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Chapter 9: True feelings

Chapter 9: True feelings

I was lying on the bed, I’ve been up for about a half an hour my whole body was sore from the long haul that I pulled, helping the slaves rebuild the farm. It was quite the workout.

I slowly got up with a groan that sounded like an old woman. ‘God, I feel like shit’ I made my way to the main dining room to find Helena starting to cook. I moved closer and said, “Let me help you.” She looked at me and nodded.

I was quietly dicing some vegetables until Helena broke the silence with a question. “So… did you really lose your memory?” I was startled by the question. How do I answer that question? I didn’t really lose my memory, but telling her the truth? Yeah right. Well, I didn’t have many opinions so… “I guess so…”

She paused and looked at me. “You certainly act different, you were pretty quite before. Never really spoke to us or anyone for that matter. You were pretty reserved.” She continued stirring the pot.

I thought about what she said, ‘So I was a quite one huh?’ I didn’t really know what to say. I just continued helping her until we were finished making breakfast. I got everyone up and helped the two little girls into their chairs. Breakfast was a vegetable soup and bread. While eating I was thinking of what to do next. I suppose the only thing I could think of was to get Sarya to her people.

After breakfast I asked Sarya to follow me outside, we stood outside and I turned to her and said “So Sarya, now that you’re free I was guessing that you wanted to head back to your people. If you’d like, I could help you get across the countryside.”

She looked surprised by my request. “W-well I-I…” She paused. “If you believe that’s best then I would appreciate the help.” I frowned at her. “Do you not want to go back?” She shook her head. “I do, I just haven’t been there in a while. It’s quite the distance. About two weeks on foot, maybe more.”

Two weeks? That sounded… painful. “Well… I guess we better get started.”

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We had left the farm about an hour ago. There were some tearful goodbyes, especially from the two little girls. They begged me to stay; they wanted the ‘heroine’ to stay. I told them I had to return Sarya to her people but I would try to come back when I could. They gave me a tear-filled hug. Helena simply said that we were welcome anytime and gave her thanks as well. I allowed them to keep the wagon as they would probably need it more than I would.

We walked in complete silence, taking in the sights.

Soon Sarya broke the silence “Umm… if you don’t mind me asking a bit about yourself?” She was probably trying to break the tension and get something going. “I’m not sure how much I can answer; I’ve… lost my memory.” She looked aghast.

“When did that happen?”

“A little over a week ago”

She was quite for a moment. “What happened? Or do you remember?”

I looked back at her. “Well… I don’t really remember much when I woke up I was being hoisted up in a bucket” I left out the… other things.

She grasped my hand and looked at me, her expression pained. “I’m sorry Teela. It must have been hard on you. I can’t imagine how scared you were…” She trailed off to embrace me. Her absurdly large breasts were pushing against mine; she brought my head down to rest on her shoulder. My face was flustered. Before I could speak she whispered “It’s ok. I hope that things weren’t too hard on you.”

“It was…” I spoke unconsciously.

She tightened her grip, I could feel something trickle down the side of my face. Was I crying? No, I wasn’t. It was her. “I’m so sorry Teela. I thought you may have gone through something terrible. I saw you trying your best to hold back your tears when the Prince spoke harshly of you.”

She lifted my head to show me her tear filled face. She smiled through it. “…and yet… you did some truly courageous and kind things. It takes something to offer kindness when people only have bitterness for you.”

I could feel my tears welling up too. I remember that old healer saying something familiar before.

She embraced me again. “It’s ok. I’m here.”

I was doing my best to hold back my tears. I didn’t want to cry anymore. I didn’t want to feel pain anymore… I slowly raised my arms to return her embrace.

It was something I’d never really felt before, a warm embrace like this. I wanted it to last forever. I let got reluctantly. “We… have to keep moving.”

She nodded, wiping her tears. “Ok” was her meek answer.

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We were nearing sundown, so I decided to make camp. I found a suitable place near a small pond. We could wash ourselves here. Come to think of it, I hadn’t really had a bath since I got here. I couldn’t at the farm because there wasn’t much water due to how run down it was.

Sarya harvested some bark and dead grass from the surroundings. I told her to bath first as I would try lighting a fire. It took me five tries… to get the two rocks I was banging together to spark. ‘Ugh… come on.’ I finally managed to get it going slowly. I blew under the grass to spread the flames and leaned back looked over to see Sarya… stark naked!

I immediately turned away “W-w-what are you doing!?” I sputtered.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know my nudity would bother you.” I could hear her nervousness in her voice. It was probably because I shouted unnecessarily. Guilt flared. I shouted and turned away which possibly made her think I was disturbed by what I'd seen. I breathed in.

“I… it doesn’t bother me. I was just surprised is all. A… beautiful woman shouldn’t wander naked around…”

I quickly looked through my things and found my fur blanket. I handed it to her without looking.

“Thank you.” I heard some rustling; I slowly turned to see her covered in the fur blanket. I could see her smile in the flickering light. She… looked unbelievable beautiful. My breath was stolen. She sat down next to the fire. “Where are your clothes?” I asked. “Drying” she replied.

I needed to cool my head off; I quickly grabbed a small piece of cloth to dry myself off and moved to the pond. I reached for my buckle and stopped. I realized something… outside of when I got these clothes, for that time I kept my eyes closed, but now? I slowly undid my buckle and dropped my leggings. I then undid the button on my vest and slowly pulled my shirt over my head. I had my eyes closed for the whole process. I wondered if I was prepared.

