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The Last Roman
29. Chapter

29. Chapter

The air smelled of freshly turned earth, a scent that Marcus Petronius had not known in years. He stood there, his hands trembling, gripping the wooden fence that marked the boundary of his new land. Five iugera. It wasn’t much by the standards of Rome’s great estates, but to him, it might as well have been the fertile fields of Campania. Each breath of that earthy aroma seemed to pull him further from the years of despair and closer to a reality that felt almost like a dream.

Marcus’s gaze wandered across the patch of land, his eyes tracing every dip and rise. He could already envision rows of crops swaying in the breeze, the soil rich and dark with promise. A wave of disbelief washed over him, mingled with a cautious hope. He flexed his fingers, the ache in his joints a familiar reminder of the years spent laboring for scraps. This was different. This was his.

His thoughts flickered back to the countless nights he’d spent shivering under makeshift shelters, his family huddled together for warmth. The echo of his youngest son’s cries, too weak from hunger, still haunted him. But here, standing on land he could call his own, those memories felt like shadows retreating before the dawn. He tightened his grip on the fence, as though anchoring himself to this new reality.

Five iugera. The words repeated in his mind like a mantra, a promise of stability, of belonging. The fertile fields stretched before him like a canvas, waiting for the toil of his hands to bring them to life. It wasn’t much, but for a man who had known nothing but loss, it was everything.

For years, Marcus had wandered the outskirts of cities, his once-proud armor reduced to a relic he sold for scraps to feed his family. Each sale had been a dagger to his pride, every coin exchanged a bitter reminder of how far he had fallen. The glory of his service as a soldier in the legions had faded into a bitter memory, one that sometimes felt like it belonged to another man entirely. The disbandment of his unit had left him and countless others with nothing but scars and the fleeting respect of those who remembered what they had fought for. Most didn’t. Rome’s people loved their heroes until they became beggars, and Marcus had seen the stares of disdain, the averted eyes as though his existence were an inconvenience. He had carried the weight of that rejection, anger festering in his heart like an open wound.

He remembered the nights spent curled under broken roofs or against the cold stone walls of the city’s outskirts, his children trembling against him as they tried to sleep. He remembered Tullia’s tearless exhaustion, her silent determination to find food where there was none. And he remembered the worst moments, the nights he had nothing to give, when Darius’s thin cries had pierced the darkness, and Marcus could do nothing but hold his family close and curse the gods for their cruelty. He had once thought of himself as unbreakable, a soldier forged in the fires of Rome’s battles. But those nights had made him question everything.

When desperation turned unbearable, he had taken any work he could find: hauling stones until his hands bled, cleaning the vomitoria of drunken landowners who had never known hunger, even lowering himself to begging in the filth of the streets. His pride had been stripped away, layer by painful layer, leaving behind only a man who clung to survival for the sake of his family. He had fought barbarians on distant frontiers, endured the searing pain of wounds and the agony of watching comrades die, but nothing had prepared him for the slow, grinding despair of being forgotten by the empire he had served.

Even now, standing on his own land, the memories of those years lingered like ghosts, their voices whispering of anger and betrayal.

He looked at his wife, Tullia, her figure gaunt from years of scarce meals. Their three children—Secunda, barely six, clinging to her mother’s skirts; Flavius, just entering his twelfth year, trying to act as the man of the house; and tiny Darius, too young to understand anything but hunger—were the reasons he had swallowed his pride and taken any work he could find.

But today, for the first time in years, Marcus felt something he had almost forgotten: hope.

The house wasn’t much, a modest one-room structure made of stone and mortar, but it was theirs. Caesar Romulus Augustus, barely more than a boy, had done what no other ruler had dared: he had given men like Marcus a chance to reclaim their dignity.

He knelt and scooped up a handful of the soil, letting it run through his fingers. It was rich and dark, fertile in a way that promised bountiful harvests. Marcus’s heart clenched as he thought of the granaries the emperor’s men had promised to build nearby, the irrigation channels that would bring life to this land even in the dry seasons. For the first time, he could imagine a future where his children’s bellies would be full, where Flavius wouldn’t have to trade bruises for bread, where Secunda could smile without the shadow of hunger in her eyes.

