I went to sleep feeling hopeful, and then I woke up in agony

I went to the graveyard today, but it was hard to mourn my family,

Then to the store with my mother, feeling gazes scorning me.

I ended up at home, in my room, at my parents,

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I started thinking about killing myself, asking why things happen.

Why was I born, why was I given this life.

Why am I such a pathetic sapling.

I curse this world and I curse happiness.

When I see my mother smile, I want to burn down god.

Maybe then I can smile and tell her truly,

that I know happiness too.