Sometimes I wish I felt more of anything. Dont get me wrong I feel every emotion as I always have but lately, over the last few years or so, it's like speaking through a wall of still water I guess; they're all still there it's just like someones turned their volume down and warped them, and I guess this worries me sometimes. Recently my only two main emotional outlets have been listening to music and my amateurish attempts at writing (not this collection of ramblings haha). Oh and also reading haha, It feels like on auto-pilot whenever im not doing these things, but it's not the useful kind of autopilot. It hasn't escaped my notice that these are all a form of escapism, and honestly im okay with it. At least im not overthinking reality when I do these things.

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It's kind of ironic that im posting this on a website designed for reading though isn't it? haha