Before receiving this land, Marcus had to agree to something he never imagined—to attend the newly built school outside Ravenna. It was not just a school, but a lifeline for veterans like him, offering knowledge that could mean the difference between survival and failure. There, alongside other veterans, he learned not only how to tend the land but also the broader principles of managing it to sustain his family. He thought back to those days, a mix of humility and determination marking each step. They had taught him about crop rotation, the importance of alternating grains and legumes to keep the soil fertile, and the vital role of fallowing to restore depleted fields. The instructors explained the advantages of manure and composting to enrich the soil, techniques that were labor-intensive but promised long-term gains.

The iron plow had been a marvel to him at first, its sharp, sturdy blade cutting through soil with ease. The instructors showed them how to wield it effectively, how to adapt its use to different soil types, and how to maintain it by sharpening and oiling its parts. Marcus could still hear the voice of the gray-haired teacher who had patiently explained the timing of planting and harvesting, the cycles of nature that governed a farmer’s life, and the careful balance needed to avoid overworking the land. They had even touched upon the benefits of keeping livestock—oxen not only for plowing but also for manure, milk, and meat, completing the circle of sustainability.

It had been humbling to return to a classroom, especially with his eldest son, Flavius, seated beside him. While Marcus learned to farm, Flavius attended lessons in literacy, numbers, and Roman morals. The boy had taken to it with enthusiasm, his quick mind soaking up the stories of Rome’s great heroes and philosophers. Marcus had watched with pride as his son recited lines about honor and duty, the same values he had once fought for. The teachers encouraged questions, nurturing curiosity and critical thought. Flavius’s favorite lesson had been about Cincinnatus, the farmer-turned-dictator who had returned to his plow after saving Rome. It had sparked conversations between father and son about duty and humility, and Marcus found himself inspired anew by the tale.

At first, Marcus had felt a twinge of embarrassment sitting on a bench among other veterans, but over time, that feeling faded. He realized the school wasn’t just about learning—it was about reclaiming their identity as Romans, about becoming something greater than beggars and castoffs. The camaraderie he felt with his fellow veterans deepened with each lesson. They shared advice, swapped ideas, and laughed over their struggles to master the intricacies of farming. For the first time in years, Marcus felt part of something bigger than himself.

Marcus’s eyes drifted to the banner hanging near the door of his new home, a gift to every veteran who had been granted land. It was red, emblazoned with the insignia of a cross and an eagle, its fabric catching the light of the setting sun. The sight of it stirred something deep within him, a swelling pride he hadn’t felt in years. It wasn’t just a piece of cloth; it was a symbol of redemption, a reminder of who he had been and who he could become again. The cross spoke of faith and sacrifice, while the eagle—its wings spread wide—called to mind the strength and unity of Rome. He found his gaze lingering on its details, marveling at how something so simple could carry so much weight.

His mind wandered back to the moment he had received it. The ceremony had been brief but meaningful, with a small gathering of veterans standing shoulder to shoulder as they were handed their banners. It had felt like an oath, an unspoken promise to honor the land they’d been given and to uphold the values they had once fought for. As Marcus accepted his, he’d felt a lump in his throat, a mix of pride and determination washing over him.

Now, standing before it, he felt that same surge of emotion. It wasn’t the pride of a soldier marching to war, but the pride of a man who had been given a second chance—a chance to build, to grow, and to honor the sacrifices of his past. He thought of the hands that had crafted the banner, the care that had gone into stitching each detail, and he resolved to carry that same care into his work on the land.

For a moment, he allowed himself to imagine the future. He pictured his fields thriving under the Roman sun, the laughter of his children echoing through the air, and the stories they would one day tell of their father’s efforts to rebuild their lives. The banner would hang above it all, a testament to resilience and renewal, a constant reminder of what it meant to be Roman.

