My eyes are open but their is darkness, i look to find some light be their is none, (its funny i should be panicking i was in my room i had just gone to bed and now im here).

"HELLO" :

A womens voice is heard i turn around to see who is calling me but it is too dark, i can not see her, i stare out in into the void waiting to see who is calling me,

Strange you are the first who has yet too ask who is their dont worry child of man their is no need to be afria...

"Im not afriad" i cut her off in a defensive tone, there is nothing but silence but then,

Suddenly thier is movement light passes me by like the universe is rushing past me,

this world is moving while i remain still suddenly a great light envelops me,

its too bright i enstictivly close my eyes and slowly open them to let them adjust and thier i see am standing in an empty hall of white marble it is breath takeing and i am captivated by it, i imagine i have a look of awe about myself and their a throne of gold with a women siting on it looking at me with a look that is hard to desccribe some where between a look of shock and interest,

"Unbelievable" she says

"I dont normally do this speaking to a mortal face to face like this but it has been a long time scince i was pleasantly surprised you have no idea how many mortals i have processed that all ways have the same look of confusion and ask me the same questions where am i ? where are you ? who are you ? what do you want ? all day long it gets so terribly boring i don't even bother bringing them here any more only a select few have been here you,

"alright" i say

"who are you young one" she asks,

"It is rude too not introduce yourself before asking a persons name" i reply my face returning to its indifference,

too true very well, i am crone or the dark mother now a lower tier, goddess of direction but once i represented part of the circle of life but that was long ago now i am forced to lower myself to help young souls such as your self into new lives for the whim of the gods for their entertainment.

"Im dead?" i ask doubtfully my tone of voice outling my in-difference,

"Yes.." she says,

"i dont belive you" i say in an acusing tone,

"MY MY so your not all that speacial after all"

I furrow my face,

"now now theirs no need too look at me like that you are correct in a way your not dead yet it is time i told you why you are here you see your world can no longer sustain so many of your kind and so the gods are uproot a few thousand of you to other planets so your planet has time too recuperate,

how ever the gods are normally un-interested in the lower plains and dont really care if you destroy yours selves infact they think its rather amusing how ever after so much time and seeding many other planets only for them to either rebel against the gods or destroy them selves it has become boring so they come up with a new entertainment where they begin life on a new planet wait a few century's then transplant mortals from completely different planets where the planet is slowly dying by the hands of the inhabitants to that planet and watch them,

sometimes they would even make a few of them fight each other once they got strong enough that is for the chance at power or wealth or some other inconsequential object that you mortals want, again all for the sake of amusement"

"i see"so am i dead or not" i asked,

"im getting to that" the goddess said,

then im sent flying back into the void at great speed

and before i can regain my senses the goddess talks,

"this is were you get too decide what new planet your going too"

and boom over a hundred planets appear before me,

"cool" i say,

so what type of planet do yo want to go too how about this one a planet nearly made up of entirely of water no how about one that technology is far more advanced then yours no how abou..."

"Magic" i blurt out,

"magic ?" she asks,

"yes" i reply

"i see their are a few i can send you too that have magic do you want to be sent their as is or be born there" the goddess says,

"ahh i see so thats why im dead but not dead" i point out,

"precisely" she agrees,

"what type of benifits do i get if i goe thier as i am"i ask

"none at all infact because you come from a world where this is no magic your body will not be able too use it"she replys

then a rows upon rows of different life forms sprout out in front of me,

some are humanoid while others are completely animistic just above their heads are names of all the species i can see dawaf fiary elves ent ork goblin and even human.

"Wait human i thought you said humans can't use magic ?" i ask,

"no i said you can't because you were born on earth but if you were born on this new planet with native humans who have the ability to use magic then so will you,

you will be reborn as a baby and start your life a new with all your memories intact so dont worry about that" she says a little annoyed,

"right sorry"i say aplologetically,

looking closer i see that the human and most of the humanoids look like me ,

"so i guess i also get to keep my appearance its just somewhat altered to fit that particular species but why is thier also female versions of me too" i say out loud,

"no not always only races such as ent will u get too keep your apperence if you pick a race such as elve then it will be dependant on your parents in that world and fate if your remain a guy or reborn female the races you see now just give you an idea on what you could look like" she say still a little annoyed,

"great" i say sarcasticly (i could be unlucky enough to be female "sigh" im still a virgin i and if i get reborn a female before i even loose my virginity too one is "hmmm" actually it mght be better scince i haven't lost my virginity its not a huge loss but if i did then i become a girl i might be a little weirded out that being said humans adapt rather quickly so even if i did become female im pretty confident i could cope with it after all the more you convince your self of something the more you believe it).

