I dont want to die. Why am I dying, oh yeah I was being stupid, thinking I could save someone, well least I learned my lesson there. 

But I'm still dying.

-Flash back of what Pantu said- 

Oh yeah I can still live as long as I pull my life energy back into my body, but how would I do that. I can't...can I ? why did it have to be me, I don't want to die. I want to live.

I tried to pull my life energy back into my body but it was no use all I could do is die in this pathetic way, a virgin. As I said that I realised that I still had many things to do and that's just not sex, it's also getting out of this village and being free from boredom. I want to live so I can die in my own terms.

As I said that I see a whit flash I thought I died and went to heaven but I heard a distant voice saying "this isn't heaven, you stupid cunt, wake the fuck up, besides like a degenerate like you can actually even be spat on by someone from heaven, forget going to heaven, also don't worry this is just the mindscape and we have at least six hours which should be enough time for you".

The white flash went away and i see a man in a black cloak , looking like a warlock from hell. He had no skin and in stead it was just bone and cracked ones at that too. However he had a red luminescent where his eyes should be. On the right hand was a coiled ring with some sort of serpent symbol on it and on the left was another coiled ring however the symbol was of a hand holding a feather pen. He stood at least 6 foot 4 and was leaning over me. 

"mindscape?" I asked. "Don't worry about it right now, remember we only have six hours" he said in a distant and deep voice.

He asked me if my conscious was back, I couldn't make out what he was saying it still sounded distant to me, however my consciousness was slowly coming back to me. He asked me again if my consciousness came back, this time his voice sounded less distant and more menacing. There's also this aura around him, a dark purple almost black. 

"Yes, I'm fully aware right now" I replied. "Good, now look around you and tell me what you see" he asked me "an empty and distorted meadow" I answered. "Do you know why it's like this, it's because it's a perfect representation of your mind" as he said that his voice got deeper and more dark, I have no idea why but his aura got darker and was a shade away from turning black. " I have no idea what that supposed to mean" I said " of course you don't, it means you're stupid and retarded, you dumb cunt" he yelled at me " what, well, fuck you too then but anyway why the hell am I here for". 

"Good question, I'm going to teach you how to use the basics of inner force and the..." "hold up, the fuck are you talkin' about, 'inner force' the fuck is that supposed to be, and why the fuck should I learn it, I thought I was dying" I said while interrupting him in the middles of his sentence. 

"It doesn't matter OK, don't question your fortune, look what do you want the most in your entire life, to be free right, well I can give you that and all you have to do is learn how to use inner force , OK" when he said that his voice became less menacing and much less dark he sounded like he genuinely wanted to help me, but probably has some hidden motive, but he did say I could be free and I could always double cross him later. "OK, fine, teach me" I replied back.

"First things first, you need to know how to control your inner force, and to do that, well you have to want to control it if you know what I mean, wait I'm talking to a retard" he said "what, well fuck you too then" I replied back. "OK I cant make you do it the long way, we have to almost kill you", "what! why would I let you... we?" I questioned.

"look behind you" he said. When I looked behind me I saw a demon with hollow eyes looking straight into mine and I did as anyone would do when they would see a demon looking straight into their eyes, I screamed and jumped back and almost had a heart attack. I was about to stand up but the demon impaled my stomach with a black sword. "OK now all you have to do is want to live and pull the inner force back into your body, rapidly healing it and staying alive" the demon spoke to me in a ominous tone. 

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I didn't know what to do, my mind went blank and I couldn't think of anything, the only thing that was in my mind was of my parents for some reason, god I hate them, this reminded me of why I wanted freedom. 

As I thought more about my parents the inner force went back into my body and rapidly healing it until I was fully healed. "OK good you're healed, now to the hard part and that is to actually control the inner force in you" the demon said. When I got back up I could actually see him in full and not just his hollow eyes. He had spiral horns and a skull shaped head that had crimson red lines going down from the top of his head done to the bottom of it, he wore a black kimono that only exposed his chest and in the middle of his chest was a hole, he had a slim body with very little fat on him, his skinned looked like it was made up of some type of white lead. 

"Are you ready to go to the hard part yet or what we don't have much time you know" the demon spoke, "wait I thought I already learned how to controlled inner force" I said. "Stop being retarded, all I did was release you inner force and you only learned how to put it back in but you don't know how to use it to save your fucking life" he said aggressively while coming closer to my face. "OK to use your inner force you must know what you want, for example if you want to attack you must know what you want to do when you attack, same goes for defence and general use of inner force, however what you do to attack, defend and whatever all depend on the type of inner force you have" he said in a more calmly manor this time, "OK that's all we have time for, looks like we miss calculated and times up" he said. "Wait what, what do you mean type of inner force" I said as soon as i said that the one I talked to first flicked the middles of my forehead and everything faded.

I'm back into my body and I am still dying. It made me think did all of that just happen in my dream or did it actually happen, only one way to find out. I did what happened to me earlier and thought about my parents and why I want to be free and it worked my inner force went back in and I rapidly healed as well as my vision coming back.

When my vision came back all I could see is a sea of red, to my horror I see Melissa's body, all I could think is what happened to her. He dead body was almost unrecognisable, her golden hair was ripped out of her head, her porcelain skin was shredded near her torso and legs but the face was left pretty much alone, however the same crescent from before was tagged on her forehead. 

The perverted bitch was even worse, if I cared about her I would have been tormented even more, oh well it's a good thing I didn't care about her. I stood up and when I did I saw a huge cut scar going down from my right of my collar bone down to my left thigh bone and another one however much smaller, which was from my lower torso and connecting with the bigger scar but goes past it to under my belly button. I felt the scar and as I did so it felt the same as the rest of my skin, my inner force did a miraculous job of healing me but it couldn't have healed the colour difference, "GOD FUCKING DAMN IT" I yelled angrily about my inner force, forgetting about Melissa and about the bitch.

I walked away from the dead bodies only to find more dead bodies, it's as if the cunt, Pantu and the bitch of a noble went on an ethnic cleansing. I looked all over the village the only thing I found was a drunk old man, grey hair, fair wrinkled skin, balding, wine bottle in his had and old rugged clothes, passed out, however what's strange about him is that he is lying down around twenty dead solders all mangled up.