Many sleeps later i don't know how much time has past or days but it feels like a lot so here's a little update,

I'm starting to be able to see a little now, I do not have the motor skills I'm used to so I can't move a whole lot but I don't think I'm human which is why all I did yesterday was freakout again, but today I so far I have just been lying under the lamp which is glorious by the way I have no clue why but I just feel euphoric like all my problems are yesterday's news still the only thing that wakes my up from this idyllic life is my hunger pangs which are happening more and more frequently making me involuntary cry out where the woman who i gathered is my mother nurses me till i go back to sleep.

I keep going in and out of consciousness cursed baby body I try and look around the room I'm in its quiet lavish with ornate decorations that seem to ripple in movement it is very pretty to look at it but just hammers down the fact I'm not on earth oh great I'm starting to get sleepy again.

ko... cori.. corriander,.

I can hear something bleh I feel so sluggish but I start to open my eyes and wake up it feels like some time has passed since I was conscious I look up and I'm in my mother's arms and she smiling back at me "Good morning Corriander, ok I'm awake I can understand you I can't believe it I understood that noticing my shocked expression my mother smiles even more "coriander" she whispers to me and kisses my head and guess what I know my name know or at least I think I do every time I'm nursing more and more words are becoming easier to understand and my mother and father keep repeating Coriander when looking at me so I what else could it be though it's a little weird to be named after a plant it's not a terrible name.

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Days and Days have gone by now surly im sleeping so much and it feels I'm drifting in and out of consciousness but it feels like my subconscious takes over to fill the needs of my body it seems I'm not quite ready for full control of my body which is honestly a godsend but I honestly just end up spending all my time under the relaxing light and just let time pass me by also yup its official there is definitely a correlation between when I'm nursing and then how much I can understand their language, I'm still unable to speak it though my language cortex must still be developing which makes sense as I'm still a baby haha whahaha ok'm crying again truthfully it's been maddening, I'm stuck in a body that can't move properly and I have been dreading to think about it but me being here must mean I died ... just as I start crying again I get moved to under the light and I start feeling better again.. my goodness it's my only reprieve as I can just switch off and enjoy this sweet warmth.