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I opened my eyes and looked down. Heat rose in my cheeks as I took in what I was seeing. My breasts were large enough that I couldn’t see my stomach. They certainly weren’t as large as Sarya’s but they were still big. ‘I have to wash myself like this?’ Well… I guess I have no choice.

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I had finished with a flustered face. I did my best to wash everywhere. I also scrubbed my clothes together with as much effort as I could. I couldn’t get everything stain out but it I did what I could. I covered myself with the clothes I had. I came back to the campfire, Sarya saw me and smiled “The water was nice, wasn’t it?” I nodded and moved past her. She moved back and laid down. “Well, I think it’s best to get some sleep.”

I looked through the stuff and it suddenly hit me… ‘Ah, crap.’

I looked over to Sarya, she had the only blanket. ‘Now what?’ I guess I was sleeping without one tonight… I laid near the fire facing away. I was naked but the fire kept me warm to some degree.

“Why are you laying there?”

“Well… I’m afraid there’s only one blanket.” I quickly added. “Don’t worry, I’m fine.”

I could hear some movement behind me. Before I could turn to see what it was. Sarya had wrapped the blanket over me and I could feel two round things pressing my back. Her breasts!?

“W-what are you-““You’re cold aren’t you?” She said, cutting me off. “It would be selfish to worry only about myself.” She lend closer wrapping her arms around me. My heart was racing, beating loudly in my chest. I swallowed a lump in my throat.

“Sarya… I-I…” I was completely speechless. I slowly turned to her. Her face had a tint of red; her eyes were gazing at me softly. “Teela? Is this… alright?” I didn’t even know.

She was so beautiful. She was so kind; she never complained or hated me for the fact that I was going to give her away. She even comforted me when I was hurt. She'd seen through all my defenses and touched a part that I so vigorously tried to hide because of this world. I felt disgusted with myself for valuing such a person over others.

I was turning away before she grasped my face and gazed deeply into my eyes.

“Teela…?” She whispered like a prayer. I looked deep into her eyes, eyes that held both knowledge and sincerity. I… I wanted her. I lend closer in and slowly pressed my lips to hers. She tasted sweet, she smelled like a faint vanilla. I pressed closer, wanting more of her taste. I wanted mo- I pulled back sharply “I-I-I-I… I so sorry! I was just…” I turned over fast. WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING!? I WAS JUST SO- “Teela?” I froze as I heard my name. “Teela… please look at me.” I didn’t want to because… what would I see? A crying face? “Teela… please…” I swallowed hard and slowly turned to see her face. It wasn’t tearful or angry. It was… happy. She leaned in closer and kissed me.

I could feel an overwhelming relief wash over me.

She continued to peck my lips and soon I joined her. My body was hot under the fur blanket. I wanted more. My hands wrapped around her, pulling her in closer. Our tongues were soon dancing together, snaking and entwining. I slowly pulled back breathing heavily. “Sarya…” I whispered. “Teela…’

I moved on top of her and started to rain kisses on her face. Her cheek, her lips, her neck. I slowly traced down a line of kisses to her breasts. I paused, ‘how do I…?’ I had never done such a thing before. I swallowed hard before taking one of her breasts between my lips.

She immediately cried out as it entered my mouth. I jerked back at the sound. “Sarya!? Are you ok?! I didn’t mean to-“She pressed a finger to my lips. “It’s ok” She smiled. “I’m fine… just… please be gentle with me.” I breathed a sigh of relief.

I took her breast again in my mouth. I used my tongue, swirling around the nipple. She mewled and quivered under me. Her breaths grew more ragged. “Teela…” she rasped. I took hold of the other breast and gave it the same treatment. I looked up to see her looking at me, biting her lip.

I moved my head down, a line of kisses followed. I trail down until I was between her legs. She was very moist, creating a small wet spot on the ground. I didn’t hesitate to bury my head between her legs. She thrust here hips up at contact, which buried me further. A cry of pleasure rang out. I held her hips until she calmed. The hair between her legs was tickling my nose. She soon laid her hips down.

I immediately started to lap at her moist heat, she responded with moans and her hands were in my hair. She stroked my head as I contained my assault giving her no mercy. I wanted… no… NEEDED to see her in pure ecstasy. Her body was beginning to quiver as she drew closer to her climax. I doubled my efforts and soon, screams of ecstasy echoed out as her body shook. I didn’t stop; I wanted her to experience it for as long as possible.

She was lying down, panting hard. “Tee…la” She whispered. I lay next to her. “Yes?”  She slowly got up dragging me with her. She then interlocked our legs, the place between our legs brush together, a shot of pleasure went up my spine. I threw my head back “Uuuuhhhh!” I felt a hand grasp the back of my head and brought me towards her. Our lips met again. “Sarya…” I whispered. She answered by brush her moist heat against mine.

Chills were shooting up my back. I moaned. I rotated my hips to meet hers as well. We continued to brush together in rhythm our moans sounded out in the woods. I could feel the pleasure rising as I quickened the pace.

I finally reached the peak and a massive wave of raw pleasure coursed through my body. I couldn’t stop trembling as wave after wave crashed through me. I eventually regained my composure slightly. I looked at Sarya to see her quivering as well. She must have climaxed with me. I pecked a kiss on her cheek before lying her down with me. She was fast asleep. I grabbed the fur blanket and covered us with it soon falling asleep myself. The last thing I thought of was how beautiful she looked. 

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Author's note: .....Yeah, uh.... I got nothing... Hope you enjoyed. Cheers.