Chapter 14: THE CHANGELING [Part A]
"Wait, Caoimhe is not my daughter?" I say as Afric leads me away to the edge of the faerie ring.
"You raised her, Richard," Bebhinn calls to my departing back as I hurry to catch the Amazon urging me to leave the circle, "so she knows no other Father but you."
I am confused and concerned but almost immediately I leave the witches’ circle I am pressed into the presence of the ‘god’ that was Crédne and all other conscious thoughts are overwhelmed by his presence.
He must be 6ft 4in tall, slim, clinically clean-shaven, long white hair and shiny golden skinned. His face is completely unlined and looks like he’s about my age but his eyes look older than the rest of him and dark, as though his pupils completely cover his irises. He wears a long flowing floor-length robe in white, with a string of beads on a gold chain around his neck.
He holds out his hand for me to shake and asks in a deep and vibrant voice, "Can we walk and talk, brother Richard."
It was a statement, not a question and I nod silently in answer, more than a little in awe of him.
‘Brother?’ I wonder, ‘He calls me brother, when I want to ask to be his son?’ I suppose on first sight he appears to dress much like a hippy of my parents’ generation, so maybe he calls everyone ‘brother’ or ‘sister’ as appropriate?
I shake his hand briefly, our first touch, and I break hold first, feeling that he lets go reluctantly after me releasing my slight pressure. His hand is dry and warm to the touch, not unpleasant but I am nervous and therefore more than a little twitchy.
He turns to walk further away from the joyous dance which is continuing in the witches’ circle. I do not look back but am sure that all the girls’ eyes are on us as we slowly depart. Soon the rhythmic swishing sound of dancing skirts is muffled and then falls silent, until all I hear are our gentle funereal footfalls upon the soft grassy path.
I naturally fall in step with him walking at what at any other time would be an aimless strolling pace. But there are things on my mind I want to settle between us and Crédne had asked for this meeting on his ground, so I feel I should allow him to make the first sound. He doesn’t appear to be in any hurry.
Within a couple of steps I notice that the moon in the dark sky has changed position and in size from a three-quarter moon to a full moon and the air around us also differs, it seems warmer, with very little discernible breeze to ruffle Crédne’s long white hair.
Even the air here in the Tir na nÓg or the Otherworld smells different, less dank and musty as the bramble patch in the dark wood was, but fresher, uplifting even, as if my senses are enlivened by more oxygen or something else my lungs were absorbing that I could not even attempt to identify.
I don’t remember the air being so different from my previous two brief journeys into the Otherworld but I put that down to the rushing between two points as I was on those occasions, while tonight I am much more apprehensive and intimidated, which heightens my alertness in the presence of this powerful individual, the immortal father of the immortal girl I now want to have for my own for as long as I am able to live as a lowly mortal.
"I overheard your conversation earlier, Brother Richard," he says eventually, in a voice that doesn’t seem to have any identifiable accent, maybe mid-Atlantic if I had to guess, "Afric is perfectly correct, of course, I am not a god as others before you might have thought; neither my people or I am in no sense the Creator of the universe, only like you we are another product of that creation. All the same, I am not human either. My apparently human appearance is a fabrication of very long standing, starting with a fabricated copy of the humans that inhabited this place many eons ago and that image has undergone continual maintenance and has adjusted its appearance in line with human development so as not to appear too unfamiliar and frighten those who we walk among. We have been here a very long time, my brother and individually we have settled comfortably in the way we look. Now, I believe that you have a question for me?”
“Ah, yes, I do, indeed, Sir,” I say. Now we are getting somewhere.
Clearly Crédne doesn’t mess about when dealing with mere mortals, he gets right to the point.
"I would like to ask you for the hand of your daughter, Sir. She says that she loves me and, though we have not known each other for very long, a few days only, I have realised that I too love her and I sincerely feel that I cannot live without her. I realise that there are problems with a mere mortal like me marrying an immortal, and a very beautiful one at that, and I do accept that I will grow old and die while she forever remains constantly unchanging so I naturally fear that she may even tire of me and what I have become well before my time expires, but that is the price I am prepared, no, more than willing to pay. I believe that your daughter and I would be happy together all the while I live and I promise that I will always be devoted to her, nor will I ever consider holding her back and deny her any part of her full potential.”
Crédne stops walking and laughs out loud, bending over with both hands on his knees.
I stop too and turn to look at him, no doubt a worried friend on my face.
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‘Oh dear,’ I think, ‘this doesn’t bode well. He is amused by my daring to even ask for his daughter’s hand, like it was a joke of monumental proportion to him, or that he thinks that I am a joke to even ask the question. We will both be disappointed by his disapproval but I’m sure, well, maybe sure, that we can just continue to live together.’
“Which of my daughters to be sure do you desire?” he asks as his laughter subsides, “I do have seven delightfully beautiful daughters, as you know, most of whom are unattached.”
“Oh. Er, Etain, of course.”
“Of course, I knew which one you had chosen even as you asked but you surprised me with your first choice of question so I thought I’d better check, Brother Richard.” He was still laughing lightly but now upright again. “Etain has been waiting for you, without realising who she was actually looking for, for many years. It was a burden that I imposed on her when she first entered this Otherworld. Yes, my Brother, you do have my blessing to marry her and I hope that the union is fruitful, although I hope you accept that there is a strong possibility that you may only have girl babies.”
