packing his hopes his dreams his memories of being the best he didn't felt any earth shattering saddens which he ones thought he would be feeling if he will be leaving the dressing room any time but to his surprise it wasn't that bad but for dae Jun it was earth shattering he couldn't help but think just what the hell he had done to himself in a matter of 6 months to be this cold even towards himself , he knew that wasn't hyun's true self , but he knew there was nothing he can say he was the one who advised him to go on a break he just quietly observed Hyun packing away his things with saddens and helplessness shimmering in his eyes from the corner when Hyun was done packing he bid his farewell to the dressing room decorated with his memories dae Jun tried to break the ice by saying,"you are staring as if this is your last time here " to which Hyun replied by a mere smirk which was a huge shock to dae Jun he knew he was the one to suggested to take a break but he didn't wanted him to quit he believed he had much more in himself he believed he would make a great comeback but by the time he could say something Hyun was gone

Back at his apartment Hyun threw his backpack at the corner and scrunched in the corner of his couch he was feeling as if nothing was going jis way it was true he didn't felt anything while packing away his things but now the pain was unbearable he didn't knew which was aching more his heart or head he was in pain but he didn't knew how to soothe it the world was ending for him he felt like his heart was going to burst and his head is splitting in half the pain was Killing him from inside he himself drove him to this end point , he tried to stand up he pushed himself but it was worthless he couldn't control himself he laid there his vision was blurry his breathing was heavy he didn't knew what to do he tried crying for help in his head he was unable to utter any words , but surprisingly in the mean time his friend decided to crash in his apartment and the first sight he saw was Hyun laying there struggling, his body was cold he was all sweaty while the room temperature was fine his friend eunho realised that this was an anxiety attack he quickly held him properly and asked to try breathing slowly and steadily he asked him to close his eyes and Focus only on breathing he was rubbing hyun's hands and feet to make them warm when hyun's breathing went back to normal he shifted him to his bed Hyun was in a state where he didn't knew what was wrong with him it was first time he felt an anxiety attack

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Eunho was equally worried didn't knew what to do he was hyun's childhood friend they shared same neighborhood he was also close with hyun's granny they shared there childhood together he knew Hyun was the kind of person who doesn't likes to show his weak side to anyone, he was shy and introverted but seeing him like this was a shock for Eunho he figured out the only way to help him was psychological assistance cause he knew Hyun is not gonna help himself so he decided to talk to hyun the next morning

The next morning when the sun slowly enveloped Hyun in it's warmth he questioned himself how he survived last night he felt it was the end but he was here feeling the soothing sunlight he woke up and was trying to grasp what's going on until he heard the noise of plates shattering he went to kitchen to discover dungi trying to cook he was surprised he wanted to ask why he is here but he didn't had the energy so hi went back to melt into the couch eunho followed him like a retriever radiating happy energy and asked him what's going on why did he had an anxiety attack why his sports equipment are at home why he isn't getting ready for training there were so many questions to Which Hyun replied by simply telling him to shut up and looked at eunho with irritated eyes only to find a appointment slip in his hands