“Roman,” he murmured, the word heavy with meaning. He was a Roman again, not just in name, but in purpose. And this land, this small patch of earth, was his new battlefield—a place where he would fight not with swords, but with the tools of a farmer, for the future of his family and the legacy of Rome.

The morning air was cool as Marcus stood by the doorway, preparing for the journey to the village. His eldest son, Flavius, stood beside him, holding a small satchel and bouncing slightly on his heels with anticipation. Tullia adjusted Flavius’s tunic, her fingers lingering as though reluctant to let him go.

“Take care of him,” Tullia said softly, her eyes meeting Marcus’s. “And take care of yourself.”

“We’ll be back before midday,” Marcus reassured her, placing a steady hand on her shoulder. He leaned in, kissing her cheek, then ruffled Flavius’s hair. “Ready, son?”

Flavius nodded eagerly, gripping the strap of his satchel. “I am, Father.”

Tullia pulled Secunda close, the little girl watching with wide eyes, while Darius clung to her skirts, too young to fully grasp their departure. Marcus gave a final nod before turning toward the dirt path that led to the village, Flavius following closely beside him.

As they walked, the sight of their neighbors’ homes brought a sense of comfort. Each house bore the same red banner with the cross and eagle, a silent testament to the shared struggles and renewed hope of the veterans who had settled here. Marcus greeted each family they passed, exchanging nods and brief words of encouragement.

“Marcus!” a voice called out. It was Lucius, standing in front of his modest stone house. He was mending a wooden wheel, his young daughter playing with a doll nearby.

“Lucius,” Marcus replied, raising a hand in greeting. “How are the repairs coming along?”

“Better than yesterday,” Lucius said with a grin. “Off to the village for the plow?”

“Yes,” Marcus said. “Our turn has come. It’ll be good to finally put it to use.”

Lucius nodded knowingly. “That plow is a blessing. You’ll see. Safe travels.”

The journey continued, the village slowly coming into view. As they approached, Marcus spotted Publius leaning against a post near the communal shed where the iron plow was kept. The veteran gave a wave, his broad-shouldered frame still imposing despite the years.

“Marcus,” Publius greeted. “Here for the plow, I take it?”

“It’s our turn,” Marcus confirmed, glancing at the sturdy tool propped against the shed wall. Its blade gleamed in the morning light, a testament to its shared use and careful maintenance.

Publius chuckled. “Treat her well. She’s been a good ally to us all.”

“I will,” Marcus promised. He began to lift the plow, its weight solid and reassuring, while Flavius helped secure it onto their small cart.

As Marcus and Flavius finished loading the plow onto the cart, Publius turned his gaze toward the village. The houses were modest, yet sturdy, their banners fluttering gently in the breeze. The sounds of everyday life carried faintly on the air: the rhythmic chopping of wood, children’s laughter, the occasional shout of greeting between neighbors. Publius’s expression softened, a rare vulnerability flickering across his face.

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“They’re good people,” he said quietly, his voice carrying a weight that made Marcus pause. “Hardworking. They didn’t have to accept us, Marcus. But they did. The emperor and the Church gave us this land, these homes, and the provisions to start over, but it was the villagers who made us feel like we belonged. They could have resented us, seen us as a burden, but instead… they offered help. They shared what they had, little as it was. Even after all we’ve done, they’ve chosen to trust us.”

Marcus followed Publius’s gaze, taking in the sight of the village. “Aye,” he agreed. “They deserve more than just our presence. They deserve our protection. A chance to live in peace.”

Publius nodded slowly, his arms crossing over his chest, his voice thick with emotion. “I’ve been thinking about that lately. All those years… all we knew was how to fight. It’s in our blood, isn’t it? But maybe we can finally use that for something better. Something that honors what they’ve given us.”

He gestured toward the homes scattered across the land, his weathered hand trembling slightly. “Look at them,” he said, his tone softening. “Families, children, craftsmen… they’ve made room for us here. They’ve shared what little they have, expecting nothing in return. We owe them, Marcus. We owe them more than just sitting on our laurels.”

