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The Man From Before
4 | 2 : A Man Behind The Mask

4 | 2 : A Man Behind The Mask

> August 17th

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> The construction of the orphanage is progressing splendidly, and it fills my heart with immense joy to envision the children soon having a proper place to call home. The walls are rising day by day, soon to be filled with laughter and learning. We are planning to have educators come and teach the children about the world, giving them the knowledge and skills they need to thrive.

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> The community's response has been heartwarming. Several villagers, moved by our efforts, have joined hands with Cedric to erect a temporary shelter for the children. This gesture of solidarity has not only expedited our mission but also strengthened the bond within our community.

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> I have been busy distributing the clothes I knitted, and it is truly uplifting to see the children wearing them. Their faces, once marred by the harshness of life on the streets, now carry a healthier glow. They are gaining weight, looking more robust and lively with each passing day. It’s a sight that reassures me; every child deserves a chance to grow up healthy and happy.

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> However, amidst these developments, Cedric continues to be somewhat of an enigma. He still takes his leave occasionally, returning to his mysterious pursuits. Just this morning, he mentioned having to investigate an 'anomaly'—a term he uses often that seems connected to the cryptic contents of his ever-present book. While I worry about the dangers he might face alone, I understand that this part of his life is something he must manage in his own way.

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> Despite the uncertainties surrounding his secretive excursions, seeing the tangible results of our work here, with the children and the orphanage, provides a comforting counterbalance. It’s a reminder that while some battles are fought in the shadows, others are won in the light of day, through community, compassion, and perseverance.

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> August 20th

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> Dear Diary,

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> Yesterday was another heartwarming day as we extended our outreach efforts to the elderly in our community. It was touching to see the children interacting with them, their laughter mingling with the wisdom of age. Watching them together, I couldn't help but wonder if that's how I appeared in my previous life—surrounded by youthful energy, yet steeped in the experiences of many years.

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> In the whirlwind of these activities, I've realized just how long it's been since I last tended to my garden. The plants seemed to have missed my attention almost as much as I missed them. So today, I made it a point to spend some time amidst the flowers and shrubs, reconnecting with my little sanctuary.

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> As I was absorbed in the quiet task of watering and pruning, Cedric appeared, his expression more solemn than usual. "My job just got more complicated," he confessed, the lines of his face drawn tight with concern. "I might have to leave and come back more often." His words hung in the air, a prelude to the unpredictability that seemed to shadow his every step.

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> I paused, my hand holding a floating watering can—my magical aids that, despite their usefulness, lacked the company I craved. "I do miss having someone to talk to while tending to the garden," I admitted, feeling a pang of loneliness at the thought of his absence. The cans, bobbing gently in the air, continued their silent dance, indifferent to the complexities of human emotions.

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> Cedric watched them for a moment "I'll try to be back as often as I can," he promised, though we both understood the weight of his responsibilities might pull him away at any time.

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> His impending departures loomed over us, yet the garden, with its vibrant life and persistent growth, reminded me of the resilience we all must find within ourselves. As Cedric prepares for whatever challenges lie ahead, I find solace in nurturing this space, ensuring it thrives regardless of the shadows that may fall.

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> September 25th

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> The rain today has been relentless, but thankfully, the temporary shelter has held up well, keeping the children dry and warm. Their laughter, even amidst this downpour, is a testament to the resilience of youth and the comfort of having a safe haven. The orphanage, now nearing completion thanks to the magical expertise of local builders, is shaping up to be more than just a home for children; it will also serve the elderly in our community, a dual sanctuary that mirrors the full circle of life.

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> This grey, rain-soaked day has stirred memories of my past life, particularly of the times spent with my husband. We used to curl up together, watching the rain patter against the window, a symphony of drops accompanied by soft music and the warmth of hot chocolate. Such memories are bittersweet, filled with love and a gentle longing for moments that have slipped into the echoes of time.

