This is a story of how I loved.
I was a nobody at school. BTW I'm a sophomore, in high school. You might think that I am too young to talk about love, but who cares. Just read and listen to my story. So, yeah. I was a nobody. I tried my best to fit in and be one of the 'It girls'. I am not beautiful, not even sexy and not too smart, though I belong to the top section.
During the first year of high school, I wanted to be the President of the class. I wanted to be friends with everyone and be famous inside the campus. who doesn't right? I also thought of becoming a candidate of money contest pageant. How desperate. But that's me, I am willing to do anything for the sake of being famous, in order to belong. I think I can only have friends if I am pretty enough, if I'm rich and cool. Coz, who would want to be friends with a nobody?
and then I met a friend, a really good and true one. She's really kind and understanding. She's not a nobody. She's really smart and friendly and everybody likes her. No, everybody loves her.
She always helps me to make friends, she even introduced me to other influential students in the school and as a real friend, she helps me make wise decisions. She's Lara.
I was so young and immature, but I never thought of love. Crush, yes, I do have but entering into a relationship at a very young age wasn't my priority. I tend to say bad things about my classmates for having a boyfriend/girlfriend, itch bitch. (Don't judge) People assumed that I'm a man hater.'and I always tell myself that I'll never enter into a relationship and I will never ever have a boyfriend. Why? Haha! It's the common daddy issue thing. My father left us, my mom and I, when I was a baby. That was so selfish and inconsiderate of him so I generalized everybody.
But one day everything changed.
As I was entering the classroom, some of my seatmates are rushing towards me to show what's on my desk.
A love letter..
Who would be brave enough to send me a love letter knowing how furious I am towards men. Who would consider wasting their time and effort just to make me feel special, or this might be a hate letter, a threat or maybe worse. So I look closely and try to see what's inside. The envelope was so plain and simple. Was this supposed to be a love letter? If not, why the heck isn't there any hint? Chills and cool breeze are covering my entire body as I'm trying to think anyone who I had caused trouble. Yes, I am not too friendly but I'm not a monster to cause any trouble to someone. Well, maybe I'm just imagining things. What if this is from an admirer? What if the most handsome and popular guy in school sent this to me?
(Hahaha)
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My heart ached and I wasn't sure why. Was it because I loved how it feels? Is this how it feels to be in love?
"Stefanie, open it! Open it now!!", everybody exclaimed. They were all making anxious but deep inside I was really excited to open and read it.
What could this be? Who wrote this? So, I sat down and open the letter. But, Lara was reading it out loud behind me.
> Dear You...
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> I gave this to YOU, to let YOU know how much I like YOU.
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> There are more than a hundred reasons why I shouldn't but here are some reasons why I should.
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> YOU are cute.
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> YOU are kind.
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> YOU are simple.
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> YOU are more than enough.
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> YOU are bold and tough.
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> YOU have a beautiful smile.
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> YOU have very convincing eyes,
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> that I had been Hypnotized
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> YOU have a big heart.
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> YOU make me lose control
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> coz
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> You mesmerized me so bad.
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> You can do things that other can't.
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> You are no ordinary girl.
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> You make me feel happy.
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> You are just so funny.
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> You are brave and strong.
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> You look calm but cool.
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> You are beautiful in my eyes.
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> You just can't see it.
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> You are everything I knew I needed.
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> You are the best I could ever have.
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> I don't want you to know who I am, but I want to make you feel the Love I have.
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> Just wait for it everyday, coz I'll make it special in every way.
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> You are a princess and you should be treated like a royalty.
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> So, I hope in my simple ways I would make you feel happy.
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> Love and soon to be your love....
> (end of letter)
and now I'm crying.....and everyone else is shouting.
"It's a miracle!!! Our dear Stef is now a woman!!", Lara shouted and everyone cheered.
"Yiee! She's gonna have a boyfriend, she's gonna have a boyfriend" they were all teasing me.
I totally can't believe this is happening to me right now. I never thought that someone would appreciate me this much though I am just a nobody. But.. Who the hell is this?? Why didn't he tell me who he was? and how did it get here? So I was looking straight at my classmates' eyes, searching who looks guilty and pale. But ... teacher's here so I have to calm myself down.
Hours passed, but it seems like I'm still out of my mind. I want to know who this guy is so I need everyone's help. I asked all of my classmates who put the thing on my desk, but I got no answer. Everyone was asking who the mystery man was. I suddenly became the hot topic in our campus, that even our teachers and principals are talking about. I suddenly became a superstar because of this guy. Finally, I achieved the only thing I wanted since first year, to be famous. If I only knew who he was, I would hug him and thank him, he may be the answer to my prayers every night...
Days passed and I still don't know who he was. But everyday, he never fail to surprise me and amaze me. He keeps on sending notes, simple gifts, and chocolates but still no trace of him.All people in our campus are even making a fuss. We were all like investigators trying to find the culprit for a good crime.
When Will you introduce yourself to me? I am so excited to welcome you into my life..