Marcus glanced at Publius, catching the flicker of sentimentality in his old friend’s eyes. He understood that feeling—the ache of wanting to repay a kindness, to protect something fragile and beautiful. “You’re talking about giving back,” Marcus said quietly. “Not just for us, but for them.”

Publius’s mouth quirked into a faint smile, his gaze never leaving the village. “Yes. Teaching what we know. Forming a militia. Keeping watch for those who might think we’re easy prey. And maybe, just maybe, we start working on defenses. Nothing grand—a palisade to begin with. It wouldn’t take much, just enough to show anyone who looks this way that we stand together.”

For a long moment, neither man spoke. They stood shoulder to shoulder, their eyes fixed on the village and the people who called it home. The sounds of hammers, children’s laughter, and quiet conversation drifted to them on the breeze. The years of war felt distant now, but their lessons lingered, shaping their thoughts and actions even here.

Marcus finally broke the silence. “It’s a good idea. If we don’t do it, who will?”

Publius exhaled slowly, his shoulders relaxing as though a decision had been made. “It’s worth a try. We can give them the peace they’ve given us.”

Marcus and Flavius returned home with the iron plow resting in the cart, its blade gleaming in the morning sun. The trek back had been steady, the silence between them filled with anticipation. The land awaited them, as if holding its breath for the first touch of the plow.

As they approached the edge of their property, the irrigation system caught Marcus’s eye. Simple trenches had been dug to guide water from a shared canal, a design Marcus had been taught during his lessons at the school. The channels shimmered with water from a recent diversion, ensuring that even the drier parts of their land would receive what they needed to thrive.

“Look, Father,” Flavius said, pointing at the trenches. “It’s just like they showed us.”

“Aye,” Marcus said, a faint smile crossing his face. “It’ll save us time and effort. And the soil will thank us for it.”

Together, they unloaded the plow, carefully guiding it to the edge of the first plot. Marcus inspected the soil, his hands brushing against the surface. It was still damp from the recent rains—a good sign. He placed his hands on the plow, gripping its wooden handles firmly, and nodded to Flavius.

“Let’s begin.”

They started slowly, Marcus pushing the plow forward while Flavius guided the ox, a sturdy animal they had received as part of their provisions. The blade cut into the earth with a satisfying resistance, slicing through the soil and leaving neat furrows behind. Each step felt deliberate, the weight of the plow and the rhythmic crunch of the soil grounding them in their task.

“Remember what they said about spacing,” Marcus called out to Flavius, pausing to adjust the plow. “Too close, and the roots will compete. Too far, and we waste land.”

Flavius nodded, his youthful eagerness tempered by concentration. “This looks right, doesn’t it?”

Marcus examined the furrow, kneeling to feel the soil. “It’s good,” he said. “Rich and ready. We’ll sow barley here first. It’ll grow strong in this land.”

They worked steadily, their movements becoming more fluid with each pass. The ox trudged forward, its harness creaking softly, while the plow carved the earth into orderly rows. The irrigation channels glittered nearby, a reminder of the progress they had made, both on the land and in their understanding of it.

As the morning wore on, they paused to rest, standing at the edge of the field and surveying their work. The furrows stretched in clean lines, promising a season of growth.

“You did well,” Marcus said, placing a hand on Flavius’s shoulder.

“So did you,” Flavius replied, a hint of pride in his voice. He pointed to the irrigation channels again. “Do you think we’ll need to adjust the flow before we plant?”

Marcus nodded, his thoughts already turning to the next steps. “We will. It’s about balance—too much water, and the roots will rot; too little, and they’ll wither. We’ll check it every morning.”

The boy grinned, wiping sweat from his brow. “I’ll help.”

Marcus chuckled. “Good. It’s your land as much as mine.”

After a few hours of work, Marcus and Flavius returned to the modest stone house for a midday meal. The air inside was warm, carrying the comforting scent of lentil stew simmering over the small hearth. Tullia had prepared a simple but nourishing meal using lentils, barley bread, and a small wheel of cheese that had been gifted by one of the villagers as thanks for helping mend a broken plow.