“Girls? Yes, of course, especially if they look like Etain, then girls will be fine, more than fine. My daughter Caoimhe would probably love to have any number of sisters, she doesn’t like boys much at the moment, though I’m sure that will change in the next couple of years.”
"Indeed Caoimhe will love all her sisters, she is a witch after all."
"So Bebhinn tells, Sir, it was a bit of a shock if I’m honest," I say, "Er, will that mean we need to have six girls, to make up a set for dancing in the faerie ring?"
Crédne laughs even louder than before, which I didn’t think was possible.
Fortunately, we are standing alone in the grassland, with no sign in sight or sound of the dancing witches, only the slightly worn path in the grass to show me the way back to where I’d come from.
But then I think, if Crédne abandons me here as part of an immortal’s mighty joke on the poor sap who thinks he can take away from him one of his precious daughters, would I be able to gain access to the portal to return to my world, if all the girls are only just over on the other side?
He slaps me on the back, once, then a couple of times more, not violently, more like he is enjoying the craic, and he’s still laughing at me. I feel as low as a worm right now.
"Brother Richard, your life henceforth will never be the same again, and I speak as a father of those same seven sweet and occasionally infuriating girls of mine. But I will never regret the begetting or the rearing …" he pauses, his smile fading, "my only regret is that their mother chose her own path and not the preferred one of my choosing … otherwise you could have met her here. But Etain will always be true to you, witches are universally renown for their steadfastness as well as the stubbornness that accompanies their every action. However, your first question to me was not the one I was expecting, brother."
"And that is…?" I ask.
And he replies to my enquiry with his anticipated question, ”Why do I call constantly you ‘Brother’, brother?" His laughter is stifled but he still smiles with thick white eyebrows raised as he awaits my response.
"I did wonder at that, but immediately dismissed it as just a mode of speech, as I am not aware of your cultural conventions here in the Otherworld. Other than the sister witches, you are the only Otherworlder of my acquaintance. I was brought up by my parents to regard older men respectfully as ‘Sir’, and all adult women as ‘Ma’am’, and I sort of expected you to call me ‘Young Man’ or ‘Son’, even though I hadn’t yet asked your permission to marry your daughter and, by implication, become your son-in-law."
"Ah, yes, well, in that case, I welcome you gladly as a new son. But you are still my brother, although you yet have no knowledge of that fact."
‘How can you call me ‘brother’, I was not even born in Ireland, I know my father and mother, they are both American and are still at their home in Florida, I speak to them every couple of weeks, and I’m sure I’ve never seen you among my uncles or my parents’ friends.”
“Well, despite the apparent conviction you have of the circumstances of your birth, I still call you brother, Richard, because I recognise that you are indeed a Changeling, in fact the Changeling of legend and history. As such you could have been born anywhere on this world, especially as the world has gotten smaller and the mortals among who you live travelled further in more recent centuries. Your body was chosen as host partly by random and partly by relative proximity. Your previous body probably died close to where you were born or were living as a normal very young child. According to the legends that I have collected, most often the phenomenon of Changeling occurred between birth and two years old."
"My father’s family are German but my grandmother on my mother’s side was from Irish stock who moved to California about a hundred years ago. I was born in Santa Monica in 1981."
"I see. Now that I am close to you I find that I strongly sense my brother’s presence but we cannot communicate, which I was expecting. When Kaetlynn first told me of your existence and her concerns for you when she joined us here a few months ago, I discounted the possibility of who you were completely at first. I did recognise that your daughter was a witch and therefore the daughter of a witch after I saw her dance from the edge of the circle a few days ago. Then, when I heard that you do not dream and insisted that you never had, I was intrigued and determined that I wanted to meet you in person at the earliest opportunity.”
“So you and your brothers and sisters do not dream?”
“No, brother Richard, we, the Tuatha Dé Danaan, never sleep, we have no need to sleep, so how or why would we dream? Now do I have sisters, we immortals have no need to procreate a new generation so in our true form we have no gender. But that is a discussion we must have later. Now that I see you close to, and we have touched hands, I strongly sense my brother is here with us, within you, he actually is you. Your body is human and therefore it is necessary for your well-being and continual existence that your body has to sleep but the inner you, my brother, is always awake even if disconnected from the network of his brotherhood. I have searched for you for nigh on 2000 years but even though I have lived for eternity, it feels I have missed you, my brother, forever."
"So your brother is inside me? Who is he? How can you get him out?"
"Ah, there’s the crux of our dilemma," he smiles in a way that is disconcertingly unhumorous.
"So, does that mean there is no simple solution to extract your brother and leave me … er whole?"
He laughs again, only briefly and again without any humor, "Yes, Brother Richard, unfortunately, your body is mortal and would not survive any bodily extraction although we could duplicate your body exactly from the remnants with the addition of water and replace those volatile gases that would have escaped during the destruction of your body."
"Ah! That sounds … painful," I suggest.
"You would definitely feel everything up to the point where you didn’t of course," he shrugs. "At least here in the Tir na nÓg you are free of the witch’s curse that you have endured for so long."
"Oh, God Damn!" I swear, "I am surrounded by curses! They’ll literally be the death of me."