thought I said that just to get you out the hospital without a fuss, no you going to get put up for adoption."
"What no mom are you doing this to me? I'm young again I need someone to take care of me since I can't get a job plus who knows what will do to me in an orphanage. I'm scared of what's happening. Please let me stay."
"No, you are going an orphanage no matter what! Who knows happened to you what if you are cursed from God and he cursed you like that it sin to take in."
This is going on while we are driving to an orphanage. ( I couldn't believe that Mommy, is doing this to me. What did I do to deserve this? Why? Why? Why? Why?) Tears are rolling down my face about to break down. ( Cant right now wait till Mom leaves me and I will find place to break down and cry.)
While I about to break down. I am looking through the window trying to get my emotions under control. We were passing down buildings. I'm not caring about just wanting to be left alone. After an hour of driving mom aka the betrayer and me got to the orphanage.