I can feel it.

This pain was so familiar since I had dreaded it so much.

But now, I yearned for it.

The sticky feeling of blood dripping down my nose, that I once loathed, was suddenly pleasing.

Even though having a feeling similar to ripping off your skin was painful, it reminded me that the more it hurts, the less time I have left.

"Please hold on your majesty!" 

I don't want to live everyday dying.

I have nothing in this world. 

Just a title of a queen.

"His majesty. Go and call his majesty!"

As if that man will come. His heart is filled with Mi-in with no space left for me. When hears of this he will probably think that I am striving for his attention by acting sick.

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"Your majesty please don't leave us."

Would you say that if you get inflicted by half of what I felt until now? 

Only I know how excruciating and tormenting the pain is. Living like this is torture.

Haha.

Now I can barely breathe or see. I'm only few minutes away from dying. 

I'm finally going to recieve the quietus I yearned for.

"Your majesty please come!"

I gritted my teeth, why would that man come when I'm finally dying Why must you torture in my last moments too?

I quickly closed my eyes as to not see that man in my last moments. 

I heard pants and loud thuds on the floor.

Do you think running here will change anything?

If it is so, then I also want to change something.

With my remaining strength, I spat out my last words,

"I regret meeting you Taeyang."

With that death embraced me tightly.

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I feel sorry for my non existent writing skills. 

Spoiler: Spoiler

 The queen is not malicious as how I portray. She just became like this after years of pain.