As they washed their hands and sat around the small wooden table, Marcus glanced at Flavius, who was still beaming with pride from their work in the fields. Tullia ladled portions of the stew into clay bowls, her movements graceful despite the weariness etched into her features.

“Eat up, both of you,” she said, setting a fresh loaf of barley bread on the table. “You’ve earned it.”

Marcus nodded in agreement, breaking a piece of bread and dipping it into his stew. The first bite was satisfying in a way that only honest labor could make it. Flavius, sitting tall beside him, began eating with the eagerness of youth but soon slowed, his mind clearly turning over something he wanted to share.

“Father,” Flavius began, setting his spoon down, “I learned something at the school this week.”

Marcus leaned forward slightly, his interest piqued. “What is it, son? Tell us.”

Flavius straightened, his face lighting up with excitement. “We talked about numbers and how to count not just for trade but for the crops. The teacher said that if we know how much seed we sow and how much we harvest, we can see if the land is giving us what it should.”

Tullia paused, her hands resting on the table, listening intently. Marcus nodded, gesturing for Flavius to continue.

“And we learned about the Roman virtues—virtus, pietas, and disciplina,” Flavius said proudly. “The teacher said that virtus isn’t just bravery in war, but also the strength to do what is right. Pietas is about duty to the gods, the family, and Rome. And disciplina is about learning and keeping order.”

Marcus exchanged a glance with Tullia, who smiled softly. “Wise lessons,” Marcus said, his voice thoughtful. “And you understand them?”

Flavius nodded eagerly. “Yes, Father. I think so. It means we have to work hard, not just for ourselves, but for the family and for Rome. Like what you said about the fields being ours, but also part of something bigger.”

The room fell silent for a moment as the words sank in. Marcus felt a swell of pride in his chest, a warmth that erased the ache in his muscles from the morning’s labor. Tullia reached out, brushing a hand through Flavius’s hair.

“You’re growing into a fine young man,” she said softly.

Marcus raised his bowl slightly, a gesture of acknowledgment and pride. “Your teacher is right, Flavius. Those virtues are what made Rome great. And they’re what will make this family strong. Never forget them.”

Flavius’s face lit up with a mix of pride and determination. “I won’t, Father. I promise.”

The family continued their meal, the sounds of clinking spoons and soft conversation filling the small home. As they finished, Marcus leaned back in his chair, his gaze drifting toward the window where the fields stretched out in neat rows.

Marcus pushed his empty bowl aside, leaning forward slightly as he studied his son’s eager face. “Flavius,” he began, “you’ve been learning about numbers at the school. I’ve heard the other villagers speak of what they’ve earned in past years, but with the new plow, the irrigation, and everything we’ve been taught, I want to hear your thoughts. How much do you think this land could yield for us?”

Flavius hesitated for a moment, his brow furrowing as he considered the question. “Well, Father,” he started slowly, “the teacher said that before the reforms, a farmer with five iugera could harvest about 200 modii of grain in a good year. That’s… maybe 12 solidi in value?”

Marcus nodded, encouraging him to continue. “Go on, son. What about now?”

Flavius’s confidence grew as he spoke. “With the new tools, the irrigation, and better planting methods, we might harvest more—closer to 300 modii. That could mean about 18 solidi if the market is good.”

Tullia, seated nearby with Secunda on her lap, leaned forward. “And the taxes, Flavius? How much of that do we lose?”

“Taxes are still ten percent,” Flavius said quickly. “So… maybe 3 or 4 solidi would go to the collector. That leaves us with 14 or 15 solidi.”

Marcus exchanged a glance with Tullia, who smiled softly. “And our expenses?” Marcus asked, his voice steady but curious. “What about tools, food, and the rest?”

Flavius paused, clearly trying to recall what he had learned. “The teacher said tools might cost about 2 solidi each year, especially if we take care of them. And household expenses, like food and clothing, would be another 3 solidi.”

“That leaves us?” Marcus prompted, his tone patient.

Flavius’s face lit up with realization. “Around 9 or 10 solidi left over. Maybe more if we save wisely or sell at the right time.”