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As Patricia sat wrapped in her reminiscence, the sound of a gentle knock pulled her from her thoughts. The door opened to reveal Cedric, his presence a comforting constant despite his frequent absences. He stepped inside, closing the door softly behind him.

"I just wanted to let you know that I'm still doing okay," Cedric began, his voice carrying a hint of weariness that he tried to mask with a reassuring smile. Patricia could see the fatigue etched in his features, the toll of his travels momentarily weighing him down.

"Come, sit with me," Patricia invited, patting the chair beside her. As Cedric settled in, she shared the memory that the rain had brought to her mind, recounting the cozy, quiet moments with her husband. It was a rare glimpse into her personal history, shared in hopes of offering Cedric the same comfort the memory provided her.

After a pause, she ventured further, "Would you like to share some of your stories? The worlds you've visited, the lives you've touched?"

Cedric looked out at the rain, considering her offer. Then, slowly, he began to speak. He talked of the many worlds he had journeyed through, each tale woven with its own tapestry of joy and sorrow. He spoke of people who found their 'happily ever afters,' and others whose stories, despite his best efforts, ended in heartache. His voice was soft, yet each word was laden with the weight of his experiences, a mixture of fulfillment and an inevitable sense of loss.

Patricia's heart ached as she listened to Cedric's tales, each story more poignant than the last. As he shifted to speak of himself, a noticeable struggle began to emerge. His voice, once steady, now faltered, and it seemed as if invisible chains held his words captive. He paused, his breath catching in his throat as he tried to articulate his own journey. Again and again, he attempted to voice his thoughts, but the words wouldn’t come. The most he could muster was vague allusions to a past that seemed to him like a fading memory, elusive and indistinct.

Patricia watched him, her heart swelling with empathy for the young man before her. It was one thing to carry the tales of others, but to bear an obscured burden of one's own—that was a loneliness of a different kind. Moving closer, she placed a comforting hand on his shoulder, offering a presence that words alone could not provide. "Oh, dear," she murmured, her voice soft and laden with compassion. "Sometimes, even a guardian needs looking after."

Cedric's shoulders tensed under her touch, and then, as if the floodgates had opened, she felt a warm dampness seeping through the fabric of her blouse. Tears, hidden behind the mask—silent, unseen but profoundly felt—began to fall. In that moment, the roles of guardian and protagonist dissolved, leaving behind only the raw, unguarded connection between two souls.

Patricia drew him into an embrace, one that spoke of maternal care and unconditional acceptance. To her, Cedric was no longer just a figure of mystery and strength, but a young man, as human and vulnerable as any of her grandchildren. "It's alright to rest, to let down your guard," she whispered, holding him as his body shook with the weight of unspoken sorrows.

In the shelter of Patricia's arms, Cedric allowed himself a moment of respite, a break from the ceaseless vigilance and the heavy mantle of a guardian. The rain outside continued to pour, a fitting chorus to the catharsis unfolding within, as two people shared in the healing power of simple human kindness.

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> October 5th

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> Today marks a joyous milestone— the orphanage is finally complete. To celebrate this significant achievement, we hosted a grand party, one that blurred the lines between nobility and commoners, fostering a spirit of unity and community. I set a simple yet important rule for the event: everyone was to dress modestly. This way, there would be no stark contrasts between the classes, ensuring that the focus remained on our collective effort and the children we were all there to support.

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> The response was overwhelming and heartening. Nobles and commoners alike gathered under the same roof, their conversations weaving through the air like threads pulling us tighter together. It was a vibrant tapestry of laughter, stories, and shared aspirations, a true testament to what we can accomplish when we stand united.

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> Additionally, we opened submissions for those interested in teaching at the orphanage. I was pleasantly surprised by the number of applicants, eager not just for employment but motivated by a genuine desire to make a difference in the lives of these children. It reassures me that the orphanage will be a place of learning and growth, supported by a community passionate about nurturing the next generation.

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> The party itself was a delightful affair, with people from all walks of life mingling freely, discussing everything from everyday joys to grand dreams. For a few precious hours, it felt as if there were no barriers of status or wealth, just one big community gathered for a common cause.

