My life before changing

I just fucking hate this life.If you don't have connection to powerful people,you won't be able to climb the ladder.Is this it?Can any powerful people take you down?Does all the hard work you have done come to this?

All the rich people who have been able to climb the ladder say, you have to take risks and work hard.This is just bullshit or I am one of the unluckiest people on the earth.Maybe,My fate doesn't have the say of climbing this ladder.

Oh,I am sorry.You must be confused what this ladder is.This ladder is the social status or more likely money and influence. My name is Aaron.I don't have any surnames because my parents or one of them who left me at the doorstep of an orphanage when I was just 2 or 3 months old didn't give me one.My parents also didn't give me my name.I chose it myself when I was 4.Now I am a 20 years old normal male.And these thoughts are just my frustrations trying to come out.

My entire life is full of strugles.In the orphanage when I was just a child, I was bullied by my peers.It is also thanks to my parents.As I didn't have my mother's milk for necessary time for a baby,my body has always been on the weaker side.

Whoever says child's are innocent and they can't be evil should visit an orphanage secretly. Here is politics you can't even imagine exists.Let me explain.

There is always a leader in one group.Among the children,it is also a fact.Mainly children who are physically stronger become this leader. And everyone follows him.You should also remember that orphanage kids are bullied or trash talked by normal kids.The normal kids tell the orphanage kids that nobody loves orphan kids.Even their own parents hate them.If not then why they are here.So a deep sadness takes place in their heart.The orphan kids cry at night.Their only dream is that one day their parents will come and take them home.But it doesn't happen.So,almost every orphan kid grow a twisted view on life.It stays till one day someone teaches them the morals and right things.Where was I?Oh bullying.So some kids start bullying to find solace from their pain.This bullying starts small but it gradually increases.My bullying also started small.It happened one day when I was five years old.I got into a fight regarding a toy with the 'leader' of my orphanage mates.I will not tell about the result of the fight for my pride.

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I have already told my health wasn't on the right side.So,very few kids let me join their play.In it,I was given the most boring role.At least I joined the games.But after the fight,the leader forbid anyone to play with me.You may be thinking it silly.But you don't know.Seriously, It hurts.It hurts very much.It is the highest punishment that can be given to a kid.I will cry while seeing the other kids playing.Nobody played with me.If somebody even tries to take me in a game,the other kids will not let him join in the playing. So,I grew up as a lonely kid.But the bullying didn't stop there.After the play forbidding,The leader and his close friends started throwing my bed's things.Many nights I have slept without my pillow and mattress.The wardens or caretakers would sometime notice in their busy works of taking care of this orphans.They would ask me if something happened. But I would refuse to tell them as I had learned the hard way of complaining about them.It increased from tearing my clothes to beating me up.Finally,I have gotten peace from them when the leader and some of his close friends got adopted.

Then came my school,highschool and part time jobs.I have worked inhumanly in these times to collect money for my college. But during my entrance exams,I became very sick and got bedridden for a month.I understood studying has left me.So, I concentrated on business.I have made some friends in my high school.They are my first real friends.I have watched movies,animes with them which was out of my PayCheck's entertainment. They had helped me many times.Whether by giving money or letting me stay at their home when I didn't have enough money to pay for my crappy apartment. So,I will always love them.To do business, I have worked at many places to gain experience.I talked with my friends about it.

Finally,Just three weeks ago,My 4 friends and I opened a small restaurant near a college.My friend's parents mainly gave us the money.I also gave my life's savings.As we had better cooks and good management that was done by me,our restaurant became famous among the college students very quickly. I thought that finally my life is going to change.I would be climbing the ladder.But a big businessman's son set his greedy eyes on our restaurant.I will not say much but this, when we refused to sell it various types of officers like food officer, animal right officials etc came and within two days we are forced to sell it.We couldn't even go against him.The police or law refused even to take our case.

So Now, I am standing on a bridge thinking what to do.I am even talking to myself.Great,now i am also becoming mad.A cold wind blows away.I felt coldness from my eyes.Touching it with my fingers,I understand I am crying.I start crying loudly for the first time in ten years.

Why me god?Why me?

Suddenly the sound of horn enters my ears.Lifting my head,I can only helplessly see a car driving towards me at high speed.I have many regrets.If I get a chance,I will definitely complete them.

The body gets thrown out of the bridge and a strange portal appears and sucks up the body in a second.

To be continued…...