Tullia’s spoon paused midway to her lips, her eyes widening as the numbers sank in. Marcus leaned back slightly, his expression frozen in disbelief. For a moment, neither spoke, their minds struggling to grasp the sheer possibility of what their son had just outlined.

“Flavius,” Tullia said, her voice almost trembling. “Are you certain about those numbers? Nine… ten solidi left over? That’s more than we ever thought possible.”

Flavius hesitated, his confidence faltering under the weight of his parents’ astonishment. His hand moved nervously to the edge of the table, tracing the wood grain as he tried to find the right words. “It… it should be right, Mother. That’s what the teacher said. He explained it carefully—if the harvest is good, and we keep the irrigation running well, and nothing goes wrong with the weather or tools.”

Tullia’s hand went to her mouth as her eyes filled with tears, spilling over in streams she couldn’t stop. The words seemed caught in her throat, and she turned to Marcus, her voice breaking as she tried to speak. “Do you hear that, Marcus? Do you truly hear what he’s saying? This… this could be real. We might not just scrape by anymore. Our children might never have to—” She stopped, overcome, and her soft sobs filled the small space.

Marcus reached for her hand, holding it tightly as though anchoring her in this shared moment of disbelief. His own face, so often etched with hardship, now softened with a mixture of astonishment and pride. He looked to Flavius, his eyes bright with unshed tears, before rising slowly from his seat. Without a word, he crossed to his son and pulled him into a firm embrace, his hand cradling the back of Flavius’s head like he was shielding him from the weight of their gratitude.

“You’ve given us something we lost long ago, Flavius,” Marcus said, his voice thick with emotion. "A reason to believe that this land can be more than survival—it can be the start of a better life. For you, for Secunda and Darius, for your mother and me. For all of us.”

Flavius stood stiffly at first, overwhelmed by the intensity of his father’s gesture, but as the words sank in, his own shy smile began to grow. He relaxed into the embrace, his small hands gripping his father’s tunic. “I… I just want to help,” he murmured, almost too quietly to be heard. “For the family.”

Tullia rose from her seat, her hands still trembling as she brushed the tears from her cheeks. She joined them, wrapping her arms tightly around Marcus and Flavius, the weight of years of struggle seeming to dissolve in that moment. Secunda and little Darius, sensing the wave of emotion, clambered up from their spots and clung to Tullia’s skirts, their small faces lighting up with joy even though they didn’t fully understand what was happening.

The small family stood together in the modest stone home, their shared embrace filling the room with a warmth that hadn’t been felt in years. Marcus held Tullia’s gaze over Flavius’s shoulder, the unspoken understanding between them stronger than ever. This was the beginning of something new, a fragile but real possibility that life could be different, better, brighter.

Tullia pulled back slightly, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand as she looked at Flavius with a smile that trembled with disbelief. “This feels like a dream,” she whispered. “I don’t know if I’ll believe it until the harvest comes, but oh, Flavius, to think of what this could mean...”

“We’ll make it happen,” Marcus said firmly, his voice steady now with the resolve of a soldier. He placed both hands on Flavius’s shoulders, his expression filled with a newfound determination. “You’ve brought us this knowledge. Now we’ll use it. Together. This is our chance.”

Flavius nodded quickly, his eyes shining with a determination that belied his youth. “I’ll keep learning, Father. I’ll study harder, make sure we get it right. I’ll do whatever it takes.”

Marcus gave a small, rare laugh, the sound almost unfamiliar after so long. It was filled with joy and pride. “You’ve already done so much, Flavius. More than we ever expected. But if you want to keep learning, we’ll support you every step of the way.”

The room seemed brighter now, as though the simple clay walls and thatched roof were transformed by their shared relief and hope. They returned to their seats to finish their meal, the air filled with lighter conversation about planting schedules, granaries, and dreams for the future. Secunda and Darius chattered happily, their laughter echoing through the space, while Marcus and Tullia exchanged glances, the weight of their burdens finally lifting as they imagined the life they could now build together.