I was little then
My favorite companions were filled
with stuffing and bits of frayed love.
I carried them everywhere, tucked
them into the corners of my bed to
bury the nightmares. The only hands
I needed were bigger than mine, soothing
the sores and wrapping the aches
with white and kiss. I didn’t know
about the love others wanted like I loved
bare feet in minty grass or the taste
of honeysuckle flowers trailing down,
kittens perched behind the water jugs,
pink noses softer than couch cushions.
But I was little then, when my love was captured
with the fields of caterpillars
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and the taste of melting popsicles,
flavors brighter than sun.
Younger and wiser
While my dad was constructing houses
out of dreams and stone, I would follow
along, plastic tools in hand, determined to build
a city out of youth and small yellow nails.
The siblings hoisted roofs over the lives
of legos, and our economy rivaled ancient
Greece and Rome. My bear had sailed the seven
seas and wore the suit to prove it. Aliens trailed
behind me, filled with stuffing, little green
eyes smiling. At night I donned the pirate’s
charm and interrogated everyone—
tell me about the mutiny.
The house was my track, a tractor my chariot.
We rode till dawn. Our riches grew with every cup
of cool aid, cherries flowing down the sugary
river of red. And although I didn’t know
the letters that arched into words of stories and legend,
I cracked Nintendo games like walnuts, breaking the shell
to unearth the flavor of wisdom.