That memory is still stored.

A memory of a girl who has a thin and beautiful smile like a crescent. Her eyes shone brightly like a full moon. Every word spoken from her tongue was able to pull me from the depths of sadness.

One day when everyone saw me as a trash. She came with one warm hand. Her hand stretched out gently to grab my hand which was full of sin.

She is the best girl ever created in the world. But ...

‘That's right Mika, I'm the one who saved you. But, why are you— ‘he whispered in the darkness.

(...)

A cheap digital clock sounds welcome a cold morning that pierces my skin. My ears are interrupted by annoying sounds that always repeat every day.

My consciousness is coming.

I turn off the alarm  to make my ears comfortable. As usual, after waking up from an unusually long sleep. My view is still a little fuzzy as if I'm not ready to live in the world.

Colorful boxes now dance right before my eyes. Like a program that is composing visuals from predefined images. The shapes and forms of the colored boxes begin to become clearer.

"Good morning, Mika!"

The girl who is not yet complete her body is now greeting me with a hand that is still stumped. It takes a little time until the body is complete.

"Good morning Mitty, you wake me up again?"

"Of course! Because today is a very special day ... maybe you forgot it, Mika? "

"O-of course not Mitty. How can I forget this special day? "

"Then hurry up or you will run out of Mika. So, hurry up and get ready! "He shouted with funny behavior.

I got ready with a T-shirt and washed my face with a little water to feel fresher. Furthermore, I used a large eyeglass as a tool to hold back the light from the sun which I rarely met.

Armed with a large bag that is not too heavy. I started to step to go.

"I'm leaving Mitty, wait for me!"

"Alright Mika, I'm waiting for you here. Muah ~ "

He let go of me with a kiss of love that was driven through the air. The sign of love now exploded right in my face, making my heart beat fast.

(...)

"Wuah! Am-amazing, Mitty with war armor is really cool and sexy. "I muttered while looking at a box containing Mitty's action figure.

I walked while lifting the box without caring about the crowd that was around me. It was a work day, it felt natural that the sidewalk was crowded with pedestrians who were busy with their work.

I stopped right under a traffic light which still showed a crossing for pedestrians. I patiently waited for the lights to change while thinking about how nice Mitty was when I brought her newest action figure.

The color of the traffic lights changes from red to green, pedestrian signs may cross. I walked while lifting the box in my hand with happiness.

I accidentally bumped into another pedestrian because I didn't pay too much attention so my action figure box fell onto the road. I rushed to take it.

For a moment, I felt a familiar sensation that I didn't want to feel at all. a view of many people who looked at me at the same time. A hateful look and fear that was intended only for me.

Maybe it's just my feeling and maybe no one is looking at me with that look now. But, my body felt heavy and seemed uncontrollable when I felt the sensation.

'stop it! Don't look at me with those eyes! I beg you don't look at me like that ’

‘Killer! You just bring bad fate! Don't get close to him or you will die! '

'stop it! I'm not like that! I-I don't do it! That is not my fault! I-I-I ... someone ... help me ... Mitty!"

Instantly my eyes sank into the darkness. I can't see anything other than darkness and I can't hear anything other than the scolding.

A few moments later a shadow of a savior appeared. A shadow that I knew well enough and turned my heart quickly. I am happy, I feel relieved, and I feel very happy but at the same time I also feel a sense of guilt and fear that slowly grips my body.

"Lily ..." I muttered softly.

"Hey you! Are you okay? "Asked someone while tapping my back.

I was shocked, when I realized that the shadow was the figure of a policeman who came to me because I suddenly fell silent in the middle of the road when the traffic lights had changed.

Among the horns that drove me away, the police forcibly dragged me to the closest police station.

"You know, it's dangerous if you suddenly stop in the middle of the road like that. maybe you were hit by a car that passed. "Said him to me.

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"I ... i ... yes," I replied, looking down.

"Are you really still young? What problems do you face until you experience that. Better tell me so you feel a little better. "

"..."

I can't reply at all to the words. I just fell silent and bowed without seeing the police face in front of me.

"Hey! You! Did you hear me? "Said the policeman.

I paused and slowly drifted into a gloom that slowly showed a picture of the event. A sketchy picture that shows that an accident will happen to this police station.

When the police continued to call me who looked daydreaming. A car at high-speed is losing control and crashing into the police station. I bounced back in shock and the policeman in front of me was not seen again because the car crashed into the body of the police.

"I-it is not my fault! This isn't my fault !!! ”I shouted as I ran away.

I ran with a box in my right hand. I forcibly broke through the crowd that gathered to see the accident that had just happened. I just ran in a hurry and my face grew pale.

(...)

I slammed the door of my room with all the energy I had. With a gasping breath, I began to sit limply because I lost a lot of energy while running home. I bowed sadly under the door and pondered what had just happened.

"I-it's not my fault! I am completely innocent, no! Th-so this is not my fault! "I muttered in cold sweat.

"You're right Mika! This is not your fault, you are completely innocent! "Said Mitty while hugging me.

"Thank you Mitty, only you can understand about me."

"Instead of thinking about that bad thing ... what about the action figure? Did you get it? "

"Of course! Look! "

I showed the box I brought to Mitty and saw her eyes glowing when she saw the contents of the box. She raised my hand until I stood up and involuntarily pulled me near the bed. After that he jumped at me and dropped my tired body onto the bed.

