After the rejection from her brother, she feels so rejected.

She knows about now what is the real pain?

"Real pain is when you feel hopeless.

Real pain is when she is considering as no one.

Real pain is when she is unconsciously smiling and her sister taunts her that why you have right of smiling.

Real pain is when your loved one, your brother who was dearest to her

But her brother when sees her, ignore her"

She decided to come through all the mess. She became hopeless. She once suicide. But all in vain. She once wrote in her diary

"Oh God, why, why you don’t even accept me. Why you also rejected me. My greatest fear was to go far away from my brothers. My mother feels that man's existence is important. but you take away my real father at two years old. but my father who was not real was the real hero of mine. But you take away him too. Then I made a mistake and my brother also rejected me. And now i came to you. You also rejected me."

But it is said that when your bad time starts then death even didn't accept you. This was the same situation with her.

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She was a great dreamer. She wants to explore more in life but her life ended.

But this was her thoughts. She started to feel like that she is a loser.

But, one day she was praying to God. She feels that her tears are coming out of her eyes. She didn't even cry in front of her family. But she cried in front of God. She remembers that once her father told her about the hope, faith and trust.

"The most deserving personally who trust you, who hides your all mistakes and even forgive you is God. If you go toward the dark path, only bad thoughts will destroy you, and when you believe that bad time is just for the little time. God will change the entire situation. Only cry in front of God. Not try to cry in front of others"

She remembers all this, and then she decided to be happy. Once she talked to the mentor. She asked her to talk to God then you feel comfortable

She started to talk to God and feel happy inside

She decided to continue her life and try to be herself.

"Hey girl, why are u afraid of voices?

Why u think that you have no choices

Why you are in darkness

Why u let people stay u in darkness

Let the people know who you are

Let the people think about what you are

Oh girl wake up and be you

Be yourself as a shining star

Be yourself that no one knows who u are

You are the bird that can touch the clouds

You are the strength that can shut the mouths

You are the color that paints the whole world

You are the sound that changes the mind

Be yourself and tell the whole world that you are you,

Not the one that peoples make u

Be the strength that the world chases u

Be yourself and never ever afraid of others

You are the power that can bring changes further

You are the mirror that can reflect others

"The power to be yourself".

Then she encounters again a great challenge.

Continue……….