I hold it in my hands.

The old feeling comes to me.

It is flacid. I'm afraid.

Still, there is no going back.

The little demoness to my side grab the guy tongue forceps and shoves it's ends at the basis of my pubis, ignoring the hand which holds my member.

Despite looking frail and immature as a fourteen year old girl with red skin, the little demon brutaly grabs the body of my penis and pull it towards herself.

Tears start forming on my eyes as i feel the terrible, yet, known sensation.

"So, how much of it will it be now, Telse ? Uh? How much do you want for me to cut off today?"

I try not to falter, still her words get at me.

I feel anger at my own weakness, and the tears drip side by side with an angry, humiliated grim.

The demoness looks at me with anger herself.

The cutlass on her right hand decepates me without a second thought.

I shout in pain, anger and humiliation as blood gushes out of the many severed arteries.

"How come you useless males have such a hefty amount of blood on these dicks of yours, and so little on your fingers? Truly a useless race."

The danmed demonic countess jests at my pain, while drinking her wine.

"If you all wheren't so interested on making these useless little things functional, maybe you would be better at magic. As if a tiny male dick would be usefull for anything, anyway."

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The forceps succubi takes away the meat of what used to be my penis and toss it at the embers.

The small pile of red-hot coal is the only thing around which ressembles light.

"Not answering? I would expect more of you, Griffin. To look so dejected after losing your penis, what's the matter? You can grow it back, can't you? Just like you grew that hateful arm of yours."

Many years ago i lost my arm.

But i hasn't simply grown back. It was replaced by my willpower and desire.

"If anything you should be happy that i got rid of this little thing here for you, shouldn't you?"

The demon countess takes the medium-rare meat from the coal with the tip of her fingers.

"Here. Have some nutrition. You need to replenish your energy."

She shoves it on my mouth. I start to throw up, but she won't let me.

Holding my mouth closed, she avoids me spitting it out or simply throwing up.

The contents of my stomach come to my mouth and start corroding my teeth.

It isn't much, but i can't breath.

It is too much meat, how does she expect for me to eat it without chewing first?

In the middle of desperation a moment of sorrowful lucidity makes me realize i had just considered chewing my own cooked member as something needed.

Then the sorrowfulness turns into pain and saddness, as the moment stretches and i realize i'm choking.

My body has tried swallowing it whole. Probably trying to protect me.

The taste in my mouth is a mixture of meat and vomit. There's a hint of blood and in a moment my congested face pressures against the countesse's hand again, trying once more to throw it up.

I can't breath.

My eyes start to roll out, and then a pair of slender fingers enter my mouth.

"You useless cockroach. Not even able to swallow it."

The countess shoves the meat down my throat with her fingers, enlarging my esophagus in the way.

It hurts! It hurts as she tears me from the inside out.

My will, my precious willpower, so capable of making me things.

A will so strong it can make me a new arm out of desire.

Still, i can't summon it.

As the countess makes me swallow the meat, all i can do is despair as it becomes lodged at my chest. 

The fingers come out of my mouth, and i cought a bit.

The meat lodged in my chest hurts with every cough and every breath.

"Let this be a lesson, little Grifin. Arrogance comes before the fall."

As the countess disappears in the distance, the invisble chackles holding me in place disappear and i fall to the ground.

Soon i am no more at a shadow-y sub-space, but at a lively reception hall.

Blood still gushes out of my crotch as i cough uncontrolably.

My father looks at me in confusion, my mother is in shock.

Soon i throw it up. My penis, that is.

Many of the court ladies pass out and the court magician soon comes to my aid, but stops middway, incapable of undestanding the situation.

I pass out in the floor.