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> Cedric, too, seemed at ease, his usual reserve softened by the inclusive atmosphere. It was a relief to see him interacting more openly, his contributions to the orphanage’s success recognized and appreciated by many. His journey, much like the stories of those we aim to help, is intertwined with the fabric of this community now.

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> As I write this, I am filled with hope and gratitude. Today wasn’t just a celebration of a building’s completion but a reaffirmation of our community’s strength and compassion. This orphanage, born from a vision of care and unity, stands as a beacon of what we can achieve together. It is a promise to our children, and to each other, that we are here, we care, and we will support one another.

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> February 12th

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> It has been several months since the orphanage opened its doors, and the success of that endeavor continues to bring joy to my heart. I have returned to my cherished routine of gardening, finding solace and delight in the quiet communion with nature. The garden, with its endless cycle of growth and renewal, mirrors the lives we've touched at the orphanage.

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> I make it a point to visit the orphanage regularly. The children's faces light up with bright smiles whenever I arrive, a clear sign of their flourishing spirits. It is immensely rewarding to see them thriving, their laughter a balm to any weary soul.

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> Cedric, too, continues his mysterious journeys, albeit with a slight change. Nowadays, whenever he returns, he brings small gifts—curious trinkets and tokens from wherever his duties take him. These little surprises add a touch of wonder to our daily lives, and I often think how lovely it would be to have him stay permanently.

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> The notion of adopting him crosses my mind more often than I care to admit, although the practicalities of such a decision are complicated by our apparent age similarity. Still, in my heart, I sometimes see him as the son I might have guided, had circumstances been different.

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> In terms of safety, the fears that once shadowed Cedric's arrival have largely dissipated. There has been no sign of the potential dangers he was so concerned about, allowing us both to breathe a sigh of relief. It seems, at least for now, that we can enjoy the peace that has settled over our lives.

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> Yet, I cannot help but wonder about the nature of the threats Cedric once spoke of so gravely. His vigilant demeanor has not waned, suggesting that perhaps he still keeps watch over a danger unseen. For his sake, I hope these threats remain mere shadows, never coming to mar the tranquility we have found.

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> As spring approaches, I look forward to another season of growth—both in my garden and in the lives of those around me. With each passing day, I am reminded of the beauty of simple moments and the profound impact of nurturing care. May this year bring continued peace and prosperity to all under our care.

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> March 20th

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> Dear Diary,

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> Today marks a significant day, not just because it has been almost a full year since Cedric arrived under such mysterious circumstances, but also because of a new turn in my personal life. This morning, my parents approached me with a proposal that took me by surprise. They asked if I would be interested in meeting a man they admire, suggesting it could lead to something more if we found a mutual connection. The idea of a formal date, orchestrated by my parents, is somewhat archaic to me, yet their hopeful expressions made it difficult to decline. To ease their minds and perhaps satisfy my own curiosity, I agreed.

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> We have exchanged a few letters to introduce ourselves—a rather quaint but charming way to bridge the distance. Today, we are set to meet in person in the capital, a neutral ground bustling with life and the anonymity provided by its crowds.

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> As dawn broke, Cedric and I prepared to leave. He helped me into the carriage, his usual stoic demeanor tinged with what I perceived as a hint of reluctance. Or perhaps it was my own reluctance I saw reflected in his eyes. My parents, ever supportive, were brimming with excitement and wishes of good luck, their smiles wide as they waved us off.

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> The journey to the capital was quiet, filled with the soft clatter of horse hooves and the distant sounds of the waking countryside. Cedric, who usually fills our travels with tales of other realms or thoughtful silences, seemed more pensive than usual. I wondered if he, too, felt the weight of what this meeting represented—not just for me, but potentially for the delicate balance of our current lives.

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> As the city's spires came into view, my heart filled with a mix of apprehension and anticipation. This meeting, while orchestrated with the best of intentions, was a reminder of the paths my life could take. Yet, as I glanced at Cedric, his presence a steady constant in my life of late, I felt a surge of gratitude. No matter the outcome of the encounter, I knew his friendship and loyalty would remain unchanged.