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"well she said if you don't have any more question i will be going then lots more i have to process" she says almost interrupting my thought,

"wait your leaving?" i scream ,

"yes i have things to do " she say even more annoyed,

"ok ok i have just a few more questions" i ask pleadingly,

"fine but make it quick i have lost my interest in you" she replys a little snobishly,

"you said that i can be any one of these speices naturally i want to remain humaniod and be able to use magic the thought of becoming female is a little daunting" i say,

"AND WHAT IS WRONG WITH BEING FEMALE" she yells at me,

"nothing nothing i have nothing against females i love females females are the best"i say a little paincked and reply as fast as i can in attempt too appease the goddess,

"hahahaha im just jokeing you can relax im just messing with you mortals"she say with a smile on her face,

"so what is your question then"she asks,

i wipe the sweat off my head and ask,

" if its possible to become female their is obviously some leniency to how and what form we reincarnate into so i was wondering can we be a mixed race"

"hoo hoo and you have piqued my interest again mortal not many ask that question the answer is yes u can be a mixed breed if you want such as half elve" she replys with renewed vigour,

"thats great then my next question do we get the racial benefits of both parents"i say enthusiasticly,

"yes in way but your racial benfits would not as strong as a pureblood"she says as she looks at me dubiously not sure where im going with this,

(a smile is on my face one that does not seem right too other people even the goddes is looking at me weirdly)

i smile almost psycho-tacitly and i say,

"goddess why dont you have all of the races in front of me..."

in seconds shes infront of me i didnt even see her coming andshe grabs me buy throat, and in anger she yells "who are you? how do you know this is not all the races of these worlds?"

i look at her still trying to maintain my smirk ,

she shakes me and increase her grip ,

Anthony WHO TOLD YOU ?

(she new who i WAS all this time)

hahaha *cough*haha *cough* *cough* ah,

why are *cough* you so angry i new because im not stupid this attitude is most unbecoming of a goddess even a cough fallen one *cough* she increasse her grip again im staring too loose consciousness,

she releases me i fall to the ground cough cough cough wheeze wheeze,

"TALK" SHE SCREAMS,

"first tell me why have you concealed some of the races from me" i manage to wheeze out,

there's a brief second of anger on her face then a look of admiration she starts luaghing "hahahahahaha yes i knew you were different"

"no bodys different" i manage to say after recovering from being strangled,

"no im a goddess i have seen many lives and you are different that being said you different in the sense your different from the rest of your kind its like your weren't even meant to be human"

"yes your right i have conceled some races from you although i dont know how you know but that is because they are exempt from reincarnation" she tells me,

"i thought it was something like that" i mumur,

"so tell me how did you know" sheasked with eyes full of curiosity,

"lore" i say,

"lore what do you mean lore"she asks quizzically,

"back on earth i didnt play many gamesand i didnt work or play any sports nor did i have a girlfriend to spen time with and so i spent a lot of time reading,

specifically fan fiction stuff about reincarnation or summoning all pertaining a fantasy setting and so when you said i am different i dont think i am as thier are a lot of people who read and write fantasy novels its just that those people were happy picking one of the races that you see here be it human, beast man or elve,

hell even some would like to be a goblin i know one particular novel where being a goblin turned out quite well for the protagonist" i say as matter a factly,

she looks at me stunned not knowing what to say,

"What are the races that are not shown" i ask a little excitedly but not showing the goddess my true feelings,

"Demons"

fuck yes i scream inwardly,

"As well as angels and dragons those three are races you can not reincarnate into"she finishes saying i little defeatedly,

"i want to see if i can become a demon"i ask her,

"look you carnt the are exempt from the reincarnation life circle the follow their own i have told you this already"she says,

"i know but i believe i can"i say,

"how not even the gods can mess with the life and death cicle their races are just to old the were created the same time as the high god even though all their infighting and constant wars with the gods have weakened them over the years we can still not interfere with such primordial laws"she says dejectedly,

"i think we can you can contact them can you not" i ask,

"well yes but i would not lower myself too even think about contact one of them its its beneath me to even contemplate it"she say disgustedly ,

"i thought your job was to help me go to a new planet for the whim of the gods"

"grrr yes" she says angerly,

"please help me become a demon"

"fine but how is contacting a demon going to help you become one"she asked bitterly,

"hmmm i though we might be able to the demon to help"i say full of hope but unsure of myself,

"hahaha kid you obviously have never met a demon before their not just going to help out of the goodness of their own heart hahaha especially since their race doesn't exactly like mine and so once the find out your entire existence ist to amuse the gods they definitely wont help"she says musingly,

"hhmmmm i have an idea on how to do it but it may take awhile"she says,

"oh how" i ask,

"no no if you are soo set on becoming a demon you will just have to wait and see"....