Dover, 1st January 1936
Billy had grown up staring at the sea.
From his family’s little house on the hills of Dover, he had watched great ships dock
into port for as long as he could remember. Their billowing smokestacks belched
then came to a halt as they docked into port, their masts coloured with the flags of
many signals and nations. Their family even owned a small fishing boat, and he and
his mother would sail through the Channel to see the warships in the summer— until
his father came back from the War.
As Billy grew, so did the ships. Once in a while, an enormous battleship would dock
into port, and a crowd would gather to see it. When Billy was a toddler, they were
tubby, almost round oval shaped things, then all of a sudden somewhere in his
childhood they turned into sharply angled, long and intimidating gun platforms— the
‘Dreadnought Revolution’, the papers called it— slowly becoming sleeker and longer
and boxier until Billy was a teenager— the battleships having become something
that was nothing like their past selves. As he grew, they grew, as did his fascination
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with the ships outside their window— earning the disdain of his father, who was no
longer able to go outside the house unaided.
“Those guns look ol’ mighty, alright.” His father was looking through the window
beside him, a copy of the Sunday Post in his lap. “What do you think would you
happen if you were on the receiving end of that lot?”
He flicked his finger across the paper, drawing Billy’s attention to the headline that
read, ‘JAPAN LAYS DOWN TWO NEW TOSA-CLASS DREADNOUGHTS’. “They say
they have enough firepower to knock out anything we have in our entire navy. In the
Great War I lost my legs to one 105-millimetre howitzer. These new Japanese ships
carry 410-millimetre guns— ten of them. Nobody can survive that shit.”
Billy imagined himself like the boys in the papers, sailors that had braved the Great
War and come home with a medal or two, smiles on their faces as they regaled their
families with tales of the great waves of the Atlantic. He wanted to come back as a
sailor and stare his father in the eye, almost to say: “I lived.”.
The Revenge-class battleship HMS Ramillies was docked in the port, its guns facing
the blue expanse of the sea as people, barely discernible seemingly little dots,
hurried about the deck. Beside it, small tugs surrounded the gargantuan vessel,
moving about like servants attending to a king.
“Don’t let it get to your head. Everything looks so goddamn good in peacetime.”