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> March 22nd

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> Dear Diary,

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> Yesterday's meeting unfolded in a manner both polite and pleasant, yet it left my heart untouched by the prospect of romance. The gentleman in question, a son of a count, presented himself with all the decorum and charm befitting his status. He was indeed a good man, courteous and engaging throughout our encounter. However, despite his admirable qualities, I felt no spark between us, no stirring of the heart that I had hoped might hint at a deeper connection.

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> Our conversation, though filled with intelligent discourse and polite laughter, revealed our vastly different approaches to life. Where he seemed content with the traditional roles and expectations set before him, my own experiences and the life I've led call for something less conventional. It became clear as we spoke that what we seek in life and in a partner does not align.

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> Acknowledging this, we parted ways amicably, with mutual respect and well wishes for each other's happiness. It was a farewell free of bitterness, but also free of regret. Remaining in the capital after our farewell, I decided it would be a waste not to take advantage of being in such a vibrant city.

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> With Cedric by my side, we turned the day into an exploration of the capital's bustling streets and quiet corners. The city, alive with the pulse of commerce and conversation, offered a welcome distraction and a chance to enjoy the richness of life beyond the confines of duty and expectation.

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> As we wandered through markets bursting with color and sampled local delicacies from lively street vendors, I felt a sense of freedom and contentment. The day's earlier events faded into the background, replaced by the simple joys of discovery and the comfort of Cedric’s quiet company. His presence, always reassuring, seemed especially significant today. It reminded me that sometimes, companionship, respect, and understanding are more fulfilling than romantic sparks.

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> Tonight, as I write this entry, I am grateful for the clarity this day has brought. I am reminded that happiness often comes in forms we least expect and that true contentment lies in living authentically, embracing the joys that resonate with our deepest selves.

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> March 24th

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> After a delightful few days in the capital, I've decided it's time to prepare for our return home. But before we depart, I have one last stop to make—a visit to a well-known botanical boutique. I'm eager to explore their collection of seeds and perhaps bring back some unique varieties to enrich my beloved garden.

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> As I shared my plans with Cedric this morning, he consulted that ever-present, mysterious book of his and then informed me he needed to step away for a short while. He was quite insistent that I avoid any secluded areas during his absence, a reminder of his ever-watchful nature over my safety. He promised to return quickly, leaving me to my leisurely exploration of the shopping district.

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> The streets here are vibrant and bustling with life. Each boutique offers its own charm and array of goods, from colorful fabrics to exquisite trinkets. As I stroll through the district, I take in the sights and sounds of people enjoying their day—couples laughing, children playing, artisans proudly showcasing their crafts. It’s a lively atmosphere that invigorates the soul.

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> I find myself drawn to the botanical boutique, its windows adorned with an array of plants and flowers that instantly catch my eye. Inside, the air is fragrant with the scent of herbs and blossoms, a verdant oasis that feels worlds away from the busy street outside. I spend a delightful hour perusing their offerings, selecting several packets of seeds that promise to add new life and color to my garden.

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As Patricia examined a particularly vibrant fern, a familiar voice approached from behind, breaking her concentration. It was Cedric, returning sooner than she had expected. She didn't turn immediately, her eyes still roaming over the lush greenery surrounding her.

"Did you finish your business already?" she asked, her tone light, as she touched the delicate leaves of a nearby plant.

"Yes, I did," Cedric replied, his voice carrying a note of curiosity. "I was wondering, could you tell me more about your past? What did you usually do in your previous life?"

Patricia smiled softly, her fingers lingering on the petals of a blooming flower. "I loved gardening, just as I do now, and watching the rain with my husband," she began, her voice wistful. "We would sit by the window with our hot drinks, just enjoying the quiet together. Our grandchildren often visited us, and they would help in the garden, learning and playing as they went."

As she reminisced, another voice cut through the air, startlingly familiar yet wholly unexpected. "Julia?" it called out, tentative yet filled with a hint of recognition.

Patricia froze, the name from her past life hanging in the air like a ghost. Slowly, she turned around, her heart pounding with a mix of confusion and anticipation. Standing next to Cedric was another man, his expression one of hopeful recognition.

Her eyes widened as she took in the newcomer's features, searching for signs of familiarity in his face. The situation felt surreal, a piece of her previous life suddenly stepping into her present, bridging worlds and memories she thought were long left behind.

Cedric, noticing her shock, stepped slightly to the side, giving her space to confront this fragment of her past now standing before her in the flesh.

In the serene ambiance of the botanical boutique, filled with the scents of earth and bloom, the man began to recount tales of his past—a past curiously intertwined with Patricia's own memories. He spoke of his wife, her love for the garden, and their quiet moments together during rain-soaked afternoons, each detail mirroring Patricia's recounted experiences from her previous life.

With each word, Patricia's heart raced faster, the pieces falling into place in a reunion she never imagined possible. Her hands trembled slightly as she reached out, touching the man's face with a mixture of disbelief and longing. "Matteo?" she whispered, her voice a mix of hope and uncertainty.

As they stood there, locked in a moment of rediscovery, Cedric quietly bent down to gather Patricia's dropped belongings. He moved towards the counter, his actions deliberate but his attention still partly on the extraordinary scene unfolding behind him. As he waited to pay, he felt a subtle vibration from the book tucked under his arm—a gentle but significant tremor that seemed to signal a profound shift.

As Cedric stood at the counter, discreetly observing the poignant reunion, he felt a subtle, yet decisive, shake from the book under his arm. This was not the first time the tome had reacted to events unfolding around him, but the sensation this time was distinct—more pronounced. It was as if the book, typically a guide to navigating the narratives of this world's protagonist, was recalibrating in response to an unprecedented anomaly.

The book, a mystical compendium that usually informed Cedric of the ongoing narrative threads tied to the world’s protagonist, now seemed to grapple with a rare occurrence. There were two intertwining stories within a single narrative framework—a phenomenon that had not been accounted for in its ancient, scripted pages.

As Patricia and Matteo continued to share their rediscovered past, Cedric pondered the tremor in his book. It was a signal, he realized, not just of a change but of a conclusion. The book was subtly indicating that the stories it tracked were reaching its end.

The emotional reunion continued for a few more moments, wrapping Patricia and Matteo in the warmth of rediscovered love and shared memories. However, for Cedric, this moment marked not only a conclusion to the couple's story but also to his own chapter in this world.

He stepped forward, his expression a mixture of satisfaction and solemnity. "My time here has come to an end," Cedric announced gently, addressing the couple. "It's been a privilege to witness your reunion and to play a part in your story."

Patricia, her eyes brimming with tears of gratitude and sadness, reached out to him. From her bag, she pulled out her diary—the very same one filled with her thoughts and memories from both her past and present lives. She offered it to Cedric with a tender smile. "Take this with you," she said. "Consider it a token of my thanks. And perhaps, you might start documenting your own journey, your own thoughts, as you continue onward."

Cedric accepted the diary. He hugged Patricia warmly, a silent promise of remembrance and gratitude exchanged between them.

As they stepped back, a rift gently shimmered into existence behind Cedric, a gateway to other worlds, other stories. He opened the diary to a random page and his eyes fell on a drawing—Marianne's portrayal of him from a time that now seemed both distant and dear. The sight of it sparked something within him, a realization that his journey was not just about the missions or the guardianship but also about the connections and the reflections along the way.

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Inspired, he thought, "Maybe I should start adding my own sketches of the worlds I visit." With that thought, he turned, stepping towards the rift. As the portal enveloped him, Cedric cast one last look back at Patricia and Matteo, their figures framed by the warm light of the boutique, a final image to imprint on his heart before the rift closed silently behind him, ushering him into the unknown.

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