"Thank you Mitty, for always accompanying me. I-I really thank you ... "I slowly began to fall asleep.

(...)

"Vivi, sorry to say such a cruel thing. But, I really have to tell you. "

"What do you want to say, Mika?" Asked Vivi who was eating ice cream.

"I see ... a disaster will happen to you!"

"Re-really?" She asked incredulously.

"I'm actually not sure and I don't want this to happen at all. But don't worry, I will always protect you and prevent that. "

"I hope you keep what you say is Mika, promise me." She said while offering his pinkie.

"I promise."

With the promise of my little finger trying to always protect it. Prevent all the worst possibilities that will occur and always beside her to guard her from danger.

One day I fell ill and was forced to sleep at home for a whole day. Not a second of my time at that time without thinking about Vivi.

When I recovered, I rushed to the school to accompany her and protect her again. but, it looks like everything is too late.

(...)

"Go! I don't want to see your face again! If not for your actions, me, I shouted to me.

"B-but I didn't do anything! I-"

"Shut up! This must be a deed! Your power is what makes me like this, go away !! I don't want to see you again ... I really hate you. "

With half of the face covered by a bandage and a broken right hand, he pushed me away. He used a variety of painful insults to expel me and express her hatred to me.

I left that looked at me with one eye left because one eye was not functioning. Even if only with one eye staring at me, I could feel a tremendous hatred from her.

The next day

I go to school as usual. But something feels different. A sense of isolation and people who seemed to avoid me when I left for school.

When I arrived in class, the same feeling when I left Vivi in the hospital slowly felt. Not like before, this feeling feels bigger and heavier. Countless gazes emitted a hatred that was shown only to me.

A sickening gaze along with unpleasant expressions. The word 'Devil' or 'Carrier of Shit' is my new nickname. Defects, insults, and various other intimations began to become my daily life. Everyone is also away from me because I am considered a disaster.

Treated like wild and savage animals without the slightest being considered human. A group of children hit me just because I thought of me as a waste that should be destroyed from the world.

I fell in pain in the middle of an endless alley and among the many trash where I was beaten by the children.

But, a few moments later I felt a warm hand touching my back. I turned and saw the figure.

A beautiful girl with a smile that can end all the pain I feel. With a compassionate look, she stroked my head which had almost lost consciousness. She embraced my body and slowly hugged my body which was almost unconscious.

"Don't worry, I will always accompany you and I will always look after you."

The warmth I felt for a moment now slowly vanished with my lost consciousness. In a tremendous sensation, I fell asleep even more.

(...)

I realized with a faint look. Slowly my vision grew clearer and saw Lily smiling happily when she saw me awake.

"Thank you Lily, only you want to accompany me now. I'm really grateful. "

"Yeah that’s right. I am indeed your savior and I have saved you ... but-but why Mika, you did it to me? "Lily said in a tone of disappointment.

Lily's beautiful smile and beautiful face now turned completely black. Only the mouth that looked at me and the blood-red color that seemed to be swept from above his head.

"No-not so Lily! I-I'm actually not— "

"Liar! Traitor! You Devil! "

(...)

"Mika! Mika! wake up  Mika! MIIIKKAA !! "Mitty shouted.

"Haaaaa!!!" I shouted in cold sweat.

"Are you okay Mika?"

I just fell silent without answering Mitty's question. An increasingly pale face and cold sweat made she look panicked.

"Mika!? Answer Mika, don't make me worried. " She said softly.

"Come on, Mitty, I beg you to go when!"

"But-"

"Go!"

She showed a very loud expression before he left me. She quickly disappeared right before my eyes as if she had never existed. Or maybe she never existed.

I pondered for a long time. Just sit still and order the past I left behind. Remember the guilt and all the bad things that have happened to me.

[1 E-Mail Received]

My computer screen suddenly arrived an email. I got out of bed and walked to the computer to open the e-mail that I received.

I immediately jerked back when I opened the e-mail. Especially when I see the origin of the e-mail address.

"I-impossible, Lily!"

There is no word written in the email. There is only a video file attached with the e-mail.

My sweat still didn't stop coming out and my hands trembled even more. My body is runny by an overwhelming fear. But, I still forced myself to play the video.

"Eee ~ has the video started ... eh, it starts?" Said Lily in a stupid tone, "good morning ... good afternoon ... good night Mika choose the right greeting when you see this video because I don't know when this video will send to you, so I use all the greetings to greet you. But, all I know ... if you look at this video it means I'm dead ... " she continued in the video.

I got goosebumps when I saw the video. My body trembles more and more haunted by guilt. In my mind, there is only a huge shadow that will vent his disappointments through this video.

"... but don't worry, I don't blame you at all Mika. I know that you have predicted this imminent death and I also know that when I die later you will only blame yourself like a fool ... well ~ even though you are a fool, "Lily said with a light smile. , "So, I made this video to say that you were not guilty of my death and I did not blame you for the bad fate that happened to me. so before I leave,”Lily started to shed tears,“ I want to say a goodbye and I want to say that ... I love you so much Mika. So, I apologize for not being able to accompany you back and take care of you from the cruel world that against you ... sorry we have to separate Mika ... goodbye and I hope we can meet again."

Her face with a spring that can't stand. However, she still forced a heavy-looking smile just to decorate her last greeting before parting with me. "You have never changed, you're always stupid, Lily." I also cried even more, "I love you too, Lily."