God the omnipotent, all knowing, omniscient, the ever present, created space and time, and life and death and ultimately free will. however space's and time's purpose of existing was too strong for their personality, so they were swallowed and failed to gain consciousness, life and death, managed to attain their consciousness but their loyalty was so unwavering that it never really mattered, lastly free will, refused to yearn for a consciousness like his brethren, and that itself gave him one so strong, that he was free from his creator's rules. only one things was impossible for these true gods, it was end of their creator, not even if their creator ordered them to, their whole being would refuse to perform such an impossible act.
now unto more closely related topics, i am planing on choosing a world, a species and let me new story begin.
i think for this jump i will go for a world not fully discovered by its people, a large one, around 100 time the size of earth. a dominant species is too boring, either long lived dominant species managed to obtain world peace or young lived ones follow a very repetitive cycle. next step is my species and my bloodline. no, nop, not my type, ha, this one should work, a giant of royal bloodline with the power to change size and a descendant of dragon, the draklake, shitty specie but of worthy bloodline, easy enough to earn myself back my true nature, and the power that comes with it. ok, last step is my destiny. i cant let the sisters of fate handle it , because i created them and i get way too special treatment. i will give myself an insatiable greed for knowledge, an absolute control over my emotions, you know, higher survival rate, don't wanna have periods, had enough of them for an eternity, so a boy, you know what, i feel like compensating for all the powers i wont be able to use, so i will be born a man. i will also have very high family value, to compensate for the calm, cold , calculating behavior that comes with controlled emotions. you know, either i feel too much, or i don't feel at all, there is no median.
last step is putting all this into the soul of the unborn child, while absorbing it, in a way i'm killing him/her by making them a part of me, truly immoral, i feel so bad, to make it up, i will go back in time and suffer 100 years in dark, boring silence, and bless her/his soul in a different universe, okay, now that the goody two shoes are happy, we can proceed.
so i was like totally going do all that, when it happened.
i heard a prayer, you must realize , that i am not known to people, so to be prayed too is quite rare, only happened to me 193874659208948 times, imagine it as once every 83 universe, and always more than 10 reincarnation apart, count all living thing in each of them and, ughh too complicated for you anyway. it is rare and goes against my habit of being bored, me gusta. so i go towards the call, it was the usual, a bit disappointing, desperate pregnant mother, ready to sacrifice her life,soul, and sanity, for the survival of her little angel. i find those self sacrifice extremely beautiful , if only they knew what it was that they were sacrificing. you see, there are no heaven or hell, only reincarnation, giving up your life, means your memories, then you go visit LIFE as a newborn soul, and she send you in your merry way, giving up your soul, means your existence, you visit the first married guy ever,(you now know the reason for the gloominess and dark mood, brother, bitches be crazy) DEATH, he rarely gets gifts from his wife, so he keeps them, meaning you get erased from every universe. example if a mage learns dimensional magic, and teleportation, even if he evolves into a god, he can travels his entire universe, but cannot cross to an other one, its one of the rules i am free of. And lastly, sacrificing your sanity, or you free will, is what gets you a ticket to me. not very advised. explanation time, the creator, created life and death, they created, life and planets and all that, the creator created me to create free will, but i didn't create it, so the creator created it himself, ergo, free will is more sacred than life,( i love using created hahaha) and i have the ''god created it so only god can take it away'' belief, so i get a little mad when i get these prayers, i of course anwser them, meaning i swallow the soul, and isolate it for all eternity,
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got way off topic
anyways, mother crying,while giving birth, usual, dying dad, ugly,angry orcs,getting killed in mass but will eventually win, not that it counts as a victory, i agree to her prayer, i touch her soul, so it comes to me when the mortal body dies, and i jump into the baby. i could have used my power to kill everyone, but the dad was dying, so the baby would have starved or got eaten, i would still have done my part of the bargain but i felt too much like a demon , so i hit two birds with one stone. also don't misunderstand, i cannot be bound by contract like the demons, i literally do whatever the fuck i want.
as you must have realized by now, my power are linked to my will, im like green lantern without the lantern, i can will people dead, i can will even DEATH and LiFE, but so can they, so we have a truce.
i saying because when i jumped into the new body out of sympathy to the mother , my will was not fully concentrated so i may have giving a tiny tyni part of 193874659208948 souls i had in me. no big deals ill just have an affinity towards all magic, all weapons and all type of job, higher growth potential than anticipated. not too op, it should make up for not being an giant dragon. and i may have some dreams of past lives, or of other souls when i get knocked out, it will be more confusing than helpful, but nothing i couldn't handle in the past.
for the curious know it all, if your wondering how it all works, i simply send a part of my soul to go have fun, and it comes back to me after a lifetime, meaning i am style a super op god of free will, i just put a dark spot on my omnipotence where i send my soul to get the element of surprise, so when in the next chapter ill be a baby, the power used to survive will be the one of my op version, capish ???
to be continued
ps: first fanfic