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The Lonely Bard
Chapter 39: Delicate Matters

Chapter 39: Delicate Matters

🎵: Dash of the Daring, Rise of the Iron Will, Babel's Harmony, Whispers of the Unseen

Morning light barely touched the translation chamber windows as I took my seat, my shoulders heavy with exhaustion and my mind already clouded by worry. The weight of today's task pressed on me, my thoughts scattered and my body tense, making it hard to find focus. Another day, another hour with Babel's Harmony - though today felt different. Captain Reed and Lady Moira had given us one week to compile a detailed report on everything we'd uncovered about the Shattering and the Brigade's plans. The ancient texts and Black Scale documents scattered across my desk seemed to mock me with their secrets, their words swimming before my tired eyes as if deliberately keeping their mysteries hidden from me.

"You're going to wear a hole in that page if you keep staring at it without actually reading," Maya said from across the table, making me jump. I hadn't even heard her approach.

"What? Oh, I was just..." I gestured vaguely at the text before me, accidentally knocking over my inkwell. Maya caught it before it could spill, raising an eyebrow at my clumsiness.

"You've been fidgeting all morning," she observed, setting the inkwell safely out of reach. "And that's the third time you've checked the sundial in the last hour. What's got you so worked up?"

I hesitated. "Just... a special assignment from Jay."

Maya's expression darkened. "Jay's 'special assignments' usually end with someone in the infirmary or worse. What's he got you doing?" I could feel my throat tighten, her concern only making my own doubts louder. Part of me wanted to tell her everything, but I couldn't afford to show any weakness now.

"Nothing dangerous," I lied, wiping sweaty palms on my robes. "Just some advanced training exercises."

"Right," she said, clearly not believing me. "And I suppose these 'exercises' have nothing to do with why he was asking me about guard rotation schedules yesterday?"

I tried to keep my face neutral, but must have failed because Maya sighed heavily.

"Brendan, listen to me. Jay's good at what he does - whatever that actually is - but his idea of training usually involves throwing people into impossible situations just to watch them fail. Whatever he's got planned, be careful."

"I always am," I said, attempting a confident smile.

"No, you're really not," she replied, but there was fondness in her exasperation. "Just... try not to get yourself killed? Or arrested? Some of us actually enjoy having you around."

The morning's translation work continued to blur by. I kept glancing at the sundial visible through the window, my stomach tightening each time I noticed how the shadow crept closer to noon. The ancient texts in front of me might hold vital information about the Shattering, but all I could think about was Jay's "Delicate Matter's" quest. My thoughts felt like they were tangled in knots, the weight of what lay ahead pressing down on my shoulders until I could barely focus.

Breaking into Captain Reed's quarters. Stealing personal items. The very thought made my palms sweat. But I couldn't back out now. Jay's respect was too important to me, and if I wanted to prove myself, I had to show I could handle anything he threw at me. Fear or not, I was determined to see this through.

Maya kept shooting concerned looks my way, but mercifully didn't press further. When she left for her midday meal, she paused by my chair.

"Whatever trouble Jay's leading you into," she said quietly, "remember you can always back out. No training exercise is worth risking your position here."

I managed a smile. "Thanks, Maya. I'll keep that in mind."

But we both knew I wouldn't back out. I'd worked too hard to earn Jay's respect to give up now, even if every instinct screamed that this was a terrible idea. The weight of unspoken words hung between us as Maya walked away, her footsteps fading until the only sound was the rustling of parchment.

I tried focusing on the symbols before me one last time, but after reading the same line five times without comprehending it, I gave up. It was almost time anyway. I packed away the scrolls, my movements mechanical as I ran through Jay's instructions one final time in my head.

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My hands were shaking and my heart felt like it might burst, but there was no turning back now. Maya's warning echoed in my head as I ducked into an alcove near the officers' quarters. This was madness - breaking into Captain Reed's quarters? What was I thinking? But Jay's instructions ran through my mind one final time, as clear as when he'd given them this morning.

My lock picks felt heavy in my pocket - a constant reminder of the hours I'd spent practicing on similar locks. Everything had to be perfect. A failed quest was one thing, but getting caught breaking into Captain Reed's quarters... I pushed the thought away. No point dwelling on consequences now.

I checked the position of the sun. Almost noon. Right on schedule.

Deep breath. Focus.

The guards would change shifts soon, their lunch waiting for them in the mess hall - courtesy of Jay's "special arrangements" with the kitchen staff. Everything was in place. Now it was just up to me to prove I'd learned enough to graduate from Jay's training.

I watched from my concealed position as Captain Reed began her noon inspection of the walls, her precise military stride carrying her away from the officers' quarters. Jay's intelligence had been perfect - she kept to her schedule like clockwork. Her discipline was both impressive and terrifying; there was no room for error here, and I knew it.

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After counting to sixty, I slipped from my hiding spot and moved toward her quarters, my heart pounding against my ribs. Each step felt like a test of everything Jay had taught me about staying unseen. This would be so much easier if I could use Whispering Unseen, but Jay clarified I couldn't use any songs to assist me. "Real infiltrators don't have the luxury of magic," he'd said.

The guards at the end of the corridor were exactly where Jay said they'd be. Through the open window, I could hear them arguing about who would make the trek to the water barrel, both clearly suffering from their over-seasoned lunch. One was fanning his mouth while the other kept shifting uncomfortably. Neither seemed interested in their patrol duties. I could feel my pulse in my ears, each beat urging me forward, yet the fear of making a mistake kept my movements measured and deliberate.

I reached the door, fingers trembling as I pulled out my picks. The lock was exactly like the practice one's Jay had me work with, but somehow more intimidating. Deep breath. Focus. The first attempt failed, my nervous hands betraying me. Second try - the picks scratched against the mechanism, making what felt like deafening noise in the corridor. I clenched my teeth, the sweat on my palms making it difficult to keep my grip steady.

"Come on," I whispered, willing my hands to steady. Third try...

Skill Check Successful: You picked the door's lock

The lock clicked open with a satisfying snap. I froze, checking to see if the guards had heard, but they were still distracted by their spice-induced discomfort. One had finally given in and was heading for the water barrel, while the other leaned against the wall, looking miserable.

"At least something's going right," I muttered, easing the door open just enough to slip through. I closed it behind me with painstaking care, letting out a breath I hadn't realized I'd been holding.

Sunlight filtered through the window, casting long shadows across the Captain's quarters. The room was larger than I expected, but every inch reflected military precision. Reports were stacked in perfect alignment on the desk, each pile exactly parallel to the edge. The uniform hanging by the door looked like it had been pressed moments ago, despite the Captain wearing it this morning. Even the bed was made with corners so sharp you could cut yourself on them. The room practically radiated the same disciplined energy as its occupant.

Just being here felt like trespassing on sacred ground. Every instinct screamed at me to leave, but I had a mission to complete. My breath caught in my throat, and I forced myself to take one step at a time, resisting the urge to rush.

I crept toward the dresser, my mind locked on the task at hand. Just get the "proof" Jay wanted and get out. Quick and clean. The thought repeated in my head like a mantra, each repetition pushing aside my rising panic.

The top drawer slid open silently. I grabbed what I needed, trying not to think too hard about what I was actually doing. This was just another test, right? Like picking locks or moving through shadows or—

"Interesting choice of training exercise, recruit." Her eyes were sharp, and her posture was relaxed yet commanding, giving the impression of someone completely in control. The way she stood there, perfectly composed, made her presence all the more intimidating.

I froze, the stolen garment still in my hand. Slowly, I turned to find Captain Reed leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, one eyebrow raised in a perfect arch. How had she circled back so quickly? My mind raced, trying to piece together an explanation, but the sight of her standing there, calm and in control, made my thoughts scatter like leaves in a storm.

Delicate Matter's Quest Failed!

"Captain! I was just..." I looked at my hand, then back at her, brain completely failing to produce a plausible excuse.

"Just practicing your stealth skills by breaking into your commanding officer's quarters and stealing personal items?" Her voice was eerily calm.

"When you put it that way, it sounds terrible."

"Does it?" She studied me with an unreadable expression. "And I suppose this was your idea?"

"No, Jay—" I stopped myself. Jay's training rule number eight, I think: never blame others for your mistakes. "I mean, yes. My idea. Completely."

"Hmm." That slight smile was more terrifying than anger would have been. "Well, you picked the lock skillfully."

I nodded miserably, the tension in my chest easing slightly, though my embarrassment burned.

"Put those back," she gestured to my hand, "and get out. We'll discuss your punishment tomorrow."

I hastily replaced the stolen item and headed for the door. As I passed her, she added with a knowing grin, "Sleep well, Brendan. You're going to need it."

Tomorrow was going to be interesting, and probably painful, but at least I'd faced my failure with some dignity. I knew I'd messed up, but part of me also felt oddly proud that I'd gotten as far as I had. Maybe, just maybe, I could still salvage something from this.

I went straight to the dining hall to grab my lunch. I spotted Jay sitting alone in a corner, casually enjoying his meal as if he hadn't just sent me into a trap. Something in me snapped. I marched over to his table, my footsteps heavy with anger.

"Well," I said, trying to keep my voice level, "I failed your little graduation exercise."

Jay's smile widened, but there was something predatory about it now. "Of course you did. I told her myself." Shock rippled through me, freezing me in place. My stomach dropped, and I felt a chill spread through my chest. The realization hit like a punch—he'd set me up from the start. The sense of betrayal was overwhelming, and for a moment, I couldn't even find words to respond.

"You... what?"

"Rule number one in our line of work," he leaned forward, all pretense of casual amusement gone. "Trust no one. Especially me."

The coldness in his voice made me understand something fundamental about Jay and his world. This hadn't just been about testing my stealth or even my judgment. It was about shattering any illusions I might have had about mentorship or loyalty. It was about stripping away any sense of comfort I might have found in thinking I could rely on someone else.

"But you're my teacher," I protested weakly, my voice barely a whisper. The betrayal felt like a physical blow, knocking the wind out of me.

"Exactly. And I just taught you the most important lesson you'll ever learn." His eyes were hard now, calculating. "Every person you meet, every ally you think you have, every mentor who claims to have your best interests at heart - they all have their own agendas. The moment you forget that is the moment you die."

I slumped into the chair across from him. "So trust no one?"

"Now you're getting it." Jay's smile returned, but it didn't reach his eyes. "Though I suppose you shouldn't trust that advice either, since it came from me."

"Eat up, recruit. We've still a lot of hard training tonight, and tomorrow..." His smile turned cruel. "Well, tomorrow, Captain Reed has her own lessons planned. Unless I'm lying about both."

He stood up, leaving his half-finished meal. I watched him leave, a sense of emptiness settling in my chest, the realization that I was on my own more evident than ever before. Jay wasn't a mentor, not in the traditional sense. He was a test - an obstacle to overcome.

As I watched him leave, I let the weight of his words sink in. The lesson had been brutal but clear. Tomorrow would bring whatever punishment Captain Reed deemed appropriate, but first I had to survive tonight's training with a mentor I now knew I couldn't trust. Understanding flickered at the edges of my consciousness - about trust, about questioning, about the subtle interplay of loyalty and wisdom. The path ahead was fraught with danger, but perhaps that was exactly the training I needed. There were no guarantees, no safety nets. I had to rely on myself, no matter how daunting that seemed.

As I clenched my fists, feeling the slight sting of my nails digging into my palms, I knew one thing for sure - I wasn't done fighting yet. Not for Jay's respect, not for Captain Reed's approval, and certainly